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She ignored me and said to herself, "Did my dad tell you that his illness was cured?" ”

I asked, "What kind of gift do you want?" ”

She paused for a moment and continued: "The little grandfather said that my father's head was irritated so he didn't know me, but he already believed that I was his daughter and was very kind to me. He's very interested in you, Mom......"

I interjected during her pause: "I didn't prepare a gift because you returned all the previous gifts to me, I wonder if you don't like dolls anymore?" You tell your mother that now whatever you like, I'm ready to give you. ”

Her tone began to hurt a little, but she was still stubborn: "My father's illness is cured. ”

I was about to speak, but she said aggrievedly: "Why don't you listen to me......"

I couldn't help but feel a little distressed, and I couldn't avoid it anymore: "He's cured, congratulations." ”

"Can you come back and stay with us, then?" She asked.

I said, "No." And I don't want to hear anything about him anymore. ”

She was silent.

I don't know what her expression is, but I don't want to lie to her: "He told me that you said a lot to him." Niannian, I hope you can accept that I will not go back to your father. ”

"I don't want to accept it." She muttered, "My father's illness is cured, anyway, you haven't married Uncle Meng yet." I don't like Uncle Meng, he's not my father. ”

"I just like him, and your sister likes him more." I said, "Your sister is very afraid of your father, even if it is only for this, I should not reconcile with him." ”

"Then my sister is your child, am I not?" She asked sadly.

"Of course you too, if you want, you can still come back to be with me, and I won't stop you from seeing your father." I said, "It's good for you and me." ”

"It's not good for me, I want my mom and dad to be with me." As she spoke, she cried, "Mom, I think you're so selfish, and my dad didn't do anything wrong...... Even if he did something wrong, it was because of the bad thoughts, and I told him about it. You just forgive Niannian, okay to come back to us? I don't have a mom anymore! ”

I don't know if she thought these words by herself or was taught, but these words hurt my heart.

I didn't speak, and she sobbed for a while, whimpering, "I don't understand, you knew that my father was sick, why did you give birth to me, and you had to abandon me after giving birth to me." It was you who told me that my dad was sick and that we were going to help him together, and now you are repentant. You told me before that children need to know how to take responsibility for their actions, so why are you not responsible? ”

I said, "You're right. ”

She sobbed to herself and did not speak.

"I did say big things and did wrong things, and I really shouldn't have given birth to you in that situation." I said, "But Niannian, even though you are all right, I still have to say I'm sorry." It's not like I haven't tried this kind of responsibility as you think, but I really can't afford it. ”

She said, "It's good if you come back." ”

"I can't go back." I said, "In the days since I divorced your father, I've often wondered why I've come to where I am today. Whimsically wanted to change your father's illness, and gave birth to a child when the conditions did not allow it at all, so that you and your sister lived in such a deformed family, even if your father was in this situation, I still didn't like you as much as he did...... And so on, I knew it was my failure. I admit that my marriage to your father was wrong, and that the person responsible for this mistake is not your father, but myself. Over the years, I've been trying to do a little better than to make myself more and more disgusting, and I've found that I can't change anything other than make myself more and more disgusting and make the situation worse. ”

While inhaling and wiping away tears, Nian Nian said, "I don't just like Dad, I also like Mom's ......"

I didn't answer her words.

I don't know if all of what I'm saying can be understood by Niannian, but I don't expect her to fully understand, let alone blame me anymore, I just want her to understand my determination: "Niannian, people should indeed pay for their choices, but this order is too expensive, if I can live to be sixty years old, thinking that the next thirty years will be by your father's side, and repeat the turbulent days of the past ten years, I still don't have the ability to make this situation better, so I will become more terrible, uglier, Then there will be only you in Mom's world, and you will soon grow up, you will want to be independent, and you will leave me. I will have nothing left. ”

"I won't......" she whispered as if she had been wronged.

