The person who turned my life upside down was not the spirit, but the mind.

At first, I didn't know why, but I didn't have much affection for the stars as a daughter, but the old man explained to me that it was because the stars represented unpleasant memories, and I agreed with that. He also said that I cherish my thoughts so much, and because although I didn't bow my head, I was actually sorry for letting Su Lingyu miscarry, and I had a compensatory mentality, which I thought he was talking nonsense.

But I love Niannian very much, and seeing her feels like receiving a nice gift for the first time. When she grew up, when I looked at the photos of her when she was a child, I found that she didn't look like a star at that time, which was actually a little worse than the stars, but in my eyes, she was the loveliest, even if I had Yin Yin and a son in the end, she never changed.

Some doctors even analyzed it for me, saying that this is my narcissism at fault, and I think she is talking nonsense. Nian Nian is indeed very similar to me, and I believe that she will become a very rational woman in the future. Although sensuality is a woman's nature, I think being sensible can make a woman's life better, the reason why Su Lingyu chose me is because she is too emotional, and Niannian will definitely not choose a man like this. At the same time, Nian Nian also has kindness that I don't have, and obviously she will be warmer than me.

However, this girl also inherited my bad side, such as conceit.

I know that an idiot is a person with an extremely low self-esteem, so my conceit may be caused by that inferiority. Everything I do with him is the opposite, and what I hate most in my life is also the person who seems to be stupid, but not honest, seemingly simple, but in fact cold-blooded, and good at stabbing in the back, I gave this kind of person a code name, called hamster.

It was precisely because of Nian Nian that I began to change my mind and devote myself seriously to this marriage.

Mr. Su said that he had no way to discipline him, so the scope was immediately narrowed down to his adopted sons and daughters. To put it bluntly, except for Su Lingyu, all his children are very good, although those people have their own strengths and weaknesses, and they feel very similar to him, but Su Lingyu is the only one.

Once the scope is determined, it quickly becomes apparent. There is a delicate relationship between these people, who are both competing with each other and united in this matter. After all, it's someone else's family affair, and I, an outsider, can't easily find out. But, despite the troubled waters, I'm not a fool.

Long before the accident, I had a hunch and planned the things in the organization to ensure that if disaster strikes, most people will not have an accident.

I didn't tell the old man about it, because he wouldn't, and there was nothing I could do to convince him. But I knew that I couldn't escape this catastrophe, and not only that, but I even had some expectations in my heart. Little Lori has grown up, and she is no longer a pretty little fool, it's not that I can bypass the problem and just coax me to get it done. The relationship between me and her is either gathering or dissolving. But whether we gather or disperse, we all need to strike a balance between us in the end.

After meeting Mr. Su, I helped him deal with some small accounts, and he also treated me well and introduced some relationships to me. I would go to see him when I passed by, or call to say hello, and he was always in a good manner.

In fact, I have always known that Mr. Su should not have taken me as a fool in his heart, he knows that even if I don't know these things in my heart at first, I must understand that I am falling into a trap as things become clearer and clearer. And this tacit understanding does not need to be punctured.

He was sick and had a limited range of movement. And little Lori is too simple, even if she is put in that position, she can only be the one who makes wedding dresses for others. She came to me by mistake, and I never killed her, and I don't know whether to say that her fate is good or bad.

Although Mr. Su didn't ask me to help deal with the "children" who tried to kill Su Lingyu, I think he should want to borrow my hand to dispose of them, because those are his children after all, and there is ethics after all. And I'm notorious, and I don't have anything to do with them. So I tried to make one missing, and when he didn't react, I did it one by one, until he contacted him and asked him to keep the ones he loved the most.

When I was in a psychiatric hospital, Mr. Su came to see me in person, and although he didn't talk to me, it was quite sincere that he was able to come to see me in person. At that time, I was busy pretending to be crazy, and my mental health was really affected by the drugs. I only know that he is coming, and I remember that he didn't make any movements, but for such subtle attitudes such as his expression and gaze, he has lost the ability to discern.

