On a rainy night, the wind wrapped around the rain, and the rain wrapped around the wind, this southern city ushered in the first cold wave of autumn. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The cooling is too steep and the weather is cold. Nie Xiaoyu curled up on the bed, his body hadn't warmed up for a long time. Such a cold made her can't help but think of Gu Tianye's warm chest.

She felt that all the desires of the city must have been affected, for she could hear the trembling of the city almost distinctly in the sound of the wind and rain.

She didn't leave work until 6 a.m. this morning, and she has been working fifteen hours straight at the pharmacy these days, while two colleagues are on vacation, so the pharmacy has a longer shift.

Who knew that there were too many patients in the past few days, and I only drank two cups of coffee, two bottles of pure milk, and a small bag of bread a day. When she returned home, it was a rented place to live, and she immediately collapsed on the soft sofa, and her whole person was in a state of collapse.

After lying on the sofa for a while, Nie Xiaoyu was still extremely reluctant to get up, and after washing hastily, he came to the bedroom and lay on the bed, feeling indescribably tired, he wanted to fall asleep and never wake up again.

That's when the phone rang. It's an ex-boyfriend's phone.

"I'm getting married, and I feel very happy. The ex-boyfriend's excited voice came over the phone.

I don't know if he was too excited, he changed his usual slow and logical speech, and it seemed incoherent and incoherent, even quite chaotic. But she still understood, and he was about to marry the rich girl.

But what does this have to do with you? Why are you saying this to me?

"You mean you're getting married? With that rich girl? Her tone must have been full of mockery.

"Yes, she is beautiful, she has a good family background, she is good to me, I think I am really in love with her. He calmed down, the veins of his thoughts became clear, and his stiff voice was indescribably tender.

I don't know why, Nie Xiaoyu suddenly became angry.

"Yes, then let's end it, I bless you. She said coldly.

"I hesitated and contradicted for a long time, but I still want to invite you to my wedding tomorrow, would you like to appreciate your face? It's best to bring your boyfriend, I think you should have a boyfriend, right? ”

She wanted to scold, but she didn't know what to scold, and the warehouse of language seemed to be suddenly emptied.

A few minutes after hanging up the phone, she regained consciousness and felt that her heart had been emptied again, and it had become empty.

She knew that she didn't care whether her ex-boyfriend got married or not, and she was annoyed that he was protesting to her with marriage, and invited her to the wedding so excessively, and the most annoying thing was that his girlfriend had a good family background.

Because they broke up because he couldn't stand the poor life they lived together. Saying something like this would simply hurt her.

She felt thirsty, chest tightness, nausea, and wanted to drink water. But the whole person was as weak as a lump of mud, and he couldn't pick it up.

Finally struggling to get up, stumbling into the living room, I don't know if it was because she was in a hurry or her hands were too weak, she knocked over a white porcelain cup with blue patterns on the coffee table, and heard the crisp cracking sound of the porcelain falling on the ground. The beloved teapot that has been with him for so many years turned into pieces in an instant.

She looked at the broken porcelain pieces, and many fragments of the teapot in her memory were lifted little by little. But now, in that pile of fragments, it is no longer possible to find the beauty it once had, it is just some sporadic memories, like failed love.

His own life is hard, not to mention being born in a poor rural area, and he also has a pair of patriarchal parents, who have doted on their younger brother since they were young. I haven't enjoyed their love since I was a child, just like grass in the field, left to fend for itself.

After finishing junior high school, my parents didn't want to let me study, even though my grades were not bad. Fortunately, there is a reasonable dad. My dad likes him very much, so at my father's strong request, my parents reluctantly let me go to a junior college.

When she was in college, she knew that she was different. This opportunity is so precious, she works harder than ordinary people in her studies, and she is more simple than her classmates in life. She goes out to work every weekend, and she doesn't go home during the winter and summer vacations, but works in the city to earn tuition and living expenses. All the hard work is worth it, and what makes her happy is that her results are among the top spears, and at the same time, she has gained a good feeling.

Three years later, I got my wish to stay in the city and applied for a job in the pharmacy of this hospital. That night, the city was brightly lit, she and her boyfriend stood on the roof of the building, looking at the black night sky, she circled her mouth with her hands, and shouted: "I must be the master of this city!" I must be rooted in this city! ”

It seems that the world is her echo, so enthusiastic, so vibrant. After speaking, she looked back at her boyfriend, her eyes were shining, innocent and innocent. The two hugged each other tightly, and the city was a young man with dreams and infinite expectations for the future.

The two began to move on to real life. In the unit, she behaves cautiously both in what she says and does. But she is quick in her work, and she is quite clever, and she belongs to the kind of dexterous girl who blinks and moves her eyebrows, and it is easy to win the favor of others. The interpersonal relationship in the unit is still good.

The boyfriend has all the faults and shortcomings that young men have, such as impetuousness, irritability, low eyesight, like flashy life, and no plan to do things, but she doesn't dislike him, and still likes her deeply. The two of them rented a house outside, and their lives were very poor, and they were financially stretched.

My boyfriend was very disappointed, and felt that his career had not improved, his life had not been settled, and such a life was unreliable, so he often went home only when he was drunk.

