Chapter Eighty-Eight: Truth
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"Lao Tzu looks at you, you just owe a beating." My dad said funny, helped me put down his sleeves, and then put his hands on my shoulders and looked at me with a smile.
"What? Anything else? I asked, confused.
"It's fine." My dad smiled and said, "I just want to see you a little more....... Get! Go back quickly! ”
With that, he stood up and kicked me lightly in the ass.
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When I heard him say this, I didn't care, I patted my butt with my hand, and ran home as soon as I smoked.
In the process, I turned my head three times, and the first two times I looked back, I saw exactly the same scene.
My father, like a sculpture, stood motionless in front of the bench, right under the lamp of the turntable.
When I looked back at him, he waved at me, smiling all over his face.
He can't bear me, I know.
I can't bear him, and he knows it.
As far as I can remember, there seemed to be only two things about my father.
One is that when I was very young, the kind of high-spirited spirit he showed in front of me, was in the prime of life.
The second is what I saw him that night.
It was then that I realized that my father was old, really old.
His hair is not as white as before, because of a snowflake on his head, but really white.
The whitish hair color, a little grayish.
At first glance, you can definitely feel the feeling of lifelessness and life is gradually passing.
At that time, there were many more wrinkles and furrows on my father's face than before, as if he had not only aged a few years in recent years, but had aged more than ten years, which was surprising to look at.
What struck me the most was the action I saw when I turned around for the third time.
In the snowstorm, everything I saw seemed so dreamlike, and it looked so unreal.
I only vaguely saw my father slowly kneeling in the snow and kowtowing three times in the direction of my house.
At that time I thought I had mistaken it, but by the time I stopped and looked closely, my father had already gotten up, hunched up, and without looking back, in the opposite direction of my house.
Seconds later, he was gone.
Before the bench, under the street lamp, there was no shadow of him.
A few years later, he disappeared from my memory.
It wasn't until now, when I was holding his bones, that I remembered him as a person.
"Dad........"
Since I didn't hold on to the stone bricks anymore to stabilize my body, my body was already floating upwards uncontrollably when I held the bones.
I gently hugged the skeleton, looking ahead with scattered eyes, letting my body drift without any movement.
I just feel that my mind is getting more and more chaotic, it seems that all my thoughts are entangled together, and those memories have changed from clear to chaotic, completely into a mess, and I can't solve it.
It's true.
At this moment, I really realized what it means to cut my heart like a knife.
Those memories that have changed from vague to clear are like sharp scrapers that come out of my brain and scrape them on my heart.
I had a feeling at that time.
Hurt.
Every time a vivid image flashes through my mind, I can feel my heart twitch with pain.
At that moment, it seemed that the pain was so painful that I didn't even have the strength to beat my heart, as if I could die so simply.
If I had died at that point, it would have been a relief for me.
But God didn't seem to stop there, and I could still clearly feel that I was still alive and my heart was still beating non-stop.
At that time, I forgot to even cry, so I held the skeleton stupidly, looking ahead with my eyes open, and not a single tear fell from beginning to end.
"Dad....... You kowtow to those three heads....... Are you saying goodbye to the old man? ”
"Are you afraid that you won't be able to come back........ I won't have a chance to honor the old man in the future......... That's why you kowtow and apologize? ”
"Really........ You really don't have to do that......... The old man doesn't care about these things at all......... As long as you're good and better than anything else........"
"I know you're worried about me........ I also know how much that bullshit curse affects you......... But you're running for your life for this........ Do you think it's appropriate? ”
"You traded your life for mine........ You're my dad!! It's not appropriate either!! ”
"I always thought you were okay!! I always thought I had a loved one alive in this world!! Why do you have to fool me?!! Do you think it's a good thing that I'm unaccompanied?! ”
"I'm not yet thirty years old!! If only you could wait a few more years!! Wait until now!! Let's go up the mountain together!! Would you still be in such a situation?!! ”
"The old man is not wrong!! You're an idiot!! Utter stupid ......."
At this moment, a sharp pain suddenly came from my limbs.
It's a lot like being splashed with boiling water, at least seven or eight percent of it looks!
It was also because of this sudden sharp pain that I came back to my senses a little, and when I looked down, I saw that the mountain and river qi wrapped in my body was gradually becoming transparent, and the copper coin sword I held in my hand was also like being melted, and it was decomposing into nothingness at a speed visible to the naked eye.
Not only that, but my father's clothes, the red rope around his waist, and the wood of the sin were also showing signs of rapidly dissolving.
When I saw this, I was really scared.
I'm not afraid of death.
But I'm afraid my father's bones won't be left.
I don't know what this is all about, but my gut tells me that if I stay in this pool, not only will I die, but my father will be melted to the ground.
"Don't....... Damn it!! ”
My eyes widened, and I clung to my father's bones, covering the mountains and rivers with the air.
With the mountains and rivers protecting my father, I don't have to worry about my father's corpse being ....... because I swam too fast My father's body was falling apart.
Judging from the current situation, there should be more than a minute left in my flesh body array, which can be inferred from the strength of the mountain and river qi in my vein gate, and the error before and after will not exceed five seconds.
If you say that, the time I was in a daze just now was only a minute or two, how can I feel like more than ten years have passed........
"Bang !!"
With a muffled thud, I swam back to the bottom of the pool, my feet sinking deep into the stone bricks.
Before the pain became more intense, I adjusted my state, and after dispersing all the mountain and river qi, I kicked the ground violently, and the whole person turned into a bow and arrow off the string, shooting straight towards the water.
This extreme speed generated by the burst of force is much faster than the speed at which I swim in the water, and it is simply the difference between cloud and mud, and it is completely incomparable.
At that time, it was so fast that even my brain was dazed, even if I was protected by a physical array, I couldn't help but feel a slight feeling of dizziness.
It's one thing to have a dizzy brain, but if the mountains and rivers are affected by this pool of water, that's the big problem.
As time passed, the more I walked to the surface of the water, the more painful I felt, and the purity of the mountain and river qi wrapped in my body became thinner.
It was as if this pool of water was devouring my mountain and river qi, and the more time passed, the more mountain and river qi was melted and decomposed by them, and the pain I could feel became more and more unbearable.
But these phenomena are not enough for me to take to heart, because I am not afraid of death at all.
At that time, I didn't worry about myself, I was worried about one person.
My father.
As long as his bones are not damaged, then it doesn't matter if I die.
I have to say that God didn't embarrass me anymore in this matter.
The speed at which the mountain and river qi is melted and decomposed is far less than the speed at which I rush out of the water.
When I rushed out of the water and rushed straight to the shore, I still had a lot of mountain and river qi wrapped in my body, and it seemed that the mountain and river qi I borrowed with my flesh array was still not completely dissolved by this pool.
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"It's a dream........ It should be ........."
I lay motionless on the ground, looking at the bright moon and stars in the sky, and I only felt a little dazed.
No matter how big the changes are underwater, above the water, it is still the scene before I went into the water.
It's as if nothing has changed.
As if everything was just my illusion.......
I thought of this, and turned my head to look at my father again.
When my father's corpse came into view again, I collapsed without warning, and I could no longer control my emotions as before.
I clung to the white skeleton and rested my head on his shoulder, as if I had been coquettish around him when I was a child.
Suddenly, tears poured out, and I cried bitterly.
"Dad!!!"
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