After leaving the Holy Palace, we returned to Shengjing to prepare for going to Qianhua Mountain, I thought about it for a long time or erased the memory of Turzhan, after all, the Dragon Vein Temple is related to the whereabouts of the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, and the ship and the secrets about the Divine Domain cannot be leaked.

Bai Jin told him that he was in charge of preparing supplies, and he set off three days later, and the others were extremely excited to find the whereabouts of the Dragon Vein Temple, and I looked at their elated appearance, and suddenly felt a little scared.

When I returned to Shengjing, it happened to be Chinese New Year's Eve, after dinner, Tian Ji took others out to set off firecrackers, I excused myself a little tired and shirked and did not go, and left alone in the house, Ye Jiuqing came in at this time, and I saw him holding the wine in his hand.

"Are you planning to say goodbye to the old and welcome the new?" I smiled and sat down at the table.

Ye Jiuqing's expression was a little heavy, and after closing the door, he poured two glasses of wine without saying a word: "I didn't believe in fate before, Zhiqiu's temperament is obedient to me, she believes that people will win the sky, in fact, it is somewhat influenced by me." ”

"What's the matter, listen to what you mean, the dignified Ye Jiuqing actually believed in his fate?" I asked with a smile.

"It's been more than 20 years." Ye Jiuqing put down the wine bottle and tried to think about something. "I'm getting old, this memory is getting worse and worse, and I can't remember many things, but I still remember that when I first saw you, it happened to be Chinese New Year's Eve."

The smile on my face slowly retracted, and I took a sip from my glass: "Sometimes I admire you, you know everything, and I have told you the truth, but you can choose to believe what you want to believe." ”

Ye Jiuqing made a pun, it was not the first time he saw me twenty years ago, but what he saw at that time was Gu Chaoge, who had lost his memory, but he was unwilling to face the real me.

"What you were like before, I haven't seen it, at least I can't remember, and I don't want to remember it anymore, I know Gu Chaoge, the first time I saw you was Chinese New Year's Eve, I didn't expect that the day when the dust settled was actually Chinese New Year's Eve more than twenty years later, as if everything was destined in the dark."

"Twenty years......" I smiled wryly. For you, it's just more than 20 years, but I have waited for this day for thousands of years. ”

"Is it worth it?"

"Of course!" I replied simply. "This is my mission and my commitment to my people, and I have never regretted it."

"The Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace is moored in the Dragon Vein Temple, and when you find that ship, it will return to the Divine Domain." Ye Jiuqing asked with a sigh. "Will you be back?"

I was stunned, in fact, I didn't think about it, or I didn't know what would happen after I found that ship, after all, my lost memory has not been recovered, as Gu Chaoge, of course I hope to come back, there are my friends and relatives here.

But once I find that ship, I will be restored to my true identity, as the Lord of the Lombal Kingdom, I do not belong here, and there are many things in the Divine Domain that I need to do.

"Time in the Divine Domain is not the same here, once I return to the Divine Domain, even if I come back, you ......" I can't say anything, the last thing I want to face is life and death.

"I understand that our short lives are too small compared to God." Ye Jiuqing smiled calmly.

"Actually, you can, as long as you want, I can make you immortal." My heart was inexplicably a little sour, and I suddenly felt a little reluctant to look at the old man who was now dying in my eyes. "Just let me do one thing for you."

"No need, I, Ye Jiuqing, have lived a satisfying life in this life." Ye Jiuqing shook his head with a smile and rejected me again. "What about the others, how will you say goodbye to them then?"

"I didn't think about it, maybe I didn't dare to think about it at all, I did everything to find the whereabouts of that ship, and now I finally got what I wanted, but I suddenly found that I was hesitant and afraid."

I can only tell the truth in front of Ye Jiuqing, I don't even dare to get along with other people, I'm afraid that those bits and pieces with them will become the shackles of my memory, even if I return to the Divine Domain, this memory will accompany me for a long life, and I am afraid that these memories will eventually become tormenting fetters.

That's why I don't plan to let others live forever, because how many people throughout the ages have dreamed of immortality, but they don't know that the price of eternal life is endless loneliness.

"Where's the palace lord?" Ye Jiuqing hesitated for a long time. "Once you find the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, it will be the time when the truth will come out, even if you want to hide it, it will be useless, at that time, what will happen between you and the palace lord?"

The sound of firecrackers outside the window interrupted my thoughts, and the fireworks were blooming in the dark night sky, dragging the flames of flowers, and with the blooming light, they were scattered along with the falling snowflakes, and a thin layer of smoke was faintly floating in the air, as if a faint melancholy slowly rising in my heart, and it was lost like a floating flower in an instant.

The fireworks, though gorgeous, are so short-lived, and they quickly return to darkness after flashing......

