Chapter Fifty-Six: Unfulfilled Wishes
readx; I glanced at Bai Wuchang, he smiled at me, and said, "You know why this is called Wangxiangtai, sometimes I prefer to call it Delusional Terrace, in addition to making you happy, the main purpose is to let you obediently go to drink soup." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 At this point, unless the people are very strong-willed, the vast majority of ordinary people want to die quickly, and they are in a hurry to drink the Meng Po soup."
I was so shocked that I couldn't close my mouth and asked, "How do you know what I think"?
Bai Wuchang smiled contemptuously: "Do you think you are the first person I brought here?"
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, yes, I'm so stupid, what kind of person is my eldest brother, he has been a ghost official for more than 600 years, how many life pasts, joys and sorrows have been seen, I'm so naïve.
Saying that, my mood calmed down, so I said: "Let's go quickly, I'm afraid of heights, if I don't look at this picture, it's really panicked."
Bai Wuchang said: "Don't worry, Brother Xian, you know that you are in Wangxiangtai, and you are not dead, so you are in a hurry to leave, but Wangxiangtai is definitely not as simple as just evoking your good memories."
I looked at Bai Wuchang suspiciously, he just smiled, and then turned to the picture Nunu mouth, motioning for me to continue. So, I followed Bai Wuchang's instructions and returned my gaze to the picture.
At this time, I saw a picture that I had never dared to hope for, a thin and kind old lady with a white hat holding an infant and shaking it gently, humming the lullaby that my father used to hum to me when I was a child; Then, a fat boy of three or four years old circled around the old lady with a small windmill in his hand; Then, a teenage child was bullied by his friends and threw himself into the arms of an old lady sitting in a rocking chair, and the old lady caressed the child's head, and the child stopped crying; At the train station, it was still this old lady with a white hat, caressing the face of the young man who was a head taller than her, and leaving crystal tears in her eyes after the young man got on the train and drove away.
Finally, it was a family photo. In the photo, a pair of old men are sitting on the Taishi chair, and a pair of middle-aged men and women are standing behind them......
Seeing this, I could no longer hold back my tears and let it rain.
The old lady in the picture is my grandmother, whom I have only seen pictures but never met, and she is wearing the little white hat that old ladies of her time often wear, and she is so kind. I have fantasized countless times about what it would be like if my grandmother grew up with me, and when I was a child, the love of the grandmother of the child next door to him has always been the most painful knot in my heart when I was a child, and how I want to have a grandmother who is used to everything.
I don't know if the image in the picture is my memory of the neighbor's grandmother, or whether it is my own fantasy of grandma in my head, but as the picture changes, everything there makes me feel as if it is real, from childhood to adulthood, there is a grandmother who loves me so much, and has accompanied me all the way to grow up until I get married and have children, and I have always lived.
I cried into a tearful person, the sadness in my heart is indescribable, although I hope that my grandparents are still alive, but at this moment I hope that they are no more, because I am dead, how heart-wrenching it is for a white-haired person to send a black-haired person. Therefore, I want to drink the soup of Meng Po, forget these pasts, forget these sorrows.
Thinking of this, I suddenly came to my senses again, oh shit, no, this feeling is so fucking familiar. So I looked at Bai Impermanence again.
He still smirked and said, "How about Brother Xian, isn't it as cool as knocking medicine?"
I gave him a blank look and said, "I haven't been drugged, I don't know how it feels, but this feeling is really good, it's like having an extremely real dream, a dream that never changes, thank you big brother"!
Bai Wuchang said: "Alas, Brother Xian, it's a foreign way to say this, this is also a gift from your brother who first came to the underworld." But then again, you are also a person of great affection, you know how to honor and remember your elders, what you see and feel is the most real, the most joyful, and the most desired in your heart, if you don't think in your heart, you can't see these things. No wonder you worshiped the Jizo King Bodhisattva in the first place, I think you will really die in the future, and it will be very difficult to come to this earth."
I asked him what he meant, and he said, "Even if you are a person with a heavy filial piety, if you die, you will either go directly to reincarnation or ascend to the immortal realm, and you will not go to hell to suffer."
I smiled against my will, forget it anyway. Filial piety is only one aspect, I eat meat and kill, but fortunately, I am obscene and adulterous, as far as Chen Qianning and I can't tell the incomprehensible things, I don't know how many fucking hells I will have to go to, saying that I can directly enter reincarnation is really exalting me.
However, I am still very grateful to Bai Wuchang for his kindness, which gave me such real memories, as if I had been brainwashed, but this brainwashing was really hearty.
After the polite service, Bai Wuchang was about to take me away, I suddenly thought of Bai Wuchang's metaphor just now, and asked: "Big brother, you just asked me if I was as cool as a drug, you quickly recruited from the truth, why do you say this modern word so slippery, aren't you doing something bad"?
Bai Wuchang smiled and said: "Brother Xian, why are you stupid again, I have been addicted to drugs and drug addicts for a year, what they said in Wangxiangtai."
As soon as I heard it, okay, seniority is the capital, and he can use me for any problem, choking me, this slut.