I was still unconvinced, and I wanted to speak, but he interrupted me: "Lingyu, let's stop here." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info don't let your child hate you too much, Dad wants you to have a new life. ”

I couldn't help but laugh: "Is it that if I didn't go with him before, you just scared him?" ”

He waved his hand and put on a gesture that he didn't want to say more: "Don't say this anymore, I'm tired, you hurry up and study, it's really impossible to drag this body to work." ”

I threw the disc back in the trash and said, "Then I'll leave it alone." ”

"Go ahead." "Don't tell the kids just yet," he said. ”

I suddenly remembered that he had threatened me with a child before, and I couldn't help but think it was very ridiculous.

Next, I had a seemingly peaceful time. I was stuffed into a school by my dad with kids who were much younger than me, and to be honest, it was a bit of a shame. Sometimes I'm with the kids, but Yin Yin and I are not very close, and Niannian mutters about my father all day long, which makes me want to escape.

I didn't have any news of the complicated sound, and I didn't deliberately look for it. I felt calmer than I had ever felt before, and I even felt like I had been given a new lease of life.

Sometimes, Meng Jiancong would come to me for tea or chat. He doesn't like business, so we don't talk about work. I'll admit that the state of affairs between us seems a bit ambiguous, but I don't want it to be further ambiguous, so I rarely take the initiative to bring up the topic of feelings.

So we talked about his past, the places he had been, and the experiences he had when he was racing.

I often think that he is a lovely man, and it would be nice if I could love him.

Until this day, Meng Jiancong received another phone call, said a few words and hurriedly got up, saying, "I have to go." ”

"What's the matter?" I asked, "Who called?" ”

"Hospital." He looked a little weird, as if he didn't want to say: "Mental hospital." ”

I asked, "Traditional?" ”

He was stunned: "It's Li Xin." ”

Only then