Chapter 151: Thoughts
I had some insomnia, until the middle of the night, my spirit did not seem to be exhausted, perhaps the fear of the unknown future made me a little troubled and lost, from the beginning of the disaster to now, it has been half a year, but I still have not seen the effective control of the disaster by the rulers, my hopes have been worn out little by little, it would be nice if my mother was here, although she is a woman, but very assertive, she may tell me what I should do.
I wanted to find her, to find my family, someone was whispering softly in my ear, and the speech was indistinct, but I could hear that someone was missing my relatives, which aggravated my feelings of missing my relatives.
My mother would have told me how to do it, right? It must not be like me, a self-proclaimed gentleman, but a lost person with a fragile heart.
What should I do?
What can I do to find them?
Drift along?
I began to think deeply, I have been confused and drifting with the crowd in the past few months, like the confusion about life when I just graduated, but it was much better then than now, and now, I just want to find a way to live better...
I turned my head to look at the sleeping people, who were students, ordinary people, or businessmen, but under the devastation of the disaster, they were like beggars, full of fear for the future.
Maybe I can gather all these people one by one, gather all those people, and let them have order again...
In fact, the thought was already in my head, but I didn't try, maybe I should. My heart is a little big, big enough to exaggerate that I want to restore order, it's a bit wishful thinking. But in the dead of night, this kind of thought will always grow bigger and bigger in my mind, like a desire. But my intentions are good, because I thought that if I could organize all the armed forces in the city, maybe I would be better able to resist external aggressions, such as the arrival of the next wave of alien criminals. It's a bit arrogant to say this, there are so many people in this world, why do you want to come by yourself?
Maybe I'm really thinking too much, but I also have a little bit of confidence to support my idea, the arsenal I accidentally found is my confidence, but I also have selfish intentions, I don't dare to tell others easily, even the army I once wanted to join, I didn't think to tell them, unless there was an accident in various departments.
I clenched my fists because I was a selfish guy with no ambitions, and this decision made me waver a little because I didn't know if I had the ability...
But... You have to try everything to know what you want, don't you?
It's dawn.
I didn't sleep all night, but I was in a good mental state, and I could even say that I was excited, a bit like I had taken a stimulant. They all woke up one by one, and they all seemed to be well-rested.
Chen Jian woke up early, handed out food and water to everyone, and said with a smile: "This is what my big brother should do." ”
"Brother Zhou, do you smoke? These are all dry goods collected by the big guys from the mall, and there are several boxes. ”
After everyone finished eating, Chen Jian took a pack of cigarettes and a lighter and handed it to me, I took a look, and saw that they were all swallowing clouds and spitting out the fog one by one, and my long-dormant smoking addiction was also hooked out, and I only felt itchy. So he took the cigarette with a smile, tore open the package, took out one, put it in his mouth, and he took out a lighter and quickly lit it for me. I thanked me and took a deep breath, the spicy smoke burning my throat and passing through the lobes of my lungs.
I coughed lightly twice, I hadn't smoked for a long time, some spicy throat, the smoke filtered out by my lungs sprayed out of my nostrils, I looked at him thoughtfully through the smoke: "Brother Chen, are you familiar with this county?" ”
He waved his hand and said with a smile: "Just call me Lao Chen, this county is not familiar, I used to attract investment here, and I have come here a few times." ”
"It seems that this county has not been patronized, and we should be the first to come." I nodded.
"What does Brother Zhou mean?"
When Chen Jian heard my words, his eyes flickered slightly, as if he was speculating about what I was thinking.
"I only have one gun. Maybe we can find some weapons in this county. "I said what I was thinking.
He thought for a moment, and a look of joy appeared on his face: "Brother Zhou is talking about the security department in this county?" ”
I nodded.
"Brother Zhou, are you going to take us to find a gun?"
Cao Wenhao, who was not far away, also understood what I meant, and immediately exclaimed, hearing his words, everyone looked at me excitedly, and the naked, naked eyes made me a little uncomfortable, as if I was the little lamb who had stripped off his clothes, and was full of temptation to them.
I nodded slightly.
"Wow!"
They cheered as if they had won the jackpot at the end of the year.
"Be quiet and listen to what Brother Zhou has to say." That Cao Wenhao stood up and tried to maintain order, but he was forced to look at by everyone, and Li He said bluntly: "Obviously, you were the first to call out." ”
Only Chen Jianbiao is the calmest, and it is also in line with his age and identity, but his gaze is the most hot: "Brother Zhou's proposal is very good, we have found supplies, even if we go back and have no self-defense, we will be snatched away." I've heard that there will be ambushes at several intersections into the city, intercepting those vehicles that have found supplies and returning to the city, and then directly taking them for their own use, and we must be vigilant when we go back. ”
Hearing Chen Jian say this, I couldn't help frowning: "Is there anything else going on?" ”
"yes."
Chen Jian nodded: "And it's very noisy, but there are very few shootouts, as long as we have guns, those people will throw rat bogeys." ”
"So, if I mention it casually, it seems that I have to find some weapons to defend myself." I snuffed out my cigarette and threw it out: "Then let's go around this county two more times, and we should be able to find some weapons." ”
In fact, I didn't worry about running out of weapons at all, and the weapons in that arsenal were all mine if I wanted to, but I knew that the time had not yet come, and that the killer weapon would always have to be saved for the end.
"What's wrong?"
I turned my head to see that Yu Zheng was staring at the cigarette case in my hand.
She pointed, "What's that?" Food? ”
I shook my head and smiled, "It's for a pick-me-up, you don't need it." ”
"Oh."
Her expression was a little flat, but I somehow felt that she was a little dissatisfied with my answer.
"Let's go, it's time to get to work."
Chen Jian threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stepped on it, beckoned everyone who was already eager to try, and ran to the car when he came.
My car was replaced by a Santana, and Chen Jian found a Honda car. The three cars began to sightsee in this empty county town, alarming the remaining zombies from time to time, but they were generally crushed by the wheels, Yang Mu and Cao Wenhao were pale from the beginning, and it didn't take long to gradually adapt to the back, and they were not as stupid and angry as I was at the beginning, looking at the performance of the two of them, I remembered myself at the beginning, and I felt a little embarrassed, but if I think about it carefully, my change is indeed very big.
We stopped outside a compound, and the signs on both sides of the gate read: Tianxing County Political Pavilion Armed Police XX Detachment.
The door was open, and the inside was empty, and the scene of people walking away from the building was empty, which seemed a bit bleak.
"Let's go, go in and have a look, everyone be careful."
I gave the order and walked in first. The others were holding on to the steel pipes one by one, and their faces were slightly nervous when they heard my words, after all, we were not the only ones in this county, just zombies could pose a threat to them.
We were lucky enough to find a dozen body armor in the storeroom, as well as five Type 91 rifles and seven 54 pistols, but the number of bullets was much smaller and there were no extra magazines.
"What a bumper harvest!"
Chen Jian excitedly hugged the gun in his arms and asked me, "Do we still have to go around other places?" ”
I shook my head and glanced at the excited crowd: "Everyone is familiar with firearms first, they should all understand it very well, but Lao Chen, you and Cao Wenhao and Li He should pay attention, relative to the pistol, the recoil of the 91 rifle in the hands of the three of you is very large, if you encounter an accident, you must pay attention to the recoil, so as not to aim the muzzle at your own people, causing accidental injury." ”
"Got it."
A few people nodded.
I reminded again: "Everyone should pay attention, you must not open the insurance unless necessary, and you must pay attention to whether the insurance is in the insurance position." ”