When Hiroshi was born, although the whole country was jubilant, he was by no means a persona non grata.

At that time, not long after the fourth master ascended the throne, the fourth elder brother Hongshi was from the Niu Hulu clan, and he was once an important prince in the palace.

He is also healthy, intelligent and sensible.

The fourth master once liked it very much.

Even the court and the court all know the existence of the fourth elder brother Hongshi. He was dazzling.

In fact, if it weren't for the more radiant Fifth Elder Brother Hongxin, maybe he would have been dazzling.

But who is Hongxin? His biological mother is Han Junqi and was born as a concubine. He should not be visible, but he even voted for reincarnation, so the fourth master has to remember.

It was the most difficult and chaotic day and night in the years when the fourth master was a prince before he ascended the throne.

On that day, the first prince faked his death and escaped. It was also that night that the fourth master was seriously recognized by the first emperor.

It was also that night that the fourth master and Ye Zao really lived and died together.

It was also that night that the fourth master asked Ye Zao to get pregnant.

That night, the fifth elder brother Hongxin was born.

Others don't know.

But the fourth master knows very well in his heart, so how can he pay less attention to the child who comes like this?

What's more, Ye Zao is the woman on the tip of his heart.

This comparison seems to be much more fortunate when the fourth elder brother Hongshi was born peacefully.

However, Hongshi is still a prince who is valued by the court.

As he grew up day by day, he gradually became a candidate for the crown prince that the courtiers could seriously refuse.

plus his background is better and his temperament is better.

Every step Hongshi takes is affected by these.

So in the end, the wrong one can't turn back, and I have to say that he was killed by an alternative.

He was a prince for more than ten years, and then left the palace.

The proud and noble ten years are his fate with the palace. For decades, he never returned.

On the day he left the palace, he sat in the carriage and left leisurely by the carriage.

He was sent away by Hongxin, and Hongxin said I'll wait for you to come back.

Hiroshi didn't say anything, and he didn't know if he would go back.

His body was not in good condition, and his face was a little pale.

His mind kept recalling the past. It seems too deep and I don't want to remember. Just remember the little things when he didn't do anything wrong.

It's like the summer before last, one day he wanted to eat an ice bowl. Just in time for the emperor, Ama rewarded it.

Actually, it's not too complicated, it's just crushed ice sandwiched with crushed fruit and raisins and the like, but he also eats it with a mouthful of flavor.

When he had finished eating, it was overcast, and the rain fell like a downpour.

Soon, the dry and hot earth was moistened.

He didn't have anything to do at that time, just asked someone to bring pen, ink, paper and inkstone, and he was right by the window, watching the heavy rain outside to make a painting.

Hiroshi is good at landscapes, so he spread out and sketched the landscape in the rain.

The black peaks are not visible in the rain, the rivers are fast, and the fishermen take refuge.

When the pen in his hand stopped, the rain outside also turned lighter.

Hiroshi threw away his pen and laughed and put the painting away.

Hongshi is not a famous artist, and his paintings are naturally interesting and profound, and his craftsmanship is average. But this painting, he put his heart into it. It's really good.

And he didn't care very much, he just wanted to enjoy this rare rainy day.

So, I asked someone to set a table of wine and food, and sat alone in front of the window listening to the sound of the rain and drinking.

Yuquan wine is rare, this is generally something that the emperor can drink, but he has never lacked this.

Yuquan wine is also difficult to intoxicate, only slightly drunk, he leaned on the back of the chair and looked at the rain outside, and it was rare to think about anything in his heart.

Just listen to the sound of the rain.

Then it was night, and naturally someone came to serve him to change his clothes and wash.

Although he is still young, there are also palace maids who serve the sleeping tent. So even on such a rainy day, there is no discomfort at all.

Hiroshi's carriage swayed, and she closed her eyes, looking like she was recuperating. But somehow I thought of these things in my heart.

How prosaic is it? It's been so long.

But why did you think of it?

It's about a rare dull day in his life for more than ten years, right?

At that time, he was ambitious, and all he saw was life.

After the heavy rain, the vegetation flourished, and he could ride his horse again.

The master's teaching became more and more profound, but he did not find it difficult, but he was very happy to swim in the sea of books.

Huang Ama taught more and more, but he only felt that this was the best.

He is bent on surpassing Hongxin, and he is also bent on making himself look stronger.

Therefore, there is no fear of the wind or rain. The current wind and rain are only hindering him for a while, and when the wind and rain are over, he, a small bird, can fly again and swim for nine days.

Right.

That's what you thought at the time, right?

Hongshi opened his eyes, it was still a green cloth carriage, and the people who drove the carriage did not dare to stop, and the old servant who served him would not come in without his call.

So, he went towards the unknown step by step.

He is still a teenager, but he no longer has a youthful heart.

But in just two or three years, it is like a river going down.

Today's fourth prince, Hongxin, is a prince with an unknown background.

There is nothing wrong with it. He himself knew that he was not wronged.

I don't hate, there's nothing to hate.

Just repentance. I don't know where to start with my regrets.

Huang Ama personally gave Eniang to death, can he think that he doesn't know?

Even though Eniang is not good in a thousand ways, she is the mother who gave birth to him and raised him after all. Even though the third child is so bad, his biological mother Xu is still alive.

It can be seen how much Huang Ama hates Eniang.

If she hates her to death, she will be strangled to death instead of killing herself.

Even if the whole corpse was left, such a humiliation made Eniang not be at peace on the road of reincarnation.

He can't be hated, because Huang Ama is very good to him and very tolerant.

But this remorse made him uneasy.

Hiroshi thought that he was a sinner. He killed his grandmother with his own hands.

Yes, he actually thinks a lot, that old thing is dead, and there will be no one to embarrass Emperor Ama in the future. This is the last thing he did for the Emperor Ama when he died.

But he survived.

People who commit suicide don't have the courage to come a second time.

To be alive is to be guilty. If you are guilty, you must atone for your sins.

It's good to leave like this, at least it won't tell him not to look up in the future.

By now, the identity of the prince is redundant. What if you don't let go?

Hiroshi lifted the curtain and watched the imperial city grow away before his eyes. My heart is numb.

He was born in Si, grew up in Si, and now he is different from Si. For the rest of his life, he didn't want to come back.

In the carriage, Hiroshi knelt and kowtowed solemnly to the imperial city that was gradually moving away in front of him. Three heads, one to the ancestors, one to the parents, and one to the past.

In the future, Hongshi is no longer Hongshi, and he is no longer a prince. Just a man without a future. The world is big, do whatever you want.