Chapter 14 Mind Understanding
Lin Yue really wanted to continue to hate, he always felt that the fifteen years of life were lived for hate, once this hatred disappeared, his body was only full of emptiness, he was unwilling, he was very unwilling! He shouldn't have been forgiven so easily!
But ...... When he looked at the guilt in Lin Yuan's eyes that was dyed with autumn frost, he really couldn't mention the slightest hatred, the family affection that blood was thicker than water, and the fifteen years of depression and anger, at this time in his heart fiercely fought and struggled.
"Mother's last words," he said hoarsely, "she told me not to resent you, and at first I didn't know what she meant, but now I think I do." ”
"Although my mother regrets leaving, she does not regret marrying you, and it is because of your existence that you have protected the peace of the Federation and saved thousands of families, I really have no reason and no right to hate you again."
"I've lost too much face to you over the years, I'm sorry...... Father! ”
He hoarsely curled his throat and looked at the once majestic figure, but now old.
Lin Yuan's tears welled up in an instant.
Tears, like rain like a river, cannot be suppressed.
He has fought on the battlefield all his life, he has been in charge of the family for decades, he has seen too many life and death, intrigues, and has long cultivated a steely will.
However, now this city is like glass, shattering at the touch of a button.
He knew that this was a true sentence, the purest and most sincere apology in his son's heart, and it also meant that he had finally forgiven himself.
He felt like a knot had untied in his heart, the last knot in his life.
As long as his son grows up, what else is he worried about? Worried about what?
He took a closer look at Lin Yue, his muscles that had been strained by cigarettes and alcohol all year round were already tense and strong, and although the look in his eyes was still as cynical as before, there was a little more resolute and sharp light.
He's grown up.
Lin Yuan stepped forward and hugged his son into his arms, hugged him tightly, and used all his greatest strength in his life.
Lin Yue cried silently, tears washed his face, and he was resentful for many years, until this moment, he seemed to have exhausted his last strength, knelt on the ground softly, hung his head speechlessly, and let the tears flow for a long time.
In my mind, an ancient poem suddenly came to mind.
"The childish child asked, why is it too late to return."
The last trace of obsession in my mind finally dissipated with the wind, and the thoughts were transparent and flawless.
……
When the family brought the prepared dishes, they were surprised to find that the two fathers and sons, who had always been incompatible on weekdays, actually sat together calmly, talking and laughing, and suddenly they were so surprised that they couldn't speak.
But what they gave them was more joy and excitement.
Blood is thicker than water after all.
At a dinner party, the family was happy, and warmth and family affection rippled in the banquet.
Lin Yue's heart gushed out a faint warmth, the taste of being cared for by his parents, it was really the most wonderful in the world, since his mother died fifteen years ago, he had never been so at ease as today, as if he had swam into a harbor, and he didn't have to worry about the storm outside.
"I've already arranged it for you, in two months, Star University will recruit new students, you can go there to study, man, you should always learn some skills."
Lin Yuan's face was full of red light, and he drank a lot of wine for the first time, and it could be seen that he was in a very happy mood.
"Star University?"
Lin Yue was stunned.
It is one of the three supreme colleges of the Federation, founded by Ye Mingze, the first president of the Federation, and Marshal Lin Qiong, the ancestor of the Lin family, who also taught here.
Those who can study in the Star University are either rich or expensive, or they are first-class peerless geniuses.
"Ding! The achievement mode is turned on, and the host triggers the main quest - King Warriors. ”
"Mission description, selected for Star University, and won the title of king at the Federal Martial Arts Conference."
"Mission duration: five years and nine months."
"Completion rewards: 15,000 merit points, 50 skill points, one level increase in rank, and unlock a special elemental ability: spatial control."
"Penalty for mission failure, overall ability weakened by 50."
In Lin Yue's mind, a prompt sounded again, and this mission made him gasp.
The title of king!
That is the highest honor that all the young masters in the world are most eager to get, and without the strength of the planetary realm, they will deliver food when they go.
And the punishment for failure is too ruthless, and the overall weakening is 50, isn't this all at once beaten back to its original shape?
Now, if you don't want to, you can't go.
"You don't need to say more, I'll go."
Lin Yue agreed.
"It's great that you're willing to go," Lin Yuan nodded, "I've already said hello to the principal there, he will assign you the best majors and classes, and my friend is also there and can give you some help, as for the rest, it depends on your own ability." ”
"Star University, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, the Eight Great Families all have children studying in it, and there are many geniuses in the Federation, I have blocked your identity, no one can find out, you are there, don't make trouble."
Lin Yuan admonished.
"Do I look like a troublemaker?"
Lin Yue pursed his lips.
Lin Yuan glanced at him and didn't say anything.
Even Lin Xiao, who has always been cool, and Lin Qian, who is calm and calm, looked at him with an extremely suspicious look.
Their meaning is obvious, don't you?
"Okay, okay!" Lin Yue was very annoyed, he was indeed a little too profligate in the past, and now it is a little difficult to change his image for a while.
