Chapter 50: Obsession
The experience of love has taught me to confess, but it has also made me feel inferior......
I know that there are some things that I can't do, and I know that there are some things I can't say, but I still say that I hurt others and hurt myself......
"Yes......" looked at Yang Zhi's back in the sun, a little familiar, but so unfamiliar......
"Hmm...... We are...... Pal. Yang Zhi smiled and said, "We are good friends......
Can you see me crying, you should know that I like you.
Always looking for excuses to look for you, but always unable to find excuses, I said to myself - you are busy. I told myself, don't just bother you......
What you say is true, we are just friends...... Perhaps, very good friends......
Always comfort yourself......
"Okay...... I...... Got it......"
There are some people in life who have rubbed shoulders with us, but have not had time to meet them; met, but didn't have time to get acquainted; I got acquainted, but I didn't have time to get acquainted; It's familiar, but you still have to say goodbye.
Be kind to yourself, because a lifetime is not long; Be kind to the people around you, because you may not be able to meet in the next life.
Yang Zhi raised his footsteps, and the words came to his mind again, "If one day, I become a ghost, and everyone else runs around because of fear, I hope you don't, you will come and give me a big hug, even if I have lost my will, I will hug you tightly and never be separated......"
"Where are you going?" Xiao Fei and Xiao Xue asked at the same time.
"I don't know, this world is so big, will there be no place for me?"
"It's daytime, and the rhinoceros horn can't resist much yang energy for you, if you go out rashly, it's very likely that your soul will ......be scattered," Xiao Fei said.
"So what? There's nothing left to be nostalgic about here. Yang Zhi said: "You two...... Good friends, right? ”
"I'm just a Taoist priest...... Xiao Fei hurriedly explained, "Don't get me wrong, I really don't have anything to do with her......"
"Oh...... Actually, you don't have to explain it to me. I heard it all, and she sensed my presence, so she asked him to find someone to take a look. But I didn't expect the Taoist priest to be so young......"
"What? Did you get me here? Xiao Fei said: "I thought it was Uncle Zhang, but I couldn't contact him, so I came here to ask...... Didn't expect ......"
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"Senior brother, come and see ......," Fan Hao shouted at Lin Yang. On the wall in front of him, there were some large characters written in blood. "The revenge of the eighth brother, I will avenge it, Lin Yang, wash your neck in Kunlun......" is Ziyan.
"Ziyan ......" Lin Yang gritted his teeth and said, "What a big breath......"
"Senior brother, who is this Ziyan?"
"The dragon has nine sons, and Jiao has nine grandchildren, this Jiao is talking about the former leader of the demon clan, the Purple Demon Emperor, and the Purple Demon Emperor has several grandchildren, all of whom are amazing characters." Lin Yang said: "This Zi Yan is the fifth oldest among the nine of their brothers, and he is not a simple character, but he is ...... He's ...... Dead ......"
"What do you mean?"
"The nine grandsons on the purple side, the eldest Ziye, the fifth Ziyan, the seventh Ziluo, and the eighth Zilu, the four of them have long been killed by my Dao Sect......"
"Could it be someone else's impostor?"
"It's also possible." Lin Yang said: "In order to release Zishang as soon as possible, their nine brothers scattered in different places, that jade crystal box is now in the hands of the third Zi Yue, Zi Yue can be said to be the strongest of their nine brothers. And this Zi Yan can be said to be second only to Zi Yue. But he must have been killed by your father years ago......"
"And now?"
"Ghost Baby...... Ghost Baby ...... Ghost Baby ...... "Lin Yang was also a little confused, so he set up several formations around the village with Li Yi and Fan Hao, and placed many prohibitions, as long as he dared to come out......
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"What are you doing?" Xiao Fei glanced at Yang Zhi, who was sitting next to the computer, and asked, "What is this...... Are you writing a novel? After returning from Xiaoxue, Yang Zhi was taken by Xiaofei to Du Yu's house, where the yin qi is relatively strong, and it is also of great benefit to him.
"Hmm." Yang Zhi said: "I'm not a smart person, I don't know anything else, and I don't like anything, I just like to write." ”
"That's amazing...... Xiao Fei sighed, "Uh...... You don't ask me for rhinoceros horns, that's what it's for......"
"yes, what else?"
"......" Xiao Fei was speechless, rhinoceros horn is a treasure, the price is very high, and Xiao Fei is usually reluctant to use it.
"Then why do you want my ID card......
"Sign up for an account, otherwise how can you write a novel......
"......" Yang Zhi just asked Xiao Fei for an ID card, Xiao Fei gave it to him without even thinking about it, after all, he is a ghost, he can't do anything with this ID card, I didn't expect him to use it to register a starting point account......
"The first time I wrote a novel," ...... Xiao Feidao.
"Writing is my dream." Yang Zhi said: "This is also an obsession of mine, because I have this dream, and I keep telling myself that I can't die...... Can't die ......"
"No...... No...... I can't die...... I...... I still have Xin Yao, I still have dreams......" In this world full of darkness, he kept shouting like this, and his obsession made him stay in the world...... You can't go to reincarnation......
We can't have another childhood; There can be no more junior high school; It is impossible to have another first love; There can be no more joy, happiness, sorrow, and pain that they used to be. Yesterday, a second ago, it was impossible to go back. Life turned out to be an out-of-print movie that couldn't be replayed, and I couldn't go back......
"Immortal Journey?" Xiao Fei said: "Immortal cultivation type." ”
"Hmm." Yang Zhidao: "When I was a child, I was writing this book, and there is an outline I designed in QQ. Wrote it for three years and revised it countless times. ”
"Then you ......"
"Me? What's wrong with me? Yang Zhi said suspiciously.
"It's okay......" Xiao Fei smiled slightly and stopped talking. The room was silent, and after a while, the sound of tapping on the keyboard sounded in the room. Yang Zhi sat there quietly, pressing the keyboard......
Dreams are stones, knocking out sparks; Dreams are fires, lights out lamps; Dreams are lamps that illuminate the way to walk at night; Dreams are the road that leads you to the dawn. Because I still have dreams, because my dreams have not been realized, my obsession has allowed me to stay in the world......
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Lin Yang, Li Yi, and Fan Hao waited in the village all night, and found no trace of the ghost baby, and at five o'clock, they went back together, but this village was gradually deserted, only some old people remained, and most of the young people moved out.
(Sweat-soaked clothes, cold, military training at the university, bitter, instructor - no longer cute...... Sitting alone on the ground, surrounded by strangers...... If someone tells you that college is easy, give him a slap in the face, and I won't pay for the medical expenses. )