This group of killing gods is from the yang world_Chapter 70 Jiang Cheng who has low self-esteem
I, Jiang Cheng, am a man and do things, worthy of heaven and earth!
I dare say that I do everything with a clear conscience. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoIf you really feel guilty, you will try your best to make up for it. I've had a lot of things that grieved me, but most of them have been resolved.
As a result, they now say that I have a love debt.
Who's that love debt?
It can't be Alice, right!?
And the old monster touched my head, and he whispered, "Jiang Cheng, I'm stimulating your memory at this time. From childhood to adulthood, all painful memories will appear in your heart. If you think it's okay, you can just skim it. When the time comes, you wave your hand, and I'll automatically let it pass by. ”
Naturally, I said yes, and at this time, many memories appeared uncontrollably in my brain.
I remembered the situation when I first met Jiang Xue, when Jiang Xiu used me to deceive Jiang Xue's feelings, so that Jiang Xue was almost killed. I had a strong sense of guilt at that time, but now I've gotten over it.
So I waved my hand, and the memory immediately began to beat.
There are times when parents die......
There is a time when Cao Da changes......
There was a time when Chen Xiaomei was humiliated......
There is Luo Qiaoqiao......
Many memories play out in my mind, but most of the things, I have completely resolved. Now again, it seems that he doesn't care at all.
I waved my hand again and again, and my memory changed again and again......
Just when I thought there would be no more breakthroughs, a memory came to my mind.
It was under a sunset......
I was a kid at the time, only a teenager. After school that day, I came home alone from the school in town.
And at the front of my road, there was a little girl in a pink dress, carrying a brand new school bag, and walking in front of me rather cheerfully.
I remember......
At that time, I was only in my first year of junior high school, and I hadn't met Jiang Xue yet. I seemed to like a little girl in my class at that time. But it's not the kind of crush that likes, children always want to be friends with a certain child. I'll admit it, too, because the little girl was so good-looking.
I was ...... at that time What the hell is going on?
In the picture, I didn't dare to get too close to the girl, so I could only watch her silently from behind. When passing by the small park in the town, the little girl was not in a hurry to go home, but met several female classmates in the park and played with rubber bands together.
Next to a few female classmates, there were a few male classmates in the class.
As a young child, I didn't rush home, but also entered the park and watched the girl jump the rubber band in the sand pit in the corner.
As a result, a few male classmates came to my side and suddenly sprinkled sand in my collar. I quickly stood up and shook the sand clean, and asked them unhappily what they were doing.
The male classmate in the lead was a little chubby, he pushed me, and said a little exaggeratedly: "Jiang Cheng, why have you been peeking at Luo Yingying?" ”
At this time, the girls stopped jumping rubber bands and looked at me curiously. I then remembered that the girl in the pink dress was Luo Yingying.
This...... Is it my love debt?
I was puzzled, because Luo Yingying's eyes were obviously a little disdainful when she looked at me. At that time, I was not good-looking, and I was wearing clothes that my neighbor's brother couldn't wear many years ago. There were a lot of patches on my clothes, and my mother brought the rags from the house to mend my clothes.
"Jiang Cheng, do you like Luo Yingying?"
"It must be, otherwise why do you keep looking at her?"
Several male classmates kept chattering, and Luo Yingying's face was not very good-looking. She looked at me unhappily and said to me, "Jiang Cheng, stay away from me." ”
I was very disappointed to look at my little one, and although a long time has passed, I naturally know it. That thing...... At that time, I must have been very lost.
I stood there at a loss, looking at Luo Yingying with some fear. At this time, the little chubby dun suddenly grabbed my pants and pulled my pants down hard.
I nervously tried to pull up my pants, but a few of my male classmates pressed me and wouldn't let me put them on. The female classmates giggled, turned their heads away, and said they didn't look at it.
I was already crying when I was young, so I hurriedly put on my pants, and then cried and pushed the little chubby pier.
Little Fat Dun didn't stand firm for a while, and was pushed down by me. There was only a click, and something seemed to be broken in his pocket. At this time, everyone was looking at the little chubby dun curiously, and I was still crying.
When Little Fat Dun took out the things in his pocket, everyone saw that it was a copycat. The copycat machine was a treasure to us at that time, about 600 yuan, about the size of a small brick. This kind of mobile phone can access the Internet and listen to music.
At that time, the gangsters liked to use copycats to maximize the non-mainstream music and then sway down the road, and the same was true for the bad students.
Because of my push, the screen of this copycat machine has been completely broken, and it is very broken.
