He wants to improve his self-will and dilute his negative emotions through his own tempering similar to Nirvana rebirth. He is soberly aware www.biquge.info that the current situation is not favorable to him, and he should not carry the negative burden of bearing, but must return himself to zero, and start from scratch in the first step of the long march. Of course, that's the case, it's not easy to really do it, what kind of energy do people have in this life, isn't it just to have a little sense of achievement, the scenery for a while, people can afford it, it's their own value! It's good all of a sudden, there is no rush, and my life is almost in vain. Jiang Chenghuan still thinks about it, so he simply comes to escape, fundamentally detached from the mortal world, and transcends the world. Thinking of this, he really wanted to emulate Jiang Chenghuan, and since he went out alone this time, he went to that mountain.

As the mountain gets closer and closer, the situation of the mountain becomes clearer and clearer, and the outline of the mountain is more accurately described. The mountain is a stone mountain, and it is a dysentery, not a single peak all the way to the top of the mountain, but presents a strange scene of all the peaks competing for beauty, mottled and weird. In this case, it is even more prohibitive that the summit is far away and difficult to climb. Intuitively, this mountain has the top of a hundred feet, and if you climb the mountain on foot, it is even more remote and difficult. But at a glance.

The peak turns around, under the cluster of ten thousand peaks, but there is a deep ∪-shaped col that comes into view, in the col, the vegetation is unusually luxuriant, the green shade is verdant, although it is far away, it can be vaguely recognized that it is a jungle dominated by fir trees, of course, there are scattered pine trees on the side, and it is larger, giving people a feeling of pine branches.

Zhang Kehua stood in the distance and looked at everything in front of him, and he didn't know which way to go up the mountain for a while. If you go up the stairs around the stones, the scorching sun is on the head, but it is clear at a glance, if you drill into the fir forest, it is shady, but it is easy to get lost, each has its own advantages and disadvantages, and it is difficult to choose for a while. Looking up and seeing the sun heading west, this is obviously the rhythm of the day that is about to end, where to go? After walking for most of the day, he was already hungry, so he simply found a shady place and sat down on a stone, opened his bag and took out bread, nibbled on two bites, and unscrewed the lid of the mineral water bottle.

There is a saying that people are iron, rice is steel, if you don't eat a meal, you will be hungry and panic, no matter whether you advance or retreat, filling your stomach is the last word.

This is tempering, forging, to completely eliminate one's own dross, to be a new man, to endure hardships and suffering. At that moment, he stood up and resolutely took the first step of climbing the mountain, climbing the hot mountain steps.

Although it was a hot day, and there was physical and mental fatigue in the afternoon, he climbed for half an hour without stopping, with a firm belief, thinking only that this was the sun setting in the west, and the ambition to trample everything under his feet. I gradually felt weak and couldn't do anything, and my feet fluttered as if I was stepping on cotton. When he turned around and looked down the mountain, he was already at a loss. Occasionally, a flashing figure loomed like an ant, and there was a trance in front of him. This mountaineering road is completely different from the flat road, it seems not far away, but it takes a lot of work to reach, looking up at the top of the mountain, it should be not far away, but it is only a step away, but it is not two hours to reach. I thought about it, and my physical strength became weaker and weaker, and I didn't know what it was like for two hours. At this moment, he is really a little difficult to ride a tiger. To put it mildly, if he encounters a jackal beast at this time, he will definitely be dead, and there is no hope of survival. But then again, even if he is strong, he can't compete with the jackal beast, because he doesn't have enough fighting ability, but he will have enough confidence and courage to fight to the death.

But no matter what, he had to keep going, and the top of the mountain was his ultimate goal.

He kept moving forward, although he was very tired, although he was very lonely, although he felt that he was the only one in the whole world, but he knew that he could not stop at this moment, and once he stopped, he would never be able to get up again. He relied on willpower to take every step, and he also knew that the more he was at the limit, the easier it was to surpass the limit, which meant that he was getting closer and closer to Nirvana rebirth.

Before I knew it, the sky darkened, and everything in front of me was like countless ants trembling, and this place was simply a secluded world. Of course, there is not a single bamboo here, but it leads him into such a situation. Here, it is indeed just a stone's throw away from the top of the mountain. It was this step away that he continued to walk for half an hour. In the end, he was completely paralyzed in the desolation at the top of the mountain, and he was really the only one left in the world.

What is it called? He knew that this was a state of mind, although he was certainly not alone in this world, but he felt that there was only one person. If it is really a person, his behavior is completely meaningless. What are you fighting for, everything is under your control. That's the kind of situation he wants. However, such a situation is really not interesting at all, what else can you do while living?

Since he is determined to be sublimated through this process and reborn in Nirvana, he must bravely face this complex and beautiful world after strengthening himself, so that after the light of day, the ants in front of him will disappear completely, and in its place will be a real real world, a painful world that he must face, and he must pay hard for it.

Zhang Kehua was completely paralyzed on the top of the mountain, looking up at the dark sky in all directions. Suddenly, a sour feeling came up, extremely sad, what is wrong with me, why should I suffer this kind of hardship, run to the top of this big mountain alone, put myself in a desperate situation, who is this going to be with? Why can't you think of it?

"What do you can't think of, doing yourself like this, this is a common disease of mortals."

Suddenly, a voice came to mind, like a human voice, but a little different, neither male nor female, with a mechanical voice. Zhang Kehua was startled, sat up suddenly, and the fatigue just now suddenly disappeared without a trace, replaced by a pair of ghost-like eyes. Where the hell is this noise, in this wilderness, I am afraid there are only ghosts except him. Could it be that the ghost is talking to him? Suddenly, he was terrified, his head didn't work at all, and one hand instinctively reached for the dagger at the base of his leg.

"You don't have to be afraid, although we have never met, but I am not the stranger you have to worry about, we can communicate." The sound rang out again in mid-air, but there was no trace.