CHAPTER XVII
"Haven't you really thought about having a baby?" Su Qing asked Li Cha like this. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
They had discussed it before, when they were still in college. At night in the dormitory, when several people couldn't sleep and talked at night, they talked about whether they wanted to have children in the future and whether they wanted to get married. At that time, Li Cha said very longingly that she wanted to get married and to be with the person she loved the most. But when others asked her if she wanted to have children, she told her that she didn't want to have children. Not because she doesn't like children, but because she feels that she is not capable of raising children.
At this time, Su Qing's old words were brought up again, and Li Cha still meant the same - she didn't want to have children. And the reason at this time is the same as at the beginning, she feels that she does not have the ability to raise a child.
Su Qing didn't know what Li Cha was thinking. She thinks that a child, as long as you can give birth to it, you will naturally know how to raise him, no matter how hard and tired you are, you will want to raise him, and you will do your best to raise him, because you love her, and this has nothing to do with personal ability.
Even poor families give birth to children, give birth to them and try to raise them so that they grow up and receive a good education as much as possible.
Li Cha's life is not poor, and her salary can support her well. Su Qing didn't think that Li Cha couldn't afford to raise him if he gave birth to a child. An independent professional woman like Li Cha will only take on more responsibilities and raise her children well.
Su Qing didn't know why Li Cha was so resistant to having a child, and even pushed away a man who loved her for this reason.
"Xiaoqing." Li Cha lowered her head and held the cup in front of her with both hands, letting the rising heat cover her face, and her eyes looked hazy and misty. She paused for a moment and continued, "Giving birth to a child is never as simple as you think, if you just give birth to him, and are not responsible for raising him well, then what kind of parent am I?" When I give birth to a child, I have the responsibility and obligation to treat him well and raise him as an adult. Do you think I have the ability to raise a child now? Can I give birth to him and teach him well? I can't even take care of myself now, and I still need you to accompany me, can I have a baby now? Li Cha asked Su Qing rhetorically.
Su Qing was silent. She never thought that Li Cha would think so deeply about this issue. In her opinion, it is best to wait until the child is born. When the child is not born, he begins to think about this kind of thing, which inevitably seems a little unfounded, and it is also a bit of a choking waste.
But obviously, Li Cha doesn't think so, she wants to give the best to her child, but this is exactly what she can't give now. This is the fundamental reason why she hesitates to have children.
Su Qing opened her mouth, wanting to persuade Li Cha. But when she saw Li Cha's gaze looking outside, she suddenly fell silent.
It was school day, and groups of elementary school students walked by on the street outside. Their immature and lovely but innocent faces flashed in Li Cha's eyes one after another. At this time, Li Cha's eyes were full of an emotion called tenderness. Su Qing could understand the meaning in Li Cha's eyes at this time, it was envy. envy those parents who have children, in fact, Li Cha herself also wants children, but she has never dared to, she is afraid that she will not be able to give her children the best.
Su Qing was silent, accompanied by Li Cha to look out of the glass window and slowly walk by the elementary school students.
"Honey, you're calling! Honey, here comes the call! ”
As soon as the mobile phone rang, Mo Lan hurriedly picked up the mobile phone, seeing Bai Chun and Li Anxi's gossipy and ridiculous eyes, Mo Lan was a little embarrassed and embarrassed.
"Taiwan Wuji, go back tonight, you can change the ringtone of your mobile phone for me!" Mo Lan said viciously to the person on the other end of the phone.
Tai Wuji is her boyfriend and a sophomore in the computer science department of Miwo University. This rather funny mobile phone ringtone was set by Molan by the inorganic machine. It was his own recorded voice, although Molan repeatedly objected and tried to change the ringtone of her phone back. But you have to know, how can ordinary people compete with the genius of the computer department? Mo Lan was stunned because she didn't find a way to change this ringtone back, and this is still an exclusive ringtone for Taiwan Inorganic, and other collected ringtones are normal, which makes Mo Lan speechless, and I don't know how Taiwan Wuji did it.
If only she had known that her boyfriend was such a narcissistic person. She must have kicked him out of the game as soon as possible, and she didn't know if it was too late to break up now.
"Lanlan, don't be so angry. Isn't this a nice ringtone? Tai Wuji said lazily on the other end of the phone.
"Listen to your sister!" Mo Lan replied angrily.
Tai Wuji laughed twice, and did not continue to answer this question according to Mo Lan's meaning, but changed the topic, "Why didn't you go back to the dormitory all night last night?" Dandan in your dormitory told me, I'm worried about you. ”
"I went out drinking and singing with those freshman elementary school brothers and junior girls, and I forgot to tell you." Mo Lan replied very easily. She squeezed her eyes at Li Anxi and Bai Chun, looking playful. It was clear that she was deliberately inorganic on the air stage, who asked him to set her ringtone to that funny look.
Tai Wuji said helplessly, "Lan Lan, pay attention next time, you will make me very worried about this." ”
"Got it, got it, why are you so annoying?" Molan muttered quietly.
However, the tip of the ear still heard it. There is nothing he can do about Mo Lan's perfunctory attitude. If Molan was in front of him now, he would definitely grab her and spank her little ass.
"Okay, okay, I'm going to send the younger students back to school, and I'll see you at school later." Mo Lan said.
Bai Chun and Li Anxi looked at her gaze, which was already full of gossip. Mo Lan felt that if she didn't hang up the phone again, she might be tortured by these two people to extract a confession later.
And it's clear that there are things going on over there. The noisy voices on the other end of the phone, the boiling voices, all indicate that the school is not quiet and there is a lot of excitement.
Sure enough, Tai Wuji said, "The school is holding a garden party, and I'm going to preside over it now." I'll call you back when you get to school later. With that, he hung up the phone, and Mo Lan put the phone away. Ignoring Li Anxi and Bai Chun's gossipy eyes, she pretended to be calm and walked in the front, but her unsteady steps still betrayed her true heart.
"Hurry up and be honest!" Li Anxi, who was still the most daring, pounced, looking like he was going to catch Mo Lan to extract a confession. And Mo Lan naturally wouldn't be obedient, she ran forward first. The three of them frolicked on the road, heading in the direction of the school.
Su Qing and Li Cha happened to be in the café when they saw this scene through the glass on the side of the street. Li Cha said leisurely, "It's good to be young, there are no worries." ”