I was surprised that she actually said that. For a moment, I was speechless.

After she said this, she was silent for a while, and when I didn't speak, she spoke again: "In my conscience, I should help you, but frankly, I can't be sure if you hate Yinyin in your heart, and I can't be sure if you will retaliate against Yinyin after I help you." And even if you don't, I can't believe your father won't. I should help him in terms of relationships and interests, he is my son, but I don't want to do things like that. So I'm sorry, but I can't help with this. ”

I said, "You said you would help me divorce him, is that true?" ”

"It's true, but just divorce and asking for alimony is different from supporting your career, divorce is to save you, and it won't be Yinyin's life." She sighed and said, "Lingyu, you are a person who makes people feel scared. ”

I didn't understand, "Am I scary?" ”

"You can endure anything, I don't believe anyone can endure anything." She said, "I would have liked you to leave Yinyin, but you didn't. You must be angry at Yinyin, and it's not an exaggeration to say that you have hatred, but after all these years, you haven't sent it out. I know you'll have a day when you'll be completely liquidated. ”

I said, "No, you're wrong. It's not that I'm hiding it, it's just that he is not only bad to me, but he has also paid for me. ”

She didn't speak.

I got a little angry and asked, "Am I right to hate him?" Can't I love him? ”

"I didn't mean that, I just ......" she sighed and changed her words: "I'm sorry, I said too much." ”

This attitude hurt me even more: it was as if I couldn't refute it, and if I did, I would end the conversation.

This displeasure made me a little rude, and I said, "Madame Han, I feel that there is a trap in your words, and I don't understand why you are so sure that I will take revenge on him." Why do you want to put this hat on me? I stayed with him because I loved him, why did you describe me as if I had some abominable purpose? ”

"I know you really love him, but love has a bottom line." Her tone was very calm, "Lingyu, love is not endless dedication and bottomless patience. Knowing that you love him, that you feed him almost all your flesh and blood, that you love him more than we do, but you are not God, you can't get rid of human selfishness, you can't be uncomplaining, you have anger, otherwise why would you frame him last time? ”

I'm speechless.

"I know that my words will give you the feeling of not acknowledging your efforts, and it is really not appropriate to say this as my position, after all, my son's situation is inseparable from me and his father, and legally we are his guardians." She said, "But I've been getting more and more scared lately, and I'm afraid that one day I'll suddenly know that you killed Yin. I have taken on many such cases, and many such women who seem to have no regrets have gone under the knife in the end. I know you love him, but I feel scared. ”

I said, "I'm not going to kill him, don't worry." ”

"I'm sorry," she said, "you can refute, I'm not trying to convince you, I'm just telling you that I can't help you with this, but I'm not going to help Yin." ”

Obviously, she has a way other than the old man. But I didn't have nothing, so I said, "I see what you mean, Mrs. Han, I think you are more suitable to be a politician than your husband." ”

She laughed, clearly not going to take my words.

But I really want to say that I really can't swallow this breath: "For so many years, you have shirked all the responsibilities that belong to you, and the reason why Yinyin has come to this point today is that as a mother, you are to blame." It's so smart to take a child that young to court and let him choose his own life, because then you don't have to take any responsibility at all. ”

She seemed slightly stunned, and I continued, "Do you know why Britney hates you? Because you are evading your responsibilities in this way, you are letting your child suffer consequences that he simply cannot handle. ”

"I just don't want to force him to make a decision." She explained softly: "The Fansheng family has been forcing him, and I don't want Yinyin to do the same." ”

"But he didn't have the ability to make his own decisions," I said, "and that's the scariest thing about you." ”

She stopped talking.

I continued: "Later, too, you have always said that you give him freedom and give me freedom, but you actually understand very well that not helping each other is also a choice. As Yinyin's father, in his concept, he is already protecting him, even if he takes off me as an outsider, he doesn't care. You always call me for a divorce, but you always 'respect' my choice, while maintaining political correctness and expressing that you are a sensible mother-in-law, but at the same time pretending to respect my choice, which is in the dark. I'm sure you're afraid that I'm afraid that I'm hating Fanyin is a recent thing, because I had nothing in the past, and even if I was killed by Fanyin, there would be no risk to you. You're scared now because I'm starting to be capable. ”

She didn't speak.

