I looked at the person in front of me, I didn't know what I was doing, but I knew that there seemed to be an indescribable fire in my heart, and there was a burning pain that didn't release it, which made my consciousness more blurred, but at this time, we had no way to control our bodies, and we could only vaguely hear any sounds, roars, screams, all of which were so distinct, but they made me feel an irrepressible excitement. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

No, I knew it was wrong, but I still couldn't stop thinking in my heart, and I wanted to listen to even more terrible screams, and sink in these terrifying sounds, as if I were a person who had been tricked into illusion, immersed in my own desires.

"Mo...... si……”

What is the sound? Who am I? Why is it like this? Where am I? I asked myself questions one after another, as if I had forgotten them all, but my memory was extremely lucid, I wanted to speak, but there was no sound, I didn't know who I was, I only knew that I enjoyed the feeling, like the poison of the corpse's fall, blurring the concept in my mind over and over again.

Just follow your instincts, everything else is left alone, you just have to enjoy that sinking, sleep, sleep.

I listened to the voice in my heart, a deep feeling of exhaustion came to me, I felt sleepy, so I went to sleep like this, had a good dream, and when I woke up, everything was still the same...... Nothing will change.

"Mo...... shen…… Bear! ”

I opened my eyes suddenly, and the realization in my eyes was blurry, and I couldn't see anything clearly, but my ears heard some sound of soo, and the sound of water droplets.

The breath between the wings of my nose made me feel a little familiar, there was nothing unusual about my body, I moved my body, but I felt that it had fallen to the ground uncontrollably, I don't know if God was joking with me, when I looked up at the sky, I saw the drowsy sky in a trance, just like my current drowsy head, my fingers touched the comfortable ground but gradually spread above the fingers, what is it?

The consciousness was not gone, and the little five senses I had left made me feel the wetness spreading from the side of my ears, burning my ears with some burning pain. There were a few mournful chirps in my ears, and the sound seemed to be right in my ears, and a wet and cool thing stuck to my face, and my vision made me see a cloud of gray.

Be...... Who? It's familiar. But then, I felt him leave me, replaced by a black, angry red eyes looking at me in a trance, as if I had done something unforgivable. I pulled the corners of my mouth, and when I ran out of strength, the world was dark again.

"Gollum."

I heard a wheering sound, but it didn't look like it when I listened closely. Not only that, but I also smelled a hint of grass, where is this?

I opened my eyes, and I didn't do it, to be exact, I just had a feeling that everything in front of me had changed from darkness to a clear world.

I was a little stunned by everything in front of me, and I looked at the endless prairie in front of me, the tall grass perfectly hiding the voices of the people.

I looked at the cat, which was the size of a leopard, and I still couldn't come back to my senses. Is this still a cat? But looking at what is definitely called a flat face compared to a leopard, I decided to call him a big cat.

I looked at the big black cat's swarthy fur, and it seemed that it was very pleasant at this moment.

A few small mimi sounds came, I got closer to look, but I saw a few kittens who had not yet opened their eyes, some were black and white, one was pure white, and one was the same color as the big black cat, it seemed that these little milk cats were her children.

I guessed in my mind that as a cat, most of them were restless, and after a while, I saw these kittens walking around, or playing with the grass that was almost half a man high, and the big black cat was just lying there lazily, only occasionally sweeping the kittens with its tail, and one side they ran away.

My eyes inevitably fell on the emaciated black cat, the only one among the kittens. I looked at her little ball, nestled in her mother's arms, and did not run around, as if she was a little tired, the big black cat was also very fond of this child, just let her quietly stick to her belly, and the two of them were napping together.

I don't know when the scene will change, but when I looked, I saw the little black cat rushing up with a brisk stride, which was much older than just now, and it looked very energetic, still in this jungle, as if this place was their paradise.

Suddenly, a sharp roar of a big black cat came from a short distance, and I don't know what it was resisting or how, but I could only hear the rough sound of the beast.

Although these little ones have grown up a lot, they still can't compare with their mothers, they seem to be frightened, and they all huddle together and dare not move.

I don't know what's going on, because my gaze seems to stay on the little black cat, as if it's locked into a person's "God's perspective".

After a while, the voice of the big black cat was gone, and in just a few seconds, the jungle was opened roughly, and a big yellow cat of unknown breed came over imposingly, followed by the big black cat.

When the kittens saw their mothers, they all leaned over, but they were suddenly swept away by the big yellow cat, and their attitude was very bad.

But strangely, their mother behind them did not stop her in the slightest, and I could see the fear in her eyes.

I looked at the little black cat and didn't know what she was supposed to do. But the scene has changed again.

This time the scene is not this place, but a dark forest, the protagonist is still the little black cat, she has grown up a lot, the fur on her body has become very obedient than when she was younger, and it has become very quiet in the moonlight.

The little black cat stood on a rock, looking up at the full moon in the sky, I don't know what he was doing, but what I could understand was that what he had to do was definitely more than just looking at the moon. In a trance, I seemed to see the shadow of okra from this little black cat......

The scene changed again, but this time the scene was a little unacceptable to me, and what I saw was a bloody scene. The corpse of the little black cat lay quietly on the ground, as if it were a weak life, and it was not worth mentioning at all in this dense forest. I looked at the clamp that was tightly fastened to the belly of the little black cat, and for the first time I felt a chill in my heart, the deadly iron clamp cut off the little black cat's body, and the bright red blood and pink flesh in her body mixed with the erosive body, and I could even smell the smell of blood that was close at hand.

I don't know how to put on my face, after all, I seem to be just a mass of consciousness now, and there is no way to express my current thoughts, as if I can only feel ...... It's cold.

I don't know how long it took, but the beast was gone, and all that was left was a broken skeleton, and I didn't know how I could feel it, and I wanted to cover it with earth.

And, I did it too. Not exactly who I am now.

I looked at the words in front of me, which had almost shrunk twice, without the slightest expression, just holding the soil in my hand, and covering the corpse of the little black cat little by little, I watched him do these actions without the slightest abnormality, as if it were taken for granted, this is ...... I was ...... back then

But why don't I have any impression of this? I watched as I, who was probably not more than five years old, silently filled in the soil and piled up the little black cat's corpse into a small mound, after which I heard a voice that shocked me beyond measure.

"Dust to dust, dust to dust, so that you can do it yourself." I watched my young mouth open and close, listening to that immature voice, this, this is the sound I made, without the slightest awkwardness, and there was no ambiguity.

I immediately looked into his ear, no! Without hearing aids, as if I had discovered something, I looked at the young me in front of me. He wasn't even seven years old! My father gave me hearing aids when I was seven years old, but now I'm younger.

Where is this again? I don't even know why I'm here, it's not Dragon's Back Mountain, the trees here aren't on Dragon's Back Mountain, but where is it? Why did I come to this place when I was a child?

It was like a nightmare, I couldn't get out of my own circle, why was this happening, why was I able to speak before I was seven years old, and why I was in this place I had never seen before. And why...... I don't have any memories of before I was seven years old!

I thought about it suddenly, and as I realized it, the scene around me changed again.

It was still the same place, except that I was gone when I was a child, and as the moon rose, I saw the little dirt bag slowly bulge, and then out of the mound came a complete black cat, with the red in its eyes that I was familiar with.

I almost couldn't help but want to call her.

"Okra ......"

That's right, it's her, those red eyes turned to look in one direction, as if looking at something, I don't know why, I can perceive that when I was a child, I should have left in that direction.

After that, okra ran in that direction without hesitation, but disappeared without a trace in an instant.

My mind was a mess, I don't know why, and what I saw next was something I hadn't expected at all.

I watched the okra out of my sight, slowly watching everything about me. Watching me grow up and even following me to school. Day by day, tirelessly.

Until one day, I saw her back in the forest, I don't know what she was doing, I could only see her constantly screaming at the full moon in the sky, all the while, the original delicate voice was now hoarse and ugly, until finally, I saw her soft and beautiful tail split in two.

What happened after that, it shocked me again.

I watched as Okra's body continued to twist and take on a form I had never seen before, and gradually, he had the outline of a human being, and slowly, he formed a tender white body kneeling on the ground.

I looked at the small figure, naked and trembling in the moonlight, as if she were in great pain, but there was nothing I could do to help her. At the same time, it also made me understand one thing, okra is not an ordinary demon, Mo Qianqian once said that she is a spirit animal, I think of her body that was eaten by others, and my heart was numb and painful.

Okra......

I saw the trembling man raise his face, but for a moment, time seemed to freeze, and I stared at her face with infinite disbelief in my heart.

How is that possible, how is this possible......

I looked at the man in front of me, and that face I will never forget, that ...... Girl. The one who has been by my side, without the slightest resentment, a little playful but very cute, very powerful, when I was talking about the hospital at night, suddenly disappeared......

I never thought that the girl was okra, the black cat that had been disappearing inexplicably and appearing inexplicably, my guardian spirit animal.

I looked at the scene in front of me, and I could almost feel the pain in my body, but I seemed a little ridiculous, what else could I say. It's all useless.

I watched as okra turned into a girl, dressed in the clothes I was familiar with, watched her follow me, and at the last moment, she disappeared.

I watched her stay alone in the shadows, and I couldn't find her disappointed look. A sour eye.

Where I didn't see it, when I thought okra was about to escape, the girl who had been watching me had been watching me hide in the shadows and silently endure all this, silently ...... Tears in my eyes.

It's as if everything is out of the way. Okra left, returned to the forest again, passed through that scene again, turned into a black cat again, and followed me without hesitation.

Why, why is this over and over again? Approaching me without having too much contact with me, seeing this, I understood something in a trance.

Looking at that lonely voice, my eyes slowly fell into darkness.

With the protection of you, why is this happening, and what is it...... Why? (To be continued.) )