……
At night, Lin Yue stared at the ceiling and couldn't sleep for a long time.
He thinks about a lot of things, but more about the system of rewards and punishments.
The consequences of that punishment, like the sword of Smodacus in ancient legends, always hung over his head.
Although its existence is the foundation of one's own strength, it is also the driving force that spurs oneself forward.
But he ...... Didn't like the feeling.
He didn't like it, he didn't like it!
Can't master!
Elusive!
For him, feeling the unknown and mysterious means that he is in a dangerous and unprepared situation.
Feeling agitated, he decided to go out for a walk.
The sky was dark, and the moon was in the middle of the sky, and a piece of silver light was sprinkled.
Under the moonlight, the garden emits a holy brilliance, as if there is a layer of light and mist lightly draped on the forest, giving people infinite beauty.
The silver moonlight sprinkled down, and the surrounding scenery was bright.
Time is like water, the stars change, and in the end, everything is wrong.
And me? I don't belong to this era, where should I go?
At that moment, Lin Yue suddenly had a strange feeling in his heart.
Sadness, sorrow, fear, helplessness, confusion and other emotions are all in the heart. It was as if he had experienced countless changes in life and death, time expanded into an extended straight line, with no end in sight, and his mood went up and down rapidly......
"Boy, can't sleep?"
An old figure walked over and tossed him something.
Lin Yue took it and saw that it was a bottle of precious red wine.
Elder Xu is here.
"What are you thinking about when you don't sleep at night?"
"My future, the way to go in the future......"
Lin Yue uncorked the bottle and took a big sip.
He is extremely irritable now, and he just wants to confide his feelings at this time, and Xu Lao is a good listener.
Of course, there are things about the system, and he has to keep his mouth shut.
"In other words, you're unhappy with the feeling that you can't control your destiny now?"
Lin Yue nodded.
Xu Lao smiled in surprise and said, "Boy, I can tell you the truth, and I appreciate your dissatisfaction."
"Oh?" Lin Yue was stunned, he didn't know if Xu Lao was talking back, and he really didn't know how to answer for a while.
"You know, only those geniuses who really have real talent and real learning will not be willing to be manipulated by others, and they will firmly grasp their future in their own hands. And you...... It's this kind of people. ”
"A true genius ......"
He murmured silently in his heart, and his eyes were confused.
"Such a person is not willing to be mediocre and does not enjoy loneliness, and only such a person can climb to the peak of the strong."
"The Peak ...... of the Strong"
Lin Yue muttered to himself, confused in his heart.
But soon, he came to his senses, and suddenly a sense of pride arose in his heart, and the confusion in his eyes was swept away, and he clenched his fists again.
The fate of the real strong can only be controlled by themselves, and the existence of the system is just an auxiliary.
It was an unprecedented calm, a transcendent calm in which the mind experienced great ups and downs. After all, how many normal people are there, can they experience such ups and downs?
Xu Lao's words, like the thunder of the Nine Heavens, echoed in his ears over and over again, and the blood in his whole body seemed to be burning.
A spark appeared in my mind, as if a morning light broke through the darkness, cleared the clouds, and descended on the earth.
He raised his head, the confusion and loss in his eyes swept away, and his lips were tightly pursed, revealing a rock-like determination.
"Enlightened?"
Xu Lao is a character who has gone through strong winds and waves, and a pair of eyes have already seen through everything under the precipitation of the years.
"Enlightened!"
Lin Yue got up, he had always been cynical, but at this time he exuded an indescribable arrogance and domineering.
"The heart is like a knife, the will is like one, and any obstacle to the path forward is just a joke! Brave all the way, with awe, and do fearless things! ”
"The heart is like a mirror, and it can see everything in the world."
"The heart is like a knife, which can cut through all obstacles."
"I am the will of heaven to judge all beings!"
A hand knife is lightly split, the sky is full of blue air, sweeping like a flag, whistling like a crazy knife, a figure covering the sky and the sun, for the center of the world.
The golden iron horse fell into a dream, and the breath of the battlefield battle was as obvious as a volcanic eruption.
"Seven kills to break the army?"
Xu Lao's eyes flashed and he exclaimed.
This knife already has a little artistic conception of breaking the army and killing seven times, although it is not yet proficient, but for Lin Yue, it is extremely rare!
"By the way, Elder Xu, help me build a few flying knives, the number is ...... For the time being, it's set at nine. ”
A knife qi slashed out, and most of the depressed qi in his heart dissipated, Lin Yue stretched his waist and said to Xu Lao. Under the moon, his shadow stretched little by little, and the moonlight bathed him, as if he was draped in a layer of pale silver clothes, revealing a dusty posture.
Xu Lao was distracted for a while, this kind of demeanor is even the top few peerless Tianjiao in the Federation, and he has never had it!
However, Lin Yue's next words brought him back to his senses.
"Boy, what do you want to throw knives for?"
"This ...... It's a secret. ”
Lin Yue said with a smile, looking unfathomable.
Xu Lao shook his head helplessly, this kid is like this, he is a god of heaven.