"You will." I said, "Then you're going to say, 'Mom, why can't you be a little happier?' You chose to marry my dad and stay with him, why are you so hateful now? Why do you blame me every day? Niannian, in a few years, you will understand that the current situation, no matter what choice I make, it is a mistake, just like you and my sister, no matter how you decide, you will hurt one of them. So I'm selfish because I want to make choices that are better for myself. Even if I don't marry Uncle Meng, there will be other uncles, and even if I don't get married again, I will never go back to be with your father, I'm sorry, Niannian. ”

She was silent for a long time before asking, "Then what should I do?" ”

"I want you to come back to live with me, and I will arrange for you to meet your father." I said, "It's just because I'm in better condition." ”

She hesitated for a long time before she said, "Then can you give him all my father's money?" ”

I chuckled in my heart, felt something was wrong, and asked, "Who asked you to make this request?" ”

"No one." She said: "My dad is very poor now, he still has to take medicine for treatment, and my grandfather borrowed a lot of money to help him see a doctor. Mom, didn't you take my dad's money? Will you give it back to him? ”

"I gave him money when I got divorced."

"That's just a little bit of money." "I'm talking about my dad's big house, my car, my plane, my people and his business," she said...... If my dad still has these, he won't let you be bullied by a bad uncle, and he won't be dumped by you using this as an excuse. ”

I said, "Who told me who asked you to make this request?" ”

"Myself." She was so determined.

I asked, "Do you understand what that means?" ”

"Of course I understand, it used to be my dad's." "Now we can't go out because the police are always following us and coming to our house," she said. There were a lot of people who wanted to kill my father, and a few days ago a person ran into the house and hid in our study for a long time, along with a gun. Luckily, my dad got him out. ”

I was even more worried: "Is there something wrong with you?" ”

"I have it! I'm terrified! She swept away the previous gloom and said excitedly, "Mom, I'm really scared." ”

I said, "Then I'll send someone to pick you up." ”

"Don't!"

"No, I have to take you," I said, "I wouldn't have put you there if I had known about these things." Also, your grandmother promised me that I would live in her house, so why would you live with your father? ”

"Because I insisted on living with my father, I came back to live with my father!" She was anxious and shouted: "If you take me back, I will run outside and lose myself, so that you can never find me again!" ”

Even if I send someone now, I have to wait, I understood Niannian's temper, so I said, "Then what do you want to do?" ”

"Just give me back all my dad's money." "My dad told me before, and it was for me," she said. ”

I said, "Give it to you and wait until you reach adulthood." ”

"But I have the right to dispose of it." "I want to give it back to my dad," she said. ”

I really can't believe that Nian would take the initiative to talk to me about such a thing, "Tell me, who taught you these words?" ”

"Nobody taught me." Nian Nian was very displeased: "Mom, you have already said, you don't want to come back to be with my dad anyway, I am my dad's baby, you don't want me anymore, in this case, now that my dad and I are suffering, why are you still taking our money?" ”

I said, "You'll give it to you when you're an adult." ”

"I want it now."

"Not now." I said it bluntly.

"Humph!" Nian Nian snorted heavily: "So you just cheated my dad out of his money and then divorced him, right?" ”

I raised my voice coldly, "Who said that to you?" Isn't it your grandfather? ”》≠》≠》≠》≠，

"Where do you need someone to say to me? Isn't that the way things are? She seemed to be a different person suddenly, and said angrily: "Mom, what you said is all lying to me, right? Otherwise, why resolutely not give us the money? ”

I'm already completely sure that there is a military advisor behind her who knows me very well, no need to ask, it's either Old Man Fan or Fan Yin.

I said, "I won't give it to you because I'm afraid it's a ploy." ”

"The money was originally my father's, how can it be a ploy to return it to my father?" She said sharply: "It's obviously you who has a plan!" ”

I was tempted to continue rebuttal, but reason pulled me back in time, because I suddenly remembered what Shizune had told me about the time he had accused his mother in court. I understand that I must be trapped by the same routine, if I am too resolute, Nian Nian will definitely give me a real "loss of myself", the top priority is to stabilize Nian Nian first, and then call her back through the police: "Okay, Mom promised you, give it to you first." But I need someone of my choice to help you. ”

"No, my dad can help me."

"Okay." Whatever, anyway, it's a matter of stabilizing her, and I can't be too obedient to be seen as flawed: "But the property part must be in your name." ”