The little fat dun was so angry that he pushed me, his face turned red, and he yelled at me: "You pay!" You pay! ”
When I was young, I was directly frightened by this scene and cried, and several girls were dumbfounded.
Chubby searched my body, and finally found only five dimes. He was so angry that he said that he would call his father over the next day and asked me to go back and tell my parents.
A broken mobile phone is not a trivial matter for a first-year junior high school student. When I went back, I didn't dare to hide it from my parents, so I cried and told the story.
As soon as she heard that she was going to lose money, her mother was so anxious that she shed tears. The harvest was not good that year, and the father patted his mother on the shoulder and smiled and said that he would fix it.
The next day, my father accompanied me to school. Little Fat Dun had already publicized this matter, so when the parents of both sides were talking about compensation in the office, the whole class was curious to come over to watch the fun.
And Xiao Chubhubdun's mobile phone turned out to be a brand copycat machine, which cost 700 yuan. When I heard this number, my father's face was not very good.
He smiled at home and told my mother not to worry, but in the office, he pleaded with Chubby's father. My father's request was simple, he wanted to repay the 700 yuan in installments and pay it off in seven months.
And the father of the little chubby dun - this fat man with a big thick gold necklace around his neck pointed at my father's nose and scolded angrily: "Seven hundred yuan will take more than half a year to pay back, you are really stingy poor ghosts!" ”
My father was pale and didn't dare to refute, and the fat man kept scolding me.
As he spoke, he slapped my father twice.
In front of me, in front of the whole class. My father didn't dare to fight back, because the teachers next to him were laughing at the fat man, which showed that his status was not low.
When I was younger, I cried several times and wanted to rush over to fight him. But the fat man avoided me and yelled at me, "Fuck, don't touch me!" Your family can't afford my clothes, son of a poor ghost! ”
That day, my father didn't say anything. He took me by the hand and came home and told me with a pretense of ease...... Don't cause trouble again.
And from that day on, I had the nickname of a little poor ghost, which was known and spread by the whole class. Everyone knows that my family can't afford to pay for my phone, and everyone knows that my dad was beaten and didn't dare to fight back. Some bold classmates will directly call me a little seed.
It wasn't until I was working with my parents in the mountains and obsessed with my beautiful sister that I slowly forgot about it.
The past was so vivid that I couldn't help but clench my fists.
It turns out that my love debt ...... It's me.
"I remembered...... Cao Da said softly, "Jiang Cheng, do you remember?" In the past, you didn't dare to do anything, and every time you claimed to be a humble mountain man. Later, when you make some money, you like to inlay yourself with gold teeth and buy gold jewelry, hoping that the whole world will see that you are rich. Now that I think about it...... The more something is missing, the more it is flaunted. ”
Yuan Nu frowned and said: "Subconsciously I have carved inferiority complex into my bones, this is indeed a demon. I originally thought it would be after your cultivation, but I didn't expect it to go back to when you were young. Do you still remember that whenever there is a difficulty, Jiang Chengdu will hope to solve it as soon as possible, and then return to the mountains to live in seclusion......
I......
I clenched my fists, not knowing what to say.
Even now that I think about it, I'm extremely unwilling. I feel sorry for myself and my father at that time......
I don't hate him, I don't. Although he was not bloody at that time, he was a good father at that time.
"The answer is clear......" Dao Old Monster said calmly, "I have already said that Da Luo Jinxian is a great pleasure and a great freedom. You have this heart, no wonder you can't get through it. Even in your subconscious, you don't want to think about it. Jiang Cheng, although you are very confident on the surface, your soul is extremely inferior. ”
Dongfang Xue nodded and said, "He doesn't even want to use his own body to see people now, and he will always use his own law body to mess around." Have you ever thought about how much inferiority it is to dare not release your body? From the realization to the present, Jiang Cheng's various signs show that in fact, from before to now, he has not come out of the demonic barrier. ”
I swallowed and muttered, "What should I do?" Erase this memory? ”
Dao Lao Wei shook his head and said, "You are treating the symptoms but not the root cause, it is meaningless." Where you fall, you get up. With your current ability, it is easy to get back the dignity you once had. But it's also funny, I originally thought that the love debt was for a certain woman, who knows if it was for yourself. ”
Take back the dignity you once had......
I swallowed and muttered, "This...... Can I really break through? ”
"Believe me, it won't be as simple as Da Luo Jinxian...... "Dao Old Monster said seriously, "As long as I make the arrangements, your harvest will definitely be very rich!" Stepping into Da Luo Jin Immortal is just the worst plan. ”