I don't want to believe his words, and I don't want to doubt them, because in my opinion, the most important thing between me and Fanyin is not the truth, not whether he misunderstood me, or whether I misunderstood him. ▲≥ Eight ▲ ≥ Eight ▲ ≥ Read ▲ ≥ Book, .√.≧o But as long as there is something, I must be the one who is bullied, no matter which is right or wrong. So I often feel that the love between me and Fanyin is like an invasion, in which there is only strength and weakness, only plunder, only thirty-six schemes, only rivers of blood, no humanity, no fairness, no right and wrong.

But Lin Zhunyi obviously didn't think so, and he was still persuading me: "Although Mr. Pu will definitely be good to you, if you are familiar with politics, you will know that before the opposition parties come to power, they will do their best to express their attitude, and the ultimate goal is not to take care of you, but to plot that identity." Therefore, he will not only show his gentlemanly side in front of you, but he will also use his villain's actions when it is beneficial to him. ”

I said, "You said it was a plot, how could there be no villainous acts?" ”

He sensed aggression in my words and stopped talking.

"Let's get out." I said, "If this is what you want to say, then I want to tell you that you are not qualified to say such things to me." If you told me this, then please tell him that I am going to divorce him. ”

He was silent and said, "It's what I want to say." As soon as the gentleman came out of here, he fainted, and although the doctor said it was fine, he had not yet woken up. Since you left, he has not thought about tea and dinner, has not had a good rest, and his spirit is also very painful, Mr. Pu also contacted us from time to time, and kept saying that you have been with him, and you will abandon your husband and children at any time, which makes Mr. Wang's mood even more frustrated, he has gone to see the second and third misses, but Mr. Su did not allow him to bring them back, and reprimanded him, Han ......"

"That's enough." I said, "Get out." ”

"Mrs. ......"

"I'll let you out." I said, "Get out." ”

"Madam, my father has been doing things for the Fan family all his life, and has received countless favors from the Fan family, when the husband and the old man are not there, I naturally listen to you, but since the husband is back, of course I only obey him, and everyone else thinks the same." He quickened his speech and said, "I think of you as the same person as my mother in my heart, but this does not mean that I have to abandon the Fan family and cooperate with you to usurp power, this is impossible!" ”

I didn't speak.

I want to usurp power?

Hehe.

I have long known that the Fan family and I are two families after all, and we have not become a family in the past ten years, and we will not in the future. I have no blood relationship with him, so as Nian Nian said, the four of them are a family, and I want to divorce because I want to destroy this family, not because I can't feel the slightest happiness in this family. As Lin Zhunyi said now, I wanted to usurp power before, not to try to maintain this family and save this family.

None of this has anything to do with me, this "home" has nothing to do with me, and the responsibility has nothing to do with me, it's because I misunderstood that I was really so close to them, and I always thought that I was responsible for everything. Just like Fanyin's illness, I always thought that I could help him, but in fact, his illness required a doctor's doctor's medicine, and I couldn't help, and I didn't have a position to help. The only thing I should do is to figure out that I will always be just an outsider, hurt myself a little, and make myself less hurt. After all, from the moment I was born, I was only myself.

I said, "I've heard you all, go out." ”

He bit his lip and said, "Madam, would you like to go and see Mr.?" He's still in a coma and needs you now. ”

"I don't want to."

His eyes darkened, and he said, "Then you can rest first." ”

I didn't say anything at first, and when he got to the door, he couldn't help himself and said, "Wait." ”

He stopped, turning back expectantly.

I said, "Don't say anything to me in the future and think I'm like your mother." ”

He was stunned and did not speak.

"Go ahead." I said, "Bye-bye." ”

He lowered his head, opened the door and turned to go out.

I know that it is too immature to say such things to Lin Zhunyi, a mature person should smile and not show it, it is enough to know in his heart. But I really can't help it, EQ is so low.

That night, the wound on my leg became infected from the soak in the water, and I had a cold that caused me to have a high fever all night. This time passed very quickly, because I only felt dizzy, half-asleep, and remembered a lot of things about Fanyin, and there were also things that he was good to me, but more often than not, he kept bullying me, insulting me, and abusing me. The cold feeling came again, cold like a dead corpse. Maybe I was strangled to death the moment I was born, and all that was left was because I was in hell, but I didn't know it.

Of course, I woke up anyway.

When I opened my eyes, the room was still the same room, the furniture was still the same furniture, the smell of Western medicine was in the air, and I rolled my eyes to see a person sitting on the sofa. He was dressed formally, and he looked like he was going out or had just come back. He had some papers in his hand and was looking down through them. Maybe it was because the afterglow saw me and looked up this way.

