628 I don't want to believe a word

I didn't respond for a long time, and he never said anything. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I didn't turn my head, I didn't know his expression, but I couldn't feel his speeding heartbeat.

Finally, I spoke, "I'm running out of time." ”

He remained silent.

I tried to turn around, but he hugged him tightly, and I struggled for a while, but to no avail, and I started to get annoyed: "You let go." ”

With his head still on my neck, he whispered, "Answer me first." ”

I couldn't help but bite my lower lip.

He waited for a moment, as if he had lost patience, and slowly let go.

I turned around, looked at him and said, "What you just said is not feasible at all. ”

He hooked the corners of his mouth, and his expression was not surprised.

I continued, "Besides, you are secretive, I don't think you have any intention of wanting to get back together with me. ”

He still didn't speak, just laughed, and the laughter made my heart furious.

I continued earnestly: "If you want to get back together with me, at least you won't suddenly run to Las Vegas to relieve the early summer of Guan, no matter what words you use to explain this, I can't believe it." You know that I am most afraid of you having a woman's condition. ”

"You look so serious," he said as if he had heard a joke and folded his arms: "Miss Chairman." ”

I couldn't help but be stunned, and I had a sense of foreboding.

"Just kidding you, you really took it seriously." He smiled and said, "You're so cute." ”

I asked, "What do you mean?" ”

"That's what you heard." He smiled, but he still didn't care, "You're an old woman with a bad reputation and a bad personality, what do you have left without money?" Where did you get the confidence that I would still want you? ”

I looked at him and didn't speak.

He paused for a moment, as if waiting for my reaction, and when he saw that I didn't react, he continued: "I've been a little bored recently because I have to stay at your house, and when I see you taking the initiative, I tease you." If you have the money and want to get back together with me, I may agree, but if you don't have the money, I still have to support you. ”

I still didn't speak.

He seemed a little surprised and asked, "What is your attitude?" ”

"A relieved attitude." I said, "I've been struggling with this lately, and I don't need to think about it anymore." ”

He stopped talking.

"Anyway, I've had a great time lately, thank you." I said, "If you want to see me next, you can always ask my special assistant to make an appointment." ”

He frowned slightly: "What do you want to do?" ”

"What?" I didn't understand what he meant.

Apparently he thought I was too calm, probably afraid that I would go to extremes next.

Indeed, if it had been before, I would have made a fuss, or at least I would have broken down and cried. But now I'm not who I used to be, and it's normal for him to hate me, and my actions in court became one of the things that put him in a mental hospital, and he never forgave me anything. Therefore, I was fully mentally prepared, and I even vaguely felt that it was more real than that he was still in love with me, and that he wanted to trick me to vent his hatred.

He hesitated for a moment and said, "Forget it, those words just now were my ......"

"Cumbersome." I interrupted him: "Don't say it. ”

He raised his hand, and I knew he was trying to grab my arm. I took a step back, and sure enough, he caught it.

He was slightly stunned and opened his mouth: "I just said that just because ......"

"I told you to stop talking," I said, "I know what you're trying to say, and you're trying to say that it's all a lie." But I don't want to believe any of your words, otherwise I wouldn't have lived to be forty years old. ”

He stopped talking.

I said, "I'm leaving for Japan, bye-bye." ”

I got out of the room and got on the plane to Tokyo, and I had a strange feeling when I took off, that the plane was going up and I felt like I was sinking. I knew that my life would be the same again, a pool of stagnant water, without passion, day after day, like a gorgeous tomb, dead but safe.

I stayed in Japan for three days, and then I went to a country in the southern hemisphere, not only was the jet lag very messy, but the seasons were also good, and although I was not very comfortable, I still liked my previous work pattern, and I had a fever during this time, but it was not too bad. If it weren't for my dad contacting me out of the blue, I would have forgotten to remember that I was going to get married.

My dad was still in the hospital, and he was resting when I arrived, so I talked to the doctor and learned that my dad still asked for surgery after I got married, and many people have been persuading him to arrange surgery soon, but my dad's attitude has not changed in the slightest.

When he woke up, I went in, but Sansa was not there, and there was only one maid in the ward.

After so many days, he didn't see any emaciation, and his complexion was fine, and he smiled and looked very happy when he saw me.