In fact, I am not the only one who has a hunch, the old man and my mother have said that they feel that the Su family is setting a trap, and they even think that even Lingling is part of the trap. Actually, I know that she is not, I know that she loves me very much, but at that time I thought that I might not love her that much, I just loved her and was good to me, I loved her for giving me a child I wanted, I loved her even though I knew everything about me, and I knew that it was difficult for someone in this world to love me like this. But if it's said that the heart is pounding, crazy infatuation, it doesn't seem to be there, it's not about her, it's about myself, I'm a person who is incapable of loving others, because I'm incomplete. I thought that the reason why I was willing to step into this trap step by step was simply because I lived an empty life and was too lazy to struggle.

Yes, I live in emptiness and without pursuit. My illness was getting worse and worse, and my mind was always so chaotic that I couldn't even control it and tried to kill my child. Since then, I have made a decision that I have thought about dying before, but I have always been persuaded by someone. So, I just wanted to confess to myself, I didn't want to continue to live.

Everything went well, both for Mr. Su and for me.

But there were two mistakes in the middle, one was that the old man decided to use his property to save my life, the reason why it was said to be a mistake is because my birth was just a conspiracy, the old man loved his inheritance more than me, and my illness was proof that it was more difficult for him to lose all this in his old age than to let him die.

The other is that Lingling suddenly says that she wants me to take her away.

I haven't been kind to her for so many years, and it's not worth talking about a few things for her. She complained about me a lot, and I always found her annoying. Not only did I feel like I didn't love her much at all, but I also felt like she didn't love me that much for a long time. I know she's been thinking about divorce so many times that I even think she would have divorced me 100% if it weren't for the inheritance.

I didn't expect her to ask me to take her away.

That's when my illness got better, and it was like there were two rooms in my body, one of which was me and the other was the neighbor's idiot. So as he slowly disappeared, I quickly noticed it.

I didn't tell Lingling about it, because it was a good and bad time, and I was afraid that she would be disappointed after she was happy.

I never felt like that in those days, although I still feared the killer, but that little house gave me a home. If I hadn't fallen into Pulan's trap, I would have lived with her like that for the rest of my life.

Until my mother's death, she was always dissatisfied with my decision to remarry, and her relationship with Lingling was always cold. The old man was good and bad, for he spent more time with spirits, but whenever I felt uncomfortable, he immediately showed hostility.

Actually, they were all mistaken, and the reason why I went to a psychiatric hospital was not because of Lingling. At that time, I had no second personality.

It was a deal.

Before that, I spoke to him.

He said, "Send my daughter back, don't tell me you want to live like this with her for the rest of your life."

I said, "I have something to ask you for."

He said, "I promise."

"You already know?"

"I don't know, but she called me and cried." He said, "The number is Pulan, I can guess what it is."

I said, "I'm sorry. ”

"I won't forgive." His tone was as calm as the first time I met him: "Whatever you apologize for." ”

I said, "I know." I'll let her go back. ”

He didn't speak.

In the same way, as the father of his daughter, I knew exactly what he was thinking, and said, "I will make her die for me." ”

He said, "Your parents came to me separately and said they wanted you to live. As long as you handle this matter well, I will keep you alive. ”

I said, "As long as you can fix this matter beautifully, you can kill me." ”

He was silent for a moment before he said, "Lingyu didn't say anything to me. ”

I said, "She didn't say it to me either." ”

Even if she later remarried, as long as she mentioned this matter, Lingling was still unhappy, she felt that I cherished my dignity too much. In fact, as a person who always needs to use various means to survive in extreme environments, how can I have any dignity? It's just that I know Pu Lan, and I know he's a disgusting guy. A nude photo doesn't end, it's a new beginning. He would hold the nude photos and continue to ask for them until he was completely satisfied, and even if one day she died, he could not stop it. This is what I have learned from dealing with him for half my life.

I didn't bother to say these words to Lingling because I don't think she would believe it. He will spend time disguising in front of her, and the way he does business determines his inner view of interests, he is a person who can abandon everything for the sake of interests, when Pu Zhu wanted to absorb him as his assistant, and has been sponsoring him to study if he is not accepted by the family, and after he is admitted to a well-known university, he advocates taking him home, but as soon as he becomes bigger, he turns his face and gives Pu Zhu's calculations to his partners.

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