The warm orange light in the room is only a window away from the dark blue night sky, and in the restaurant on the first floor of the Qin Mansion in Dyeing Autumn Mountain, Qin Xin's family and Zuo Ling sit around the table, and the sumptuous dinner is steaming, and they can hardly feel the chill of early winter. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

If you put aside the father who is still ignored and is about to disappear, this is Hemei's family from any point of view.

At least that's what Zuo Ling thinks.

In the White Rabbit Village apartment, the residents will also have occasional dinners, a few people crowded into the small restaurant, around the hot pot until late at night and do not sleep, sometimes make the neighbors come to the door. In comparison, today's family banquet is less noisy and hot, but full of small warmth.

Regarding Zuo Ling's arrival, the Qin family did not take Zuo Ling seriously as if they were facing a great enemy, just like the elementary school classmates who received Qin Xin's visit in elementary school.

Mother, sister and lovers were exchanging the troubles of Qin Xin's family and the troubles in the school, Qin Xin echoed with a bitter face, and his father was still ignored, and after several failed attempts to interject and change the topic, he buried his head in the bowl.

Zuo Ling didn't know what an ordinary family was like, and no one had told her.

She thought it felt good.

At the end of the family banquet, Mother Luo Yu said to Qin Li: "Xiaoli, you take Sister Zuo Ling to see her room, and let Dad wash today's bowl." ”

Qin Yehu's body, which was finally mentioned, shook wildly, and his face raised from the bowl was still stained with rice: "Why me?!" ”

Luo Yu smiled and said, "Because husband, in addition to being able to wash dishes, you can use it no different from non-recyclable garbage." ”

Qin Ye, who was deeply shocked, walked into the kitchen with a large stack of dishes, Qin Li took Zuo Ling to the second floor, Qin Xin just wanted to follow, but his mother's gentle voice came from behind him: "Xiaoxin, you come to my study." ”

It's been a long time, and my mother's study conversation is about to start again.

Qin Xin said hello, stared down at the floor, and slowly walked into Luo Yu's study.

Luo Yu sat on the chair behind the desk with her hands folded, and her elegant demeanor couldn't find the slightest fault. There was no place for others to sit in this study, Qin Xin stood with his hands down, and his attitude was respectful.

The mistress of the Qin family in Jingshan looked up at her son slightly, and the young man, who was seven or eight points similar to her husband when he was young, calmly met his mother's gaze and smiled.

"Even if you have a strong heart, you don't need to smile all the time." Luo Yu said lightly, "A son who is too strong will make his mother worry, do you understand?" ”

Qin Xin's smile faded, revealing a somewhat tired expression: "Did the teacher tell you?" I was repatriated by the Forest Patrol Department. And also...... I suffer from mental illness things. ”

He knew that his mother would not call him to the study for no reason, and he also knew that the matter of his repatriation could not be hidden forever, and even if he could, he would not want to hide it again.

Mothers are people who can communicate openly and honestly, and that's how they have been since childhood.

Luo Yu said indifferently: "Destructive personality disorder, the reason why you lived in White Rabbit Village, the reason why you were excluded and even repatriated by your colleagues in the Forest Patrol Department, is also the reason why you have been distressed until now. In my opinion, your distress is simply ridiculous. ”

In the face of her mother's ridicule, Qin Xin didn't care, she has been like this since she was a child, first sneering, and then using her profound knowledge to solve the problem in front of her.

But this time, Qin Xin did not think that his mother could cure his own illness, and he already knew four months ago when he was examined in the psychiatric department of the First General Hospital of Teikyong that "destructive personality disorder" was not a problem that could be solved by current medical technology.

Qin Xin said in a low voice: "I don't think it's ridiculous. ”

Luo Yu closed his eyes and smiled: "I have grown up, and the problem of distress is no longer a child's game, but a problem that even my mother can't solve, so I hide the truth in order to make my family feel at ease." Is my little Qin Xin thinking so? Lovely. ”

Cuteness is really not the evaluation that Qin Xin hopes to get.

His mother's aura of being in the palm of her hand aroused his rebellion.

Qin Xin raised his eyebrows and said, "Then can the omnipotent mother cure the illness that even the psychiatric department of the First Beijing Hospital is helpless?" Or are you just bluffing? ”

Luo Yu's expression was the same: "Is there only one way to solve the distress caused by the disease?" Poor imagination, is your skull a container for used hand paper?

If a cold is not uncomfortable, but healthy and comfortable, then why not suffer from a cold?

The brain of a person with destructive personality disorder seems to be equipped with a special circuit, and ordinary people feel pleasure because of food, love, honor, etc., while people with destructive personality disorder enjoy great pleasure in the process of destroying the whole thing. So what? Aren't many professions in this society in need of people who take pleasure in destruction? ”

Qin Xin looked at his hands: "You think too simply, forest rangers are also a profession that includes killing, but I was disgusted and rejected by my colleagues because the methods of hunting butterfly animals and poachers were too cruel, and I was finally sent back to Rinsen."

The first time I killed someone, I knew what I was craving, and it was not unsurprising that I was ostracized by the crowd. ”

Qin Xin looked at his hands, which had been stained with sticky and bright red droplets, and the crowd was afraid of the blood, but his heart was overjoyed, it was the pleasure that came from the rapid secretion of dopamine, which was as irresistible as drugs.

Luo Yu opened his eyes: "You long to be recognized by the crowd, but you have violence and destruction in your body, these unrecognized black blood, this is the unsolvable contradiction you are worried about, the question you still can't answer after thinking hard?" ”

"Yes." Qin Xin replied.

Luo Yu said: "Tomorrow at nine o'clock in the morning, you and I will go to see how your father works, and I will answer your questions at that time." That's the end of this topic for today. ”

Qin Xin nodded: "Then I'll accompany Zuo Ling, it will be embarrassing to go to someone else's house as a guest without acquaintances around." ”

Before he finished speaking, Luo Yu suddenly showed some kind of weird gentle smile, which was even more sudden than the fast forward of the film.

"Mom likes Zuo Ling very much! Woo...... Xiao Ling is so cute, she is not a boy, and her mother has been disappointed for a long time! Why isn't it a boy......" Luo Yu held his face with his hands and looked at the sky, obviously caught in some kind of brain supplement.

Qin Xin's face was full of black lines, and he didn't know where to start complaining about the mother who wanted her son to come out, but fortunately, the gaffe of the rotten girl's mother didn't last long.

"Go and accompany her, although I haven't seen my mother for four months and miss you very much, but having a girlfriend will leave my mother aside is also the norm for young people now, and my mother doesn't feel lonely at all." Luo Yu said quietly.

You're obviously a housewife who is still clinging to her children at an old age!

Qin Xin walked to the desk and held his mother's hand: "I'm worried about you." ”

Luo Yu smiled and said, "This is the responsibility of being a mother." ”