Volume 3 College Life Chapter 72 I'm Sorry

In many dramas in the empire, there will be a plot conflict between the male and female protagonists who wake up one night and disappear around them.

However, life is not a drama after all, and for Lin Hai's keen senses, if the woman around him wants to get up early and leave bed, then he can't be unclear. What's more, although the cramped single bed is not uncomfortable for two people, it is by no means spacious. In recent years, the college has not had enough funds in the dormitory, and the heating at night has been greatly reduced, and the cold chill caused by the starry night in Milan always needs to be tightly fitted together under the futon to resist it.

In fact, Lin Hai already felt that when the sunlight outside the floor-to-ceiling windows cast over the thin curtains, shining on their faces warmly, he had a feeling of being watched.

Lin Hai opened his eyes suddenly, and saw the pair of beautiful eyes on the other side that had been staring at him, obviously a little overwhelmed and wanted to close them immediately, but after all, it was half a second late, and he seemed to be a thief, so he simply opened his eyes again, and the eyes of Jian Shuiqiu looked at every inch of his face, and the long eyelashes seemed to touch the tip of his nose.

"Hey."

"Hello."

It was as if the two of them had woken up with red faces, and the first greeting came from the early morning.

It's just that the body of the girl ** Ruxin peeling chΕ«n bamboo shoots is still lying in his arms, and with a slight movement, you can feel the amazing touch of rubbing her smooth and warm skin.

Feeling that the hands of the people around him were dishonestly moved to the snow peak on his chest and kneaded, Xia Ying just moved slightly, wanting to resist, intending to turn sideways to avoid this kind of intrusion from the early morning, but in the end, he only moved slightly, buried his head deeper, and let him do what he wanted.

After a long time, the girl lifted the quilt and got up, put on her underwear, and greeted the early sun through the window screen, and the slender satin back of her body was reflected in Lin Hai's eyes, and the light and shadow kept flowing on it, playing a song that could be praised by Miaoman.

He couldn't take his eyes off this scene for a long time, just like the magnificent stars he had ever seen.

What is it like to be this girl who only appeared in the open media and was regarded as an imperial idol by countless people, and now spends the night with herself. And before that, the deputy captain who was one of the thirteen round tables of the empire, and even Li Yifeng was just the other party's right-hand man, and the heir of the great nobles who married her finally missed her, only he Lin Hai was fortunate to kiss Fang Ze, and he still couldn't erase the fragrant body fragrance of her body last night. For him, this is not a shock like looking up at the starry sky. For the first time, he finally felt something that meant to be a man deep in his soul.

After dressing, Xia Ying turned around and smiled at Lin Hai, "I'm leaving." ”

Lin Hai opened his mouth, as if something was stuffed in the Adam's apple for a while, but he couldn't say it in the end, just said, "I'll send you." ”

"Hmm." Xia Ying nodded slightly, took off her bag, put on her cap again, and covered the beautiful face that might cause the restlessness of the star area under the brim of the hat.

and Lin Hai, who quickly got dressed, walked out of the single room, but the door of the large suite suddenly opened at this moment.

Walking in was Moon, who was humming a song, chewing a piece of butter bread in his mouth and a mouth full of oil, Lin Hai was not in the academy for a month and a half, and he was almost like a dragon without seeing the end, but it was obvious that there was a famous professor in the academy early this morning who did not plan to be absent, and he temporarily rushed back to get his notebook.

It was a little scary to suddenly bump into something unknown when he didn't know it, so Moon was really startled, but when his stunned eyes turned into surprise and looked at Lin Hai and the woman beside him.

"Smack!"

Half of the buttered bread in his mouth fell to the ground, and many bouncing crumbs fell.

Then he closed the door almost as quickly as he could, like a warrior in the Middle Ages who resolutely imprisoned some evil dragon in an ancient castle and finally died heroically. Turning around, he looked at the two people who walked out of the single dormitory and were smeared in the early morning light, endured the trembling of his eyes, and said calmly, "What a coincidence." You're back, too. ”

Then without waiting for Lin Hai to speak, he smiled at Xia Ying again, "On behalf of Lin Hai's roommates and Qingyuan College, I am honored to welcome you. ”

Xia Yingwan smiled noncommittally, Lin Hai opened the door and said to him, "I'll go out." ”

Then the two left, leaving Moon in the room slowly leaning against the wall and losing his mind, and after a while, he suddenly raised his head, but as far as his eyes could see, it was Lin Hai's deep and secluded single room door.

Seeing the blush on the bed, his eyes suddenly constricted, as if there was some kind of terrible beast in a single dormitory.

His voice was a slight witness to history here, and it was shocking, "I cāo, I cāo, I cāo...... You're going to ...... Against the sky?"

It wasn't until he walked out of the academy that Lin Hai saw the woman named Sister Lin standing next to a car on the flat ground in Shangdao District, but under the ordinary appearance of the other party, she looked at the pair of men and women who walked out with a complicated look.

There was a sudden hum in the sky.

Looking up, a gyroplane, like a giant bird, fell from the sky, casting a wide area of dark shadows on the ground. The appearance of the rotorcraft apparently alarmed the nearby university town and caused people to look up. The university town in the upper island district prohibits any aircraft from traveling in the airspace, but the ban will be opened today, which naturally causes all the students in the university town not far away to be surprised by this sudden incident.

Xia Ying stood in such a shadow and looked at him prettyly.

Lin Hai thought that they would always be separated, just like with her identity, she would always return to the screen and become an idol loved by the people, which is not high, but it is also difficult to touch, and it is extremely difficult to even meet face-to-face. And he Lin Hai still wants to continue his studies here, at least in a certain way, they are actually very far away, they are not always on a horizontal line, only in some kind of subversive rules and environment, can they meet and intersect in this way. So they will always usher in a parting, but what Lin Hai didn't expect was that the parting would come so soon.

