A past that has always been suspended in his own life experience, a knot that Lin Hai has never been able to untie.

From the time he came to the manor on Riverside with his humble suitcase, he wanted to get an explanation from the man in front of him who called him his father.

But what he didn't expect to wait for was such an answer.

After a while, Lin Hai seemed to calm down the ups and downs in his heart at this moment, because this feeling was really unreal, he spoke, "A seemingly ordinary illegitimate child, but involved in the mystery of his life experience, do you want to say that my mother from the Star Alliance has a huge family behind her, and it is very strong, and I will have a lot of natural stories involving grievances and vendettas with this family in the future...... This kind of dramatic content actually happened to me? ”

Lin Wei looked at him solemnly, and after a moment, shook his head.

So this kind of grievance plot that will happen in the story is not a real reality after all.

"Your mother...... She is an ordinary woman, just special in that she comes from the place where the Star Alliance comes. During the migration, his family contracted the disease and died. When I met her, she was just a woman working alone in the imperial capital, but she fascinated me so much that I couldn't extricate myself. ”

At this moment, Lin Wei, the earl who has always concealed the deepest emotions in his heart, is like a young man, and he does not hesitate to tell his original infatuation.

"So you want to tell me now that because of your original faith, you left her, you left ...... We. ”

"I didn't know that I already had you." After a pause, Lin Wei continued, "You must understand that after all these years, I often can't sleep at night and fall into remorse. ”

"This matter is not impossible to solve both...... It's just a pity that she didn't give me time to solve it. Her personality has always been strong, and she just said goodbye like that! ”

When this information continued to bombard Lin Hai, Lin Wei seemed to fall into the same emotion as before, and his face still revealed the amazement that had passed through the years after a lapse of several decades.

It was the early morning when a future heir of the Earl Family of the Imperial Capital Star woke up in the Watertown Hotel, and he thought that through the sunlight that entered the bedroom through the round arch, he could see the woman on the balcony who fascinated him in the light veil, and he would probably be able to wake up in the early morning again and again in the company of the woman.

But some are just empty terraces, and the sunlight between the dancing white curtains instantly turns into a cold wind.

He began to go downstairs to the café where the two frequented the most, and there were many people, but she was nowhere to be seen. So he turned on the arch bridge and went to the bamboo forest at the other end of the water town, because she liked to breathe the air there in the morning, but there was no one either. So he began to quicken his pace, and he ran to the mill of the town, to the winery where the two had touched glasses together, to the plain where the two had ridden on horseback, to wade through the brook where they held hands and to climb the mountain that they overlooked.

But this time it wasn't the parallel figures in the evening drum and morning bell, but only his lonely death.

He then went many places to look for her, but there was no trace of her.

It was as if all the worlds were dead.

******

In the end, he accepted the persuasion of the Teutonic faction, returned to the Imperial Riverside Star, inherited the title of Earl, became the Speaker, married the young lady of the local clan Ning Family, and became the new Earl of Riverside Star, and lived like this step by step. But he also once used the advantage of his Riverside Star Speaker to mobilize all his resources to find the woman. But for decades, the only clue was that she might be on some of the Empire's least visible slum planets.

But there are hundreds of these slum planets, and even if he has a purpose and a plan to search for them, it is extremely unlikely that he can find people.

Until she died, and then clearly got the news of their mother and son.

When he saw Lin Hai at the manor for the first time, he found that he seemed to see her again, he didn't even dare to look at Lin Hai's eyes, and he didn't dare to have more contact with him, because every time he saw Lin Hai, he could feel his own outright remorse, and there was a trace of unforgiveness for her leaving him.

Yes, he regretted it, and at the same time he could not forgive the woman who was pregnant with his child but ruthlessly took everything away, and did not even give him a chance to resolve the conflict.

It was because of her that he became an earl, he was criticized, he married a wife and had a son. It is because of her that he has such a family and clan responsibilities. It is precisely because of her that his world is so on the road of "right track" step by step.

But perhaps in his heart, he didn't want that life at all. But he couldn't decide, and the woman had already made a decision for him.

He lived the life she giving. But I can't forgive her for this behavior.

So he has such a double and complex emotion for Lin Hai.