I stared at the fireworks that bloomed and dissipated outside the window for a long time, and it took a long time for my thoughts to calm down again, and I looked up at Ye Jiuqing: "Sometimes I also want to be Gu Chaoge all the time, but forgetting the past does not mean that there is no past." ”

"At least you can look at the past from a different perspective."

"Yes, it's because I used Gu Chaoge's vision to see everything that had happened, as a bystander, I might be able to see it clearly and clearly, but for the palace lord, what she would prefer to know is the truth, and the truth is that I slaughtered her divine kingdom and cut off her father's head with my own hands." I took a deep breath and looked directly at Ye Jiuqing. "You ask yourself, what would you do if you were a palace lord?"

"I'll be with you." Ye Jiuqing didn't even think about blurting out.

I closed my eyes and sighed, and then laughed helplessly: "Yes, what you said is not wrong at all, that's why I'm afraid, the closer I get to that ship, the more I dare not face it." ”

"I know you've been running away, and now that it's imminent, it's time for you to think about the end." Ye Jiuqing's expression was solemn, and he paused for a moment as he looked at my chest. "What if...... I mean, what are you going to do if you can't let go of it? ”

I also subconsciously lowered my head, I knew that Ye Jiuqing was looking at the scar on my chest left by the palace lord, and every time I thought about it, I felt a faint pain, not because I was injured by a sharp weapon, but I didn't want to believe that the person who stabbed into my body with hatred would be a friend who shared life and death.

And this kind of pain is likely to happen again, I tilted my head and drank the wine in my glass, I can compromise on everything, but I don't have any choice when it comes to the Moon Palace Nine Dragon Fang.

After all, there are still frozen clansmen in the God's Domain, I am their lord and their only hope, I have promised them to reforge their glory and glory, no matter what, I can't ignore my people, I must return to the God's Domain to save everyone.

"If the palace lord can settle the old suspicion with me, it is of course the best ending, if she can't let go, I can't blame her, but she and I are destined to have only one person return to the divine domain."

"Once you find the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, even if the palace lord recovers his memory, he will not be your opponent."

"It's true that she's not my opponent, but there's still a fully charged spar on the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, and the power contained on it is something I can't resist, so until the last moment, no one can know what the ending will be."

"Do you two have to go to Bing Ge to see each other?"

"You yourself have said that there is an uncommon hatred between me and her, she tried to kill me once in Lop Nur twenty years ago, and after twenty years, she changed from the queen of Guixu to the palace lord, and I changed from the lord of Longbo to Gu Chaoge, and I became friends with her by mistake, but all of this is based on me and her forgetting the past." I sighed heavily. "When she regains her memory, I don't know if in her eyes, what she sees me is Gu Chaoge or the Lord of Longbo."

"What about you? What is she in your eyes? ”

"After I learned the truth in the Demon Kingdom, to be honest, I had plans to kill her at the time, but I couldn't do it in the end, and I have always used the excuse that I still need the palace lord to help me find the Nine Dragon Boat of the Moon Palace to prevaricate myself, in fact, ask myself, in my eyes, she has always been the palace lord, and it is difficult for me to associate her with the queen of the ruins."

"Why?"

"The blood feud between Longbo and Guixu has a long history, which can be traced back to the origin of the Divine Domain, and the grievances between these two gods have not been experienced by me and the palace lord, and even the palace lord does not know the reason why I led the dragon army to take revenge."

I replied in a low voice while pouring the wine, although I have always been reluctant to admit it, but after so many things, especially when I look at this ongoing conflict of the Protoss with Gu Chaoge's identity, the palace lord is actually innocent, and she does not know about the crimes committed by her ancestors, including the later Guiru Protoss, they don't even know about the existence of Long Bo.

In the eyes of the Guiru Protoss, they suffered a slaughter of the Returning Clan, so they hate Long Bo to the core, but this does not mean that I am bloody and belligerent, after all, this is the hatred engraved in the bloodline of every dragon vein, in fact, whether it is Gong Jue and I, as the lords of the two Protoss, what we have done is not wrong, but our respective positions are different.

"You said it, the previous hatred between the two of you gods has been around for a long time, but there is no grudge between you and the palace lord, why can't you let go of the previous suspicions?"

"Defuse ......"

My expression became more and more gloomy, I didn't know how to tell Ye Jiuqing, why didn't I want to resolve it, and even I tried, and more than once, in Lop Nur twenty years ago, I tried to persuade Gong Jue, but I almost died in her hands.

Twenty years later, in the Immortal Palace, I also tried to convince Ling Xuan and Peng Ting, but their hatred for me was just as deep as Long Bo's hatred of Guiru back then, and in the end they were still wiped out by me, as if no matter how hard I tried, I could never resolve this unforgettable blood feud for both parties, and it seemed that death was the best way to do everything.