"Liang Sakura, you can't die well!" the face of the dream lingered. I've woken up in my dreams countless times.

Maybe it was because of Tuyin's strong spiritual power, the spell devoured her for a longer time, and I watched her scream and die in the burning, and looked at her robe, followed by flesh and blood, and then the exposed white bones. I always had a hunch that she would come back to me.

After getting married, Ximu never came to see me again, he really put Tuyin in his heart, after Tuyin disappeared, he stayed all day long, guarding a tutu flower bush in the night palace, as if he regarded the flower as Tuyin.

I looked at the two death totems on my chest, and for a moment my blood surged, and I actually vomited a mouthful of blood.

"Queen!" Linlang beside me supported me, and asked the others of the guide tribe to treat me.

"No need. "I astrologized myself a while ago, and I know that my time is short.

I knew that Ximu only came to see me because of guilt, there was no trace of affection in his eyes, and even though Tuyin was dead, I would not be able to get his heart for the rest of my life. Shiki never loved me, and in his sleep he called Tuyin instead of Ryozakura, and all I could do was accompany him as a ridiculous sister, sneak into his room at night, watch him sleep, and touch a cheek that doesn't belong to me.

I still have a hint of pride when I think of Tuyin, I can accompany Ximu, but she can't.

The color of the totems on my chest is getting darker and darker, and they seem to be absorbing my spiritual power, only to wait for me to finally run out of spiritual power and die, maybe this is the revenge of Liangmu and Tuyin on me, harming others and myself.

I often wonder what I've gained in my life. I know that I am not a good person, and I do not have the luxury of resting my soul after death, but all this I did did not seem to achieve the original purpose. I climbed to the top, only to find that my mother said that the winner would be to spend the rest of my life in solitude. If she had known, would she have let me do it?

Watching Semu visit me more and more often, I have come to understand that keeping a man doesn't have to be that he loves you, and that it is okay to take advantage of his guilt. I deliberately consumed my spiritual power, and my body became weaker and weaker, but the eyes of Ximu looked at me more and more gently, and I knew that I had won.

I knew that he would sometimes look at me secretly, and I pretended to be tired, and he carried me to the room, and I heard a faint heartbeat under the robe, and I was greedy for such warmth.

The totem on my chest began to turn black, and it was particularly glaring on my bloodless skin.

I must be in front of him, for him to die, he can not love me, but he will definitely feel guilty for me for a lifetime, remember me for a lifetime.

I ordered Linlang to keep an eye on his every move until he walked past the astrological platform, and I used up the last of my spiritual power during the astrology, lost my strength and fell from the sky and fell into his warm arms.

Looking at his reddened eyes, I have no regrets in this life.

Strangely, I seemed to have gained everything and I seemed to have lost everything.