Sometimes looking at him can't help but shoot remorse and compassion.

And sometimes...... Again arrogance and indifference.

******

"Why should she say goodbye without saying goodbye, why would she rather live on Planet 52 with illness than go back to normal society? Have you ever thought about the problem? Lin Haidao.

"I thought it was because of my belief in the Teutonic sect that she felt hurt and left of her own accord...... She may have been frustrated with me, too. If I don't go back to normal society, it will also prevent me from finding him, and she should only have a deep hatred for me. Lin Wei's expression was dark and inexplicable.

"Hatred? If there was only hatred......" Lin Hai paused, "then I won't come to Riverside Star." ”

Lin Wei had already raised his head, his eyes shooting a look of disbelief.

"If there is only hatred, then why did she tell me when I was a child, I have a family, on the riverside star? In the future, I will protect this family. ”

Lin Wei showed a sudden pain, he sat back in his seat, "Then what is she for...... and said to himself with a wry smile, "You have always been resolute in the pursuit of perfection, yes, seeing that I hesitate to choose faith and you...... So he was willing to leave by himself...... But ......"

"You're really ruthless!"

Looking at this man who was deeply immersed in self-condemnation, Lin Hai didn't know how to speak, so he had to say, "The Teutons, what does it have to do with this mission military exercise?" ”

Lin Wei seemed to come back to his senses from his sadness, thought of the topic, and with a gesture of his hand, a set of demonstration drawings appeared on the electronic screen of his desk.

Lin Hai took a closer look, and it turned out to be the director's map of the mission military exercise.

Then Lin Wei's eyes, which didn't seem to have recovered from his previous emotions, looked at him directly, "This is the problem, the battle between the Imperial Fibers, the Second Fleet led by Li Qinghe, the Fourth Fleet and the Xipang Army in the Lower Sanyan Galaxy has reached a very critical moment, but in the Empire, a large number of people are not optimistic about Fibers and Li Qinghe, thinking that they are not the opponents of Wang Xiaerde." ”

The Teutons were the leaders of this idea, and the Teutons believed that in order to win the king, they had to hand over the military power of the front to Tetsu Egami. However, some people within the empire are very opposed to this, they already know how terrible Jiang Shang Zhe is, but for the sake of their own interests, and even factional confrontation, they are unwilling to let Jiang Shang Zhe go into battle, insisting that Fei Baisi and Li Qinghe are enough to deal with the threat of Xi Pang. Mainly because if Jiang Shang Zhe really wins Wang Xia Erde, then his status will directly climb to Ju Wei, Chen and Li will unite to break through the shackles of Jiang Shang Zhe in the military, Chen and Li are the biggest resistance, these years The Chen family's power group has been working hard to build influence in the military, naturally I don't want Jiang Shang Zhe's rise at this time to destroy their hard work. ”

"At this time, it is obviously not possible to ring the alarm bell by conventional methods, so the mission military exercise has become the only stage that can sound the alarm for those who are confused in the outside world!" Lin Wei pointed to the map, "Look at the layout of the military exercise." ”

Lin Hai knew that the arrangement of the military exercise at this time was definitely a high secret, but Lin Wei got it and was able to cover it up for himself, which clearly shows that some people in the upper echelons of the empire used a lot of resources and authority in order to persuade him.

And when he saw the map, Lin Hai was almost shocked and shaken at the same time!

He immediately looked up and looked at Lin Wei in surprise.

"The next three extension of the interstellar battle?"

******

Yes, the next three extension of the interstellar battle.

As soon as he saw this map, Lin Hai understood why the Teutonic faction asked Lin Wei to tell him that Nie Feng could not lose.

The map represents the red and blue sides of Mission Operations, and their Morning Front Battalion and Spartan Battalion play the role of the current Eagle Empire's conquest fleet, the Second Fleet, and the Fourth Fleet. The Mad King Homer and the King of Thunderon are respectively the positions of the commanders of the two fleets, the chief general of Fibers and the deputy marshal Li Qinghe.

On the other hand, the two of them fought against each other, and it was naturally the Dawn Battalion, the "King Xiaerde" represented by Ekami Tetsu, and "his" Xipang Army.