I didn't shy away from him and looked at him too. Then he stood up and walked over, and put his palm on my forehead, and this angle made me clearly see the gauze on his wrist, and he used this to conquer Niannian, she was all two percent of the possibilities,

He touched it and let go, stood in silence for a few seconds, and asked, "Would you like to drink water?" ”

I didn't speak.

He didn't ask any more questions, went out for a walk, and soon returned with a glass of water. The maid followed me and tried to help me up, but he stopped me. He put the glass to the head of the bed and leaned over to pick me up, his movements seemed incoherent, probably because of a wrist injury.

When he had done all this, he sat down on the edge of the bed, put the glass to my lips, and looked into my eyes, still as calm as he had beaten me.

I was a little thirsty, but I didn't want to drink, so I didn't move. I didn't want to talk, and I didn't want to quarrel with him, so I just sat like a fool.

He raised it for a while, then put the cup on the head of the bed, lowered his head, and said, "I have thought about it, these recent things are mainly to fault me, I have done a lot of things to be sorry for you before, and made you suffer a lot, so it is understandable not to trust me and hate me." ”

I didn't speak.

"I was too impulsive that day, in fact, I was thinking before you came back, if you come back, it also proves that you still care about me in your heart, worried about my safety, knowing that I may lie to you." He didn't look at my face, just whispered: "If you insist on divorce because you are afraid, then you don't have to be afraid, I won't blame you for this matter anymore, I forgive you." ”

I said, "I'm not afraid. ”

He looked up at me, took my hand with his hand, pulled it to his mouth and kissed it, and when he saw that I didn't react, he let go again, looked at me, and for a while, his face showed a trace of unhappiness: "Don't you have anything to say?" ”

I said, "Thank you for being so generous." ”

Of course, he heard that this was not my sincere words and did not speak.

I don't want to talk anymore either.

After a while, he said, "It's not right for me to hit you...... You know I couldn't stand it, I couldn't control myself at all. ”

I didn't speak because I didn't know what to say.

He looked at me again, "Is that okay?" ”

I didn't want to speak, but seeing that he had put on a posture of exhausted patience, and knew that if I persevered, I was afraid that I would be beaten again, so I said, "I don't want to divorce because I'm afraid." ”

He looked at me and stopped talking.

"Since you sent someone to check, you will know that I was not forced." I said, "I volunteered." ”

He frowned, pretending that he had forgiven me, so it was better for me to stop being uninformed: "Do you know what the consequences of saying such a thing will be?" ”

"Yes." I said, "I'm going to divorce you, and this matter is non-negotiable." I think Nian Nian must have told you, I already told her. ”

He looked at me with a frown and asked, "Is it really time for you to take your medicine?" ”

I didn't speak.

Since it doesn't make sense, I won't say it, I think he's a very smart person, but he doesn't know if it's intentional or really doesn't understand, he doesn't know that I've decided to abandon him.

After a long time, he leaned back in his chair and said, "Lingling, I have indeed been sorry for you in many places over the years, and I have thought about divorcing you, but I have not done it in the end. ”

I thought to myself that this was really the biggest mistake between me and him.

He shook my hand again and said, "I am grateful that you have always tolerated me and been by my side, and I know that I will never meet someone more loving me than you in my life." So I'm willing to forgive you a second time, but that doesn't mean I'm willing to forgive. I still love you, so I want to do this. ”

I thought I was going to be touched, but I didn't. I said, "If you still love me, divorce me." ”

He frowned as he squeezed my hand.

The pain made me a little timid, and I couldn't help but lower my head, and my body may have shivered from fear or cold.

He let go of his hand and lowered his head, but suddenly he saw something, grabbed my wrist again, turned my palm over, and stared hard at my ring finger.

I followed his gaze and he saw it as my wedding ring.

I felt that he was going to hit me again, so I said, "When I jumped off the building, I broke my wrist and my hand was swollen, so the doctor cut it off for me, and later helped me fix it and return my ......."

I said that he had already taken off my ring as he could. By the time I got to this, I was slapped hard in the face.

My mouth was full of sweetness, and I subconsciously covered my face with my hands, and my tongue seemed to be broken, and the pain was numb.

I had Venus in my eyes, so I couldn't see his expression at all, and only heard his cold voice: "Is it a bugger?" ”

I opened my mouth, and blood gushed out. I wiped it with my hand, but I don't know if he heard it clearly: "Yes." ”

He asked, "What are you bringing it in for?" ”

"Evidence for divorce."