I know my words are very sharp, but I really endured enough, "I'm sure you've thought about it all these years, when you dreamed back at midnight, why did Britney hate you so much?" I think his hatred for you is the truest portrayal of his heart. His father and stepmother were the main ones who hurt him, but you didn't go out of your way to keep him by your side, you knew he was happy with you, but you still gave him this choice. When he became an adult, you knew that it was far better to have him do things by your side than in the gang, or at least less to his condition, but you still respected his decision. Why can't you make a decision for him? Be like a real mother, don't be a hypocritical politician. If there is someone who is helping me and our marriage, instead of running away from everything, standing on the moral high ground to pick our rights and wrongs, and coldly watching him toss us to death, why should I hate him? ”

She finally spoke, her voice trembling a little: "Is this what Yinyin told you?" ”

"I don't need him to tell me." I said, "I understand him." ”

She didn't speak, but I could clearly hear her breathing a little heavily, and there was a clear fluctuation in her mood.

I was silent.

After a while, she opened her mouth, "I don't want to force him, I just don't want to force him." I think everyone should be in charge of their own life, and for you, I'm not your mother. I admit that if you were my daughter, I would have kidnapped you with a tie-up, but he is my son, and I envy Prosperity, he can shamelessly trick you into staying with Yinyin, but I dare not do it. When he was younger, I ......" she seemed to be unable to continue.

I didn't speak.

She was very emotional, there was a sobbing sound on the microphone, and after a while, she said: "I'll contact someone, I can arrive about the evening, you wait for my news, don't startle the snake during this period." ”

I felt a pang of relief and said, "Thank you." ”

"You're quite right." She sighed faintly, "If I had been more resolute and let you divorce, maybe you and Yinyin would not have come to such an ugly point." You don't have a mother, no one tells you what's right or wrong, and neither do I. ”

I said, "Don't worry too much, I'm not going to kill him." Even if it's not for my own sake, just think about my daughter, he's so nice to her, much better than my dad is to me. Why should I let him die? I always knew that if he was healthy, he would be a good father. ”

Hanging up the phone, my heart relaxed.

This kind of thing is the best for Mrs. Han's people to come out, so if Fanyin talks about it, I can say that this is *** meaning, which is better than my own way. What's more, my path is only the relationship between Pu Lan and Meng Jiancong, if I ask them to help catch Fanyin's woman, Fanyin will definitely take the opportunity to splash dirty water on my head.

And what I just said is not entirely true, naturally it is too sharp. I know that it is not easy for Mrs. Han to be reasonable, but I can't talk about her, of course, I have to stab her heart as a mother.

It can be seen that the effect is still good, and this matter has finally been implemented. While relaxing, I also had a very strange feeling in my heart: Is this the beginning of scheming? If it had been in the past, when Mrs. Han rejected me at the beginning, I would have been cowardly, and I would even think from the bottom of my heart that she was reasonable, instead of retorting sharply and harshly. I don't know if this change is good or bad, I just know that I have changed, and this change makes me a little happy.

The next step was to continue entertaining the guests, but the banquet was almost over.

I found Meng Jiancong downstairs, he was drinking with a few guests, talking and laughing, not as reserved as when he chatted with me before. I still feel embarrassed when I think about that scene now, I barely know him.

I went to entertain the guests for a while, and Assistant Zhou also brought news, saying that I really couldn't find Qinglan. I speculate that this little girl will not steal the key for no reason, and it is better to steal some ornaments in the room with this kung fu, which can be exchanged for some money. So she will definitely take the initiative to contact us to discuss the conditions. Of course, the key is not important, after all, we still have a spare, but if I find her, I will leave her and give Meng Jiancong a personal favor.

After a while, Fei Huaixin came to me and said, "I have something at home, and I'm going back." ”

I hurriedly said, "Okay, thank you so much for today." ”

"You're welcome." He said, "Mr. Fan went back with me, my father missed him." ”

I said, "But he'...... I haven't found out about the dressing change yet, and he will be rude to go crazy and deny his six relatives. ”

"It's okay, I'll be optimistic about him." Fei Huaixin said: "Actually, he contacted us a few days ago and said that he wanted to go with you to see my parents, and my mother has always wanted to introduce a few psychiatrist friends to him. ”