She always comforted him and said that success requires a process, life needs precipitation, not a matter of two or three days, and it requires unremitting efforts, but her boyfriend always can't listen to it, and always thinks that the current life is not what he imagined at the beginning, and he is very depressed.

In her boyfriend's planning, in her boyfriend's ideals, life is not like this at all, and the reality is too far from the ideal. He couldn't come to terms with this reality. The more she endured humiliation and burden, the more she was content with the status quo, the more he looked down on her and hated her.

Finally, one day, he finally got tired of her face with clear soup and noodles and the dilapidated rented house with empty walls, and one morning, after waking up, he dragged his suitcase and followed a rich girl who pursued him.

What was that time like? The sudden disappearance of her boyfriend made her feel that her focus had been deviated, the world was completely collapsed, she didn't know how she should live, she didn't know how she should work, she didn't even know how to pass the time.

Pain is like a snake devouring her heart, there is beauty in the past, and the pain is aggravated, just like how beautiful the snake pattern of memory is, how poisonous it is.

Nie Xiaoyu often looks at the place where her boyfriend used to sit and lie in a daze, the corner they have been to together in the city is sad, and more silently crying, when eating, she still puts two pairs of dishes and chopsticks, and when drinking coffee, she often asks for two cups, but one is still full and the other is empty. She deluded herself into believing that her boyfriend would definitely come back and would definitely come back to her, and it was only a matter of time.

A month later, he called to say that he had officially broken up, and that he was comfortable living with a rich girl. She thinks it's a great irony, and in the face of material, emotions are in jeopardy. She suddenly remembered a sentence: everyone has a price. It means that no one is reliable except yourself, because everyone can be bought, the only difference is that the price is different.

When she became strongly aware of this, her original values were falling little by little. Since material things are so important, isn't it too slow to struggle on your own? Struggle, struggle requires capital, and struggle also takes time. My childhood and love have died in poverty, and I cannot allow my youth and my future life to remain in poverty.

She looked in the mirror, she was a middle-looking woman, why should I not have what other women have. Beautiful clothes, spacious house, beautiful car, you can swipe your card at the mall, go back to your hometown and raise your eyebrows in front of your parents, and impress your neighbors.

However, a woman's youth passes in a flash, and after ten or twenty years, I don't even have the capital of youth, and at that time, what should I do? So, I'm going to seize the opportunity in front of me, it's a shortcut, it's safe, it's fast, it's real, and I have no reason to give up.

Once a person has a firm and clear goal, the means are like flowing water. She began to keep an eye out for men in her neighborhood, not just unmarried men, her goal was to find all men, including married men.

By chance, she met Gu Tianye in the elevator and fell in love with him at first sight. After secretly inquiring, I learned that Gu Tianye's family background is good, and his income is considerable. Although he is married, she is unwilling to give up such a man with such good conditions. So, she tried to find an opportunity to get close to him.

Heaven pays off, Nie Xiaoyu finally waited for the opportunity. At the party at the unit, Gu Tianye was very drunk, and she took the opportunity to take him home, but in fact, he didn't do anything that night. It's just that she carefully designed a conspiracy and successfully maintained a lover relationship with Gu Tianye.

But she is not satisfied with this relationship, she wants more things, material things and marriage. She tried her best to force marriage, perhaps because of the long time, the physical attraction between men and women slowly faded. Regarding the divorce, he always opened the topic and perfunctory.

But one day, he suddenly said that his wife was pregnant and wanted to find a nanny to take care of her. She was shocked, did he want to hint at ending the abnormal relationship between the two? But if you think about it carefully, if you have a child, the weight of the child and that family is much heavier than that of her on the other side of the scale. Isn't that a shortfall? Everything I've done has been in vain.

Suddenly, she thought about it, if she could make some fuss about the nanny, wouldn't it be a success? She was taken aback by the idea that she was taking a risk. But after thinking about it carefully, only by doing so can he become Gu Tianye's wife logically and get everything. For such a long time, she has been very dependent on Gu Tianye emotionally, if she wants to lose him, it is impossible, she has already given too much, including feelings and time, and she is already very paranoid in love. I have to get Gu Tianye, and emotionally I can't fail no matter what, so I have to find a way to catch him tightly.

That day, she read a pharmaceutical journal during a break, which recorded potassium poisoning, which had accumulated poisoning for a long time and was not easy to detect. She had a flash of inspiration and secretly thought of a plan.

Sister Wang was found by her from the labor market, because her daughter was in college and was financially constrained, she finally gave in under her temptation and agreed to help her poison Qi Luoling, and give her another 50,000 yuan after the matter was completed.

Everything is developing in the direction she expected, after Qi Luoling's miscarriage, her body is getting weaker and weaker, on Qi Luoling's birthday, she also let people put a hideous doll, anyway, her body is also very poor, if she is frightened again, the mental breakdown will aggravate the weakness of the body. Later, I don't know how Qi Luoling made the gods send a secret plot again, and encountered a car accident, it was really her will!

Just thinking about it, Gu Tianye's phone called: "Are you at home?" ”

"I'm at home." She was in a better mood, and the feeling of loss and discomfort she had just received from her ex-boyfriend was gone.

"Okay, I'll come right over." cold voice, but I like Gu Tianye's cool voice.