Forgetting is a self-healing function of human emotions. Many times, when people encounter unhappy or extremely painful things, memory often seals this unbearable impression, if there is no specific thing to stimulate, maybe I will not remember it for the rest of my life, the moon of the year, that is, the current Chen Qianning, is a glimpse of the shocking memory in my messy memory.

College has always been a disgusting memory for me, because in my sophomore year, I was kicked and kicked hard by my girlfriend who had been dating for more than a year. Like many examples of pried objects in college, she also gave me a really nice green hat and informed me that we pulled down.

I've been sad for a long time about this.

When we broke up, I was also cursed, just from that vicious woman, and the spell was: "Just like you, without me, you will never find a partner for the rest of your life".

I felt as helpless as Sleeping Beauty who had been cursed since birth, and the curse did come true for a while, and I really stayed alone in college.

Now that I think about it, it is very likely that this is related to my thin skin at the time, and I was humiliated by her like that, so I took it seriously, and I always felt ashamed of myself. And when I was in college, I didn't have such a shameless person as the old monk Jinghai around me, if I had the teaching of the old monk Jinghai back then, why would I have been alone for so long.

When a man is lonely, the easiest thing to do is two things, one is masturbation, and the other is fitness. Thankfully, it's the latter that I do most often, which keeps me in shape and keeps me healthy.

Otherwise, in the past few years of my work, with the frequency and intensity of my overtime, I would have been tired to see Hades. And in the haunted house of Nathampi, I was wrapped around my neck with a self-locking rope, and if no one saved me, even if I woke up the snitch, I would still be hanged from the beams.

Aside from fitness, my favorite thing is knives and guns. Controlled knives and firearms are prohibited in our country, but that doesn't mean you can't get them. I always felt that guns were too dangerous and too expensive to buy, so I put more effort into knives.

Because I am a pragmatist, and my money pocket is not so abundant, I buy a few hundred yuan of domestic high-imitation knives, and the effect is not bad.

Later, after I got into the habit of carrying a knife with me, I switched to folding knives, no matter what clothes I worn, there will always be one on my body, because I especially like a European and American slang term - oneknife, onelife (one knife, one life). If I hadn't had this habit that night I burned paper for Bai Wuchang, it would have been too big.

However, these are all things that I can buy at will after I work and have my own financial resources. When I was in college, I had to pay a few dollars for my living expenses. Because I saw the 49KS claw knife of cold steel by chance, that is, the legendary steel tiger, the perfect arc really fell out of my eyes and couldn't pull it out, I liked it very much. The price of the steel tiger at that time was more than 600, so I cut back for several months before I bought one, which was more expensive than my guitar.

I also have a shortcoming is blind self-confidence, watching other people's claw knives play chic and free on the Internet, I think people can play well, and the master can too, but I don't know how many exercises people have in front of others when they show off.

So, as someone who had never played with a claw knife before, I spun at a rapid pace. Sure enough, as expected, he slammed the knife into his hand. Because the knife was too sharp, the speed of getting started was very fast, which caused the irreparable scar on my palm.

It's a fucking pain. However, at that time, my physical fitness was at its peak, and my physical fitness was so good that I was not at all like now in the unit, sitting every day without exercising, and I was about to become a waste. The knife wound healed quickly, leaving only a scar.

During that time, my life was really not going well, my girlfriend was yellow, my hand was cut by a knife and left a scar, and I hung up on several subjects in the final exam. So, in the summer of that year, I set off to Daqing City to find my best friend in high school, the house, to solve my worries.

After the house transferred to high school and went to Daqing, usually during the winter and summer vacations, either he didn't go back to his hometown or I went to a relative's house in another city, and I didn't pay attention to it for several years without seeing each other, and I really missed him.

In my impression, Daqing is a relatively early ghost town, just like Ordos now. Because the oil industry was very developed there, the government was relatively rich, and the leaders were even more prescient, the urban development and construction were relatively early, and the new city was high and the roads were wide.

There are two things that impressed me the most about Daqing.

One is the local beef skewers, I don't know how it can be so delicious, that feeling is like the first time I went to Baoding, the first time I ate authentic donkey meat roasted. Although donkey meat is sold all over the country, I haven't found a place where Baoding is delicious, even in Beijing, which is only 40 minutes away from Baoding, the donkey meat is all cottages. Daqing's beef skewers are the same, and I still salivate all over the ground when I think about it.

The other is the road in Daqing, how can it be so clean, we took off our shoes and walked on the road barefoot, and there were no stones. I really don't know if the cleaners in Daqing are all vacuum cleaners.

The few days in Daqing are really a rare demure in my life, when I was a child, I grew up in a small town, the place is small, there are many people, and I always feel noisy; After going to college, in the big city, not only were there more people and cars, but I lay in bed in the dormitory building at night, and the whole night was buzzing, and I didn't know if it was the sound of the machine in the high-rise building or the vibration of the car on the road next to me, anyway, I didn't sleep a single night.

So, Daqing gave me a very good impression, and I even think that Daqing is suitable for cultivation, and in the current popular phrase, it is a very livable city.

Those days in Daqing were indeed very comfortable, and I forgot my troubles for a while.

Because the house and I are in the same place, he transferred to Daqing mainly because his uncle and aunt were there, and he has been living in his uncle's house. The uncle and aunt of the house are very hospitable people, after I went, they also treated me as a nephew, and almost took me to eat all the places they thought were delicious in Daqing, and in a trance they made me feel like another home.

It was also the first time that I felt the injustice of the world at the uncle's house in the house, and the uncle and aunt of the house were so good that they had no children under their knees, and I don't know if they had done something bad in the previous life, and it was the turn of the retribution in this life, because I saw that they were definitely not people who wanted to dink, which can be seen from their attitude towards the house. Because the house came to Daqing to go to school was requested by his uncle and aunt, and he also took the tuition, and he didn't know if he wanted to have a child to raise for a few days to relieve his worries.

They are so good to their nephews and their nephews' friends, let alone their own flesh and blood. Of course, although I was curious about this, I was too embarrassed to ask.

After living in Daqing for a few days, the house took me to the place where he studied and played after he transferred to high school, and kept telling me about his bits and pieces in each different scene. I was also very curious about the experience of the house, and I was reminded of the various fun and memorable scenes he described to me, as if we had lived and studied together in the past few years, and had never been separated.

The day before leaving, the house took me to the water park in Daqing, which had not yet been built, and on that day, I met the girl named Yueyao.