After I sat down, I exchanged a few words with him and chatted about the company, and he said, "Have you tried the wedding dress?" ”

"Not yet." I said, "I've been out of the country lately. ”

The smile on his face immediately retracted most of it: "I will get married in five days." ”

"The size of the wedding dress is definitely fine, the style is also what I have seen before, and even if there are imperfections, I don't need to change anything."

He said dissatisfiedly, "What are these words? For both you and Jian Cong, this is the first wedding in your life. ”

"You forgot." I said, "I'm married." ”

"Didn't they do it for you?"

"No, but we wore wedding dresses on our wedding day, invited friends to dinner, and received gifts."

His eyebrows furrowed: "What are you talking about?" ”

I smiled and said, "Just explain this." ”

He looked at me and was dissatisfied: "I'm not so confused that I can't even hear what you're saying. ”

I didn't speak.

He was silent for a while before he suddenly looked at me and said, "Come to me." He patted his place beside him and said, "Come here and sit, I have something to say to you." ”

I went over and sat down, and he shook my hand and smiled. In my impression and the evaluation of others, he has always been a person who is as cold as frost and sees through the red dust, and as he gets older and sicker, he seems to be more and more kind.

Therefore, I was very unaccustomed to his current attitude, and I couldn't help but hang my head to avoid meeting his gaze.

"I know that you are in a hurry to let me have surgery, since I promised you, I will never break my word, don't worry about this." He said: "The doctor also said that there is no problem at all to survive your marriage. ”

I said, "Okay." ”

"Jian Cong is the child I watched grow up, he used to be very motivated and chic, since he lost a leg, he has become more sensitive and dull, and he seems to be a little self-defeating, but this is a disability after all, I believe that as you get married and your life changes for the better, he will slowly become sunny again." He said earnestly: "Then you will understand what the right decision to marry him is to listen to my words." ”

I said, "Okay." ”

Apparently he saw that I was upset, and immediately showed displeasure: "Why are you not happy at all? ”

I said, "I'm very happy." ”

"I know you're still thinking about him." He became serious: "This time Jian Cong endured it because you are not married yet, and he also likes you." Don't do this kind of thing again after getting married, lest the Meng family poke our backbones and say that our Su family has no way to teach our daughters. ”

I asked, "Did Meng Jiancong tell you something?" ”

"Don't say it, don't think I don't know you're doing all that behind my back all day." He said seriously: "What's more, you couldn't hide the expression you had when you came to see me last time. ”

I said, "It's broken." ”

"I can see it." He sighed: "I'm too lazy to think about why you can't do without him, even if Jian Cong is not as attractive as he was when he was healthy, but at least he is not a madman and is more polite, not using violence against you." I thought that as long as you get along with a good man, you will completely forget about him by comparison. ”

I said, "Maybe it's because Meng Jiancong doesn't love me." ”

"Who says he doesn't love you?" He said, "I see that he loves you very much, and he endures this kind of thing and continues to marry you, how can he love you." It's Fanyin, he's a madman, like you who is stupid and willing to be by his side, risking genetic psychosis to give him a child, but it's still my daughter, but even so, he doesn't treat you well, he doesn't love you at all. ”

I didn't speak.

He also changed the subject: "I asked you to come today, just to find out about the wedding, but it seems that you don't know anything about the wedding." This is not good, after all, it is a wedding, Jian Cong has been paying attention, but you have never seen a wedding dress until today, so you despise the Meng family too much. ”

I said, "I'll contact him in the afternoon to try on the wedding dress and ask about the wedding process." ”

He nodded and asked, "Why is your face so bad?" ”

"I've been a little tired lately." I say.

"Arwen said that you have been in poor health recently and always have a fever? What's going on? He asked, "Have you checked it carefully?" ”

"No problem." He didn't know about the blood clots, because the blood clots were still dangerous, and I didn't want him to worry, let alone worry about him, so I didn't plan to tell him: "Maybe it's just a little cold." ”

He said, "Wait a minute, don't go yet, let the doctor give you a check-up."

I said, "No, I'll wait a minute."

He said, "Nothing is as important as your body."

I shook my head and said, "It's really fine, I know my own body, thank you for your concern."

He looked at me deeply, probably because my words made him unhappy, and the little kindness on his face was also put away, and he became stronger: "You arrange your work yourself, don't take care of everything, see a doctor if you are not feeling well, and rest in time."

I didn't speak.

He was very dissatisfied: "If you can't combine work and rest, I'll let Shanshan help you."

I knew what he meant: "If I have another fever, I'll get checked."

"Come to me and check." He stressed.