If the above proposition is that Fibes Li Qinghe will be defeated if he cannot resist Wang Xiaerde's attack, only Jiang Shangzhe is the real opponent of Wang Xiaerde, so that Jiang Shangzhe can lead the army to resist Xipang's voice, in order to use this military exercise to achieve a shocking effect for the whole people, then Jiang Shangzhe and his "Xipang army" must show excellent command skills, and ruthlessly defeat the "Fibers" and "Li Qinghe" who represent the Great Eagle Empire!

Only in this way, people are forced by the sense of crisis and this alarm bell, which will have a huge effect, and Jiang Shangzhe's prestige and voice will burst out, replacing Fei Bosi and Li Qinghe to fight against Xipang!

So in this battle, their Chenfeng battalion and Spartan battalion are destined to be losers!

This is not a deception of the mission military exercise, but it is destined that this military exercise needs to achieve such a greater political or military appeal.

Of course, he Lin Hai can't win. Because it is more reasonable for him to lose to Nie Feng, and the military value that his squad represents can also win the balance of forces for the Dawn Battalion, which is at a disadvantage, to ensure this victory.

Lin Hai watched all this, shocked and even silent.

Unexpectedly, this military exercise would carry such an unknown secret content.

And for the first time, he felt that he didn't know how to choose.

Because first of all, the power of the Chen and Li families is suppressing Jiang Shangzhe in the military, and if Jiang Shangzhe can really serve as the military commander of Xipang, this will first hit the Chen family. And Lin Hai didn't know from the fact that the Chen family was probably the mastermind behind the murder of His Royal Highness Nolan, and was plotting to subvert the royal power. Hit the Chen family, and it was beneficial to all of them.

This is the great righteousness.

But can he really lose?

Lin Hai looked at Lin Wei and said, "You should know that this is my ultimate trial in the Young Knights. If I lose, I will be eliminated. ”

Lin Wei said, "The Teutonic faction has taken this into account, so they proposed to me that as long as you lose to Nie Feng, it can guarantee that you can also join the knights afterwards." ”

Lin Hai was really silent, as long as he lost the competition with Nie Feng, not only could Jiang Shangzhe rise to the ground and attack the Chen family and the Li family, but the Li family was naturally Li Yifeng's famous general family, which would have great benefits and effects on the consolidation of Nolan's position in the future. He even helped the Empress. Because the empress is absolutely willing to see the Chen family suffer a blow.

At the same time, Lin Hai can also join the knights. Relieved him of his worries.

But......

And what about the people behind him?

Lin Hai spoke, "So...... What about my squad? ”

Seeing Lin Wei's silence, Lin Hai already knew the answer. They can avoid Lin Hai's worries, but the fast reaction squad is just a low-value squad among the three major battalions of the Knights, and these political confrontations will definitely not care about the whereabouts and future of this group of people.

If Lin Hai nodded, they would only be victims. Become a victim of Lin Hai's great righteousness.

So can he nod his head.

At this time, Shao Hao and Redier and others, who were separated from Ling Wei and had nowhere to go, were taken to the ancient castle by Lin Hai and waited outside, needless to say, they naturally followed Lin Hai. But Gu Xiaobei, Zhang Chengsi, and Wang San...... What about the rest of the squad, the members who trust him and trust him with all his future?

Lin Hai sighed in his heart, raised his head as if he had made a decision, his eyes burning, "I can't agree to this request." ”

Lin Wei stared at Lin Hai, and after a while, he nodded with some relaxation and relief, "Understood, can't you abandon your friends...... I respect your decision. ”

"Doesn't that mean that you can't give an account to the Teutons, or that you have offended them directly?" Lin Hai raised his eyebrows slightly.

"It doesn't matter."

Lin Hai was slightly stunned to look at this man who was separated from his mother because of the beliefs of the Teutons, but at this time because of his personal will, he did not care about the righteousness of the Teutons.

Looking at Lin Hai's gaze, Lin Wei said in a hoarse voice, "I have already lost your mother for the sake of faith. I don't want to force you anything for this. You are not part of our Teutonic family. You deserve your own freedom and your own life. I can't do it for selfish personal beliefs...... And force you...... No one dares to ask me to do that! ”