"I'll take care of it." Lin Hai and her eyes met, and after a moment, they seemed to make some kind of promise.

Xia Ying suddenly smiled dumbly, "I said I wanted you to be responsible?" Or do you think you think that last night, we had established an inseparable relationship?"

Lin Hai's eyes were slightly blazing, "I think so." ”

Seemed to be in a trance by the dazzling light of Lin Hai's eyes, Xia Ying looked sideways slightly, raised her head again, and regained her ruddyness, she raised her hand and elegantly brushed a trace of broken hair on her sideburns, and said with a smile, "We are all already adults, and the traditional love depicted in the great drama of the empire is no longer suitable for the era in front of us." Between you and me, it's just a need for each other. ”

The gyrocopter landed, and the huge streamlined figure set off countless grass flakes on the lawn behind them, flying between them, in the sky of grass flakes, Lin Hai looked at the woman in the light and shadow, and found that she was far away for a while, and it seemed that she was about to get farther and farther away.

He wanted to say that if they only needed each other, then it was impossible for them to turn a blind eye to the red that fell on the bed last night. And the hot tears she splashed on his shoulders, chest, and back couldn't all be false?

"Between people, it shouldn't be like this. The link between us is not caro, which can be easily cut off. Lin Haidao, "If you deliberately alienate me because of the distance between us, and the angry relationship that may come to the great nobles. I think you're always going to have to give me a chance, a chance to really have you close to you...... I believe that with my efforts, it can be done. ”

Under these words, Xia Ying's chest rose and fell for a moment, as if the fortress built in her heart was shaken, but for a moment, she still recovered very strongly, "You misunderstood." ”

She shook her head indifferently, "Between us, there's nothing. If you have to have it, it is the dependence of New South Star at that time. That's why I'm coming to you because I sometimes miss that hard time...... Now, however, it's all over. I apologize if I let you misunderstand. ”

Looking at her stubbornness and determination, Lin Hai felt an indescribable pain in his heart, unwillingness, paleness and helplessness, gushing out of his heart and lungs, and then penetrating into every detail of his internal organs.

"I thought we'd never see each other again. And now on the planet Milan, you are here again, and you have given us hope and something of great importance, and now you have to leave like this. Don't you know that what I need is not anyone's protection, what I need is the protection of the people around me, as well as my women. If you can't do that, there's no point in living. Lin Hai looked directly at Xia Ying and said, "Trust me." At this time, he felt an invisible sadness, a sense of powerlessness that even if he changed the world, he could not change the decisions and thoughts of the people who were close at hand.

It's not just the gap between them, but also the ideas, concepts, ways of thinking and solving problems that belong to the two worlds.

Xia Ying laughed, "It's not a question of whether I believe you or not...... I actually don't doubt your ability at all, the identity of the designer of the rotor engine, even if the big noble family wants to be angry with you, I will hesitate to think twice...... So I can't say that I deliberately want to protect you...... I'm sorry, but you're really not my dish, or rather, the right person I'm waiting for. ”

knew very well how hurtful her words were, so after Xia Ying said it, she felt a little remorseful and couldn't bear to take it back, because she saw that the originally free young man in front of her looked so thin and pitiful under the light and shadow, which made her heart ache.

But thinking of certain things and the huge obstacles and problems that lay between them, Xia Ying had to hide this qiΔ“ into the deepest bottom of her heart, and gently lowered her eyebrows, and her voice was a little almost pleading, "Wake up, Lin Hai." Life is very difficult, and you may not know what kind of difficulties and obstacles there will be in the future, how many light years from Planet 52 to the Riverside Star, and how many light years from the Riverside Star to Milan Star...... And what about the Milan Star to the Imperial Capital Star Circle? Without a jump channel, just one person and one spaceship will not be able to achieve it in a lifetime, and you can only wander alone in the universe until you die of old age. There are some distances that we can't cross, the universe is so vast, and some seas of stars are impossible to reach in a lifetime, let alone the ethereal happiness? Ten years ago, we may not have been able to predict what the world and life will look like ten years from now...... So let the memories stay in such a beautiful moment...... At least when we grow old and look back, we will still remember you so deeply now. ”

Lin Hai tried to keep it, "I remember last night, you said that I will never forget you for the rest of my life. And how can you leave so irresponsibly now. ”

"Then remember me forever." Xia Ying stepped forward, ignoring the slightly awe-inspiring look of Sister Lin standing behind her at the gate of the huge gyroplane, kissed Lin Hai on the cheek, stepped back, and tightened the jacket of the sweater, as if she wanted to stay in time so eternal, "It is my unreasonable luxury, and it is better to remember me forever in this year than to have to forget me one day in the future." ”

"You said you were given a chance...... Actually, it's not, it's just that I didn't give myself a chance, it's my choice, no matter what the future holds, it has nothing to do with you. Lin Hai, I'm sorry if I hurt you...... I'm sorry. ”

She had already had so many sorry today, so much that it seemed that if she said one more word, she would burst into tears, and she turned and walked to the boarding escalator, clutching her coat tightly, as if she was trying so hard to stop herself from turning around and looking back at the young man.

When the huge gyroplane lifted into the air, Xia Ying finally left.

Lin Hai looked at the body rising from the sky, and remembered what his mother had said to him back then, many people in life will come and go like flights at the airport. Some people will come back when they leave, and it is normal for them to be discrete and dispersed. But there are also people who take off and leave, and when they leave, they don't know when they will come back. He muttered to himself, "Why are you not giving me a chance...... It's that even hope is deprived. ”