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With his hand in the depths, he gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Dai Tuowu's eyes: "I'm sorry, Xiao Tuo." In fact, I've always been willful, and I've always known that Xiao Tuo is a very sensitive and delicate person. But I've always been cared for! I have believed since I was a child that no matter how old I am, no matter how many years have passed, the three of us can always be so close and friendly - but that is impossible, the passage of time cannot be stopped, it is impossible to go backwards, I am just a fledgling under my wings......"

"Chilily, I have a question." Wang Dong suddenly spoke, interrupting the affectionate conversation between Qianlihe and Dai Tuowu, and said suspiciously: "Chunxuejun is because his parents are divorced, and his mother can come back from work very late, so he doesn't have much time to educate him, so there will be a situation where he has been wearing a neural connection device since he was a child, and Dr. Jun's family is because his parents were busy with his career when he was a child, and he didn't have much time to care about him, but ......"

Speaking of this, Wang Dong hesitated for a moment, and looked at Qianlihe with a strange expression: "I think...... Your family should be very happy, and there should not be a situation where parents do not have the opportunity to take care of their children. ”

"It's a teacher." Qianlihe smiled bitterly, then rubbed the corners of her forehead, and said a little weakly, "My father." Not long before I was about to speak. He suffered from a throat disease and had to have his vocal cords removed. It becomes impossible to have a conversation through the guò vocalizations. My parents wanted me to grow up listening to their voices, so they decided to use the thinking and vocal function of the neural connectors – and that's why I grew up wearing them. ”

"And that's why." Wang Dong nodded in realization. He was about to continue to say something, but found that there was a trace of pain hidden in Qianlily's expression, he frowned, and said seriously: "Xiaoqian, do you have something to hide from us?" ”

“…… This is something that has never been told to anyone other than family members. Wang Dong originally thought that the Thousand Lilies would refuse. But she didn't expect that after being silent for a few seconds, she pulled the corners of her mouth and said slowly: "My father, he may not live long - the disease that made him lose his voice is lower throat cancer." ”

"Cancer itself is no longer the terrible disease it used to be because of the advancement of the new machine for radiation therapy, qì [RYMM]. But with current technology, it is impossible to remove all the cancer cells that have spread throughout the body because they once began to metastasize—my father had a recurrence in his esophagus and lungs in the past ten years. Although the use of anti-cancer drugs and MM treatment has been suppressed, it seems that according to doctors, if it relapses again, it is not optimistic. ”

Although Qianlili, who said this, still maintained a smile, everyone present noticed that Qianlily's big eyes had moistened slightly. She opened her mouth to calm her mind. continued: "Whether it's my father or my mother, although they all deliberately hide it in order not to worry me, after all, they are family members who are together every day, how can they not find out. My father was very painful because of the side effects of the treatment, and my mother had to get up several times at night to give my father injections - when I regained my spirit after my father's treatment, I prayed to the gods from the bottom of my heart - I prayed that it could continue like this in the future, whether it was my father or my mother, or Koharu Kotaku, I hoped that I could live in good health and harmony as I am now. This was when I was in the fourth grade of elementary school - it was a very pleasant time for me, and it was like being wrapped in golden light......"

At this point, Chiyuri paused, looked up at the ceiling, as if to prevent tears from flowing.

Arita Haruyuki and Dai Tuowu were all silent, they used to go to Qianyuri's house to play, and they had also seen Qianyuri's father, but they couldn't have imagined that the thin uncle who had always had a smile on his face had been fighting hard with illness for many years. He also comes to play games with them from time to time.

"Little ...... Xiao Qian...... I...... I don't ...... anything" Haruyuki Arita gritted her teeth, lowered her head, choked up and couldn't say anything - I didn't know anything, I didn't notice anything!

As if knowing what Arita Haruki wanted to say, Chiyuri smiled and shook her head and continued: "I said, I didn't say that it would definitely recur - so I can't be afraid of the future - even so, I still pretend not to see anything that has changed, and I don't want to understand Xiao Taku's mood. Even if the present is the past, I want to go back to that time - it is only natural for Taku to want to know my sincerity last year, because even though I was around and had a full-sensory conversation, I didn't look at you properly......"

At this time, Dai Tuowu, who had been silent and clenched his fists tightly, shook his head violently and squeezed out his mood from the depths of his throat: "No...... Wrong! Xiaoqian, you're not right! It's me who is wrong! I didn't look at you at all...... I'm just trying to impose on you the wishful thinking that it's enough to look at me alone! But I didn't notice what was going on in your mind, so that's why I ...... will ...... to Xiaoqian's terminal"

Dai Tuowu's voice is very painful, and he has a fight with Arita Haruyuki when he fell in love and killed him in the afternoon, but Arita Haruyuki, who is familiar with him, knows that Dai Takuwu's words are not only in negative self-blame and self-loathing.

"But, I've changed! Xiaoqian, I make a pact with you, even if it's just a little bit, I will become! One day I will pay for all my sins - for this time to really grab your hand and carry you into the future! Dai Tuowu raised his head, stared at Arita Haruki's face with a serious expression, and then turned his head to look at Qianyuri's face, and said.

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Actually, Doctor-kun, what you like is Haruki Arita right? (To be continued......)