I was twenty-seven years old. On this day, as usual, the temperature reached 28 degrees.

The moment I woke up, I realized that I was on the subway, and people around me kept asking me in German: "Are you okay?" ”

I know, he just came.

My mom used to tell me that the second personality was me, that it was an innate part of me. I have seen all of his actions, and he should face them squarely in order to be able to heal them.

But, I don't want to cure it at all.

Because it's emotional, stupid, vulnerable......

It's like an uneducated toddler, or an animal that can't be educated.

I don't like it, and I don't want to admit it's a part of me.

It's it, I'm me.

I don't know where that guy is going, but I'm afraid of crowded places because they can easily kill me.

So I hurried out of the subway and went upstairs and out of the subway station, which was still full of people, which seriously disturbed me.

Luckily, I made it to the subway station.

It's still crowded, but it's a good thing to have a great view.

I pulled out my phone and wanted to make a call. At the same time, I went to dig into my pockets and found that there were no cigarettes in my pockets.

The cigarette shop was across the road and I had to walk over it.

But just as I had taken three steps, a figure threw himself into my arms.

Actually, I could avoid her, but she was a very beautiful girl. She has long, jet-black hair that has not been dyed in any way. She has a slender but muscular figure, and her face shape is a standard goose egg face, with somewhat thick eyebrows, much like Hepburn's style. Her eyes are like both Danfeng and peach blossoms, probably somewhere in between, as beautiful as a brilliant jewel, and as charming as a fox fairy in the book.

She wore her long waterfall-like hair, a dark blue long skirt, a white shirt, all loose styles, and a black Oxford cloth satchel, looking like a female school student during the Republic of China.

In my opinion, this kind of dress matches her appearance very well, the beauty is not in the bones, and she is not the kind of woman who is very beautiful and hurtful.

I spent so much time describing her appearance because of the she's beautiful she's going on a date next.

She led me to a mediocre-looking restaurant and kept smiling as I ate. Her dining movements have the elegance of being "the same kind of person" as me, and the family should be good. But her clothes are designed and made of relatively ordinary materials, and she looks like a rich girl who has traveled to experience life?

She spoke to "me" so unabashedly that she seemed a little rude, and even pinched my face with her hand. Obviously, the relationship between them is already very good.

I don't know if I've been laid?

After the meal, I took advantage of her going to the bathroom and turned on her mobile phone, the password turned out to be my birthday, and the screensaver was a photo of the idiot leaning against her, and the two of them kissed like glue...... Looks like I've been laid.

She has a passport photo in her phone, her name is Su Lingyu, and she will only be eighteen next month.

She soon came out and walked like a bird ready to flutter at any moment. She sat down and said, "I'm sorry to keep you waiting for me." ”

"It's okay." It's not hard to pretend to be that fool at all: "I'm willing to wait." ”

"That's good." She put her hand in front of my eyes again and rubbed my face vigorously.

I felt like my face was like a dough that she kneaded sourly.

We went out the door.

She took my hand and asked, "Where else do you want to go?" ”

They came out without a plan, which was a waste of my time.

That idiot can actually talk about his girlfriend.,It's still a young and beautiful little Lori.。

Hehe.

The world is crazy.

"Where do you want to go?" I asked cutely.

"Go to the movies!" She leaned over and pouted. Her little mouth was pink and shiny, and it looked like a delicious jelly.

I kissed it, I felt something on my mouth, and I was about to wipe it with my hand, but her wrist was grabbed by her: "It's lip balm!" You erase a little. ”

I......

"Hurry up! Your mouth is going to be dry! "She's actually fierce.

"It's a little little." I'll pout.

Her eyes bloomed brightly. Love - yes, it's color. The light of love. Hungry Tiger pounced and rubbed the slimy ointment into my mouth.

I didn't say anything, but she blushed when she kissed her, but she pretended to be tough and asked, "How is it?" ”

"Good ......"

I especially like to see women blushing because shy guys are cute. I often deal with women like this, and of course, I will never pamper them because they blush, I will keep tempting them with money, watching them blush and do things that break their bottom line.

I love this game.

Because it reminds me that everything in this world is fake.

Including women who blush.

The sun was abundant that afternoon, and it was very hot on the road.

The two of us had only been holding hands for a short moment and started to sweat, but she still clasped me tightly.

Her palms are very rough, and if she doesn't do heavy work often, I'm afraid she has a skill. Unfortunately, I didn't just rummage through her bag, which would have been easy to spot.

While I was thinking about this and looking around, she had already read the names of a dozen movies and asked, "Which one do you want to see?" ”

"Crab Man."

"Okay!" She immediately hugged my arm, happy and worried: "You're so nice! ”

"What's wrong?" I try to make myself as cute as possible.

"You don't like to watch this, I thought you wanted to watch cartoons!" She said with a shy face: "But I love watching this one so much!" ”

We went to see "Crab Man".

This is the first time I have entered the cinema, and I thought that this place was the same as the theater, there were VIP seats, but I didn't expect that there was no such small cinema, and it was already full.

We were sitting in the middle and it was pitch black in the cinema.

My muscles tensed, trying to tell the bullets from the danger in the noisy movie theater.

The back of my head was always chilling, as if I was being stared at by someone's eyes or at gunpoint.

I wanted to escape, I wanted to hide, I even groped in my pocket the moment the bullet on the big screen rushed in front of me, but there was no pistol in it.

Suddenly, someone grabbed my wrist.

I couldn't help but snort and look at her.

Her eyes were fixed on the big screen, shaking my hand excitedly.

A plane battle is playing out on the screen.

The screen was spinning, and the cannonballs flashed like meteors.

Her eyes lit up, and she was as excited as the bride was about to rush to the wedding hall.

I finally got home that day.

When I took off my clothes, I found that the innermost layer was full of cold sweat.

It has been 16 years since I started working in my family's business when I was 10 years old. In the past 16 years, I have been in and out of the police station countless times, confronted with their accusations, dealt with them, and then came out safely. He was also nearly convicted, has been imprisoned for a while, and was beaten to the point of almost losing his life in prison.

I have also been pushed to the scene of shooting by third world countries, and a dozen machine guns are set up in front of my eyes, ready to shoot me into a sieve at any moment.

I also fled the scene of the explosion, was trapped in the mountains, and watched the people around me starve to death......

I've encountered everything, so I'm more and more desperate. I was afraid of strangers, of unfamiliar environments, of public places, of the world that I was not familiar with.

I asked Ah Chang to investigate this Su Lingyu.

"The information shows that her parents were both German-Chinese and were in the restaurant business before her death, but her father died before she was born, and her mother died when she was two years old," Achang said. ”

"What's that kind of eight for her?" Listen to it and leave it to work.

"I can't find out the real situation." "Her profile is clean, but none of her current relationships are German," Achang said. ”

"How good is her friend?"

"Not much, but the school people have a good opinion of her."

"She has an accent in German." This is what I heard when she bought the ticket: "Check it out to the Jiangnan generation." ”

"Got it." Ah Chang said: "Luo Yan is her roommate. ”

"Let her come to me."

Ah Chang didn't mention it, I forgot about Luo Yan. It was about this time the year before and I was very infatuated with her. She was trained by our family from a young age, and every piece of meat on her body has been strictly transformed to make her the kind of red face that men love the most. I have tested each one, and the one that makes me think the most is Luo Yan.

I think owning a lot of women is like owning a lot of antiques. She must be one of my favorite things to enjoy and the most reluctant to give away.

Luo Yan said: "She did have a relationship with someone who looked like you. ”

She didn't know that I had two personalities.

"How similar?"

"They look almost identical." She leaned on my chest and said with a coquettish smile, "But you are not attractive." ”

"How's she?"

"Silly." She said, "But the heart is quite good." ”

I told Luo Yan to keep an eye on her.

I wanted to know what she was doing and if it would be a danger to my body.

Soon after, I went to see Uncle Fei, played chess with him for tea, and met with the doctor he recommended to me.

I lost two sets to him and I felt defeated.

Uncle Fei asked, "What's on your mind?" ”

I've asked a lot of people about this, my mom, my dad, and Uncle Han. But no one ever gave me the standard answer: "Is there an absolutely good person in this world?" ”

"It doesn't exist." Uncle Fei's answer was as crisp as my mother's: "Are you still thinking about the second personality?" ”

"Hmm."

"He's starting to behave hurtfully?"

I shook my head.

"Let's see what the doctor will say tomorrow."

No, my question isn't over yet: "Isn't being stupid the same as being kind?" ”

"Not equally." He stirred the coffee in his cup and said, "To be stupid is to be vicious." ”

My second personality is stupid, but a lot of people say he's kind, including the doctors. They think that the second personality has taken all my goodness and left me with evil.

But I'm okay, I don't need those "kindnesses" because that's going to make me die quickly. But I don't know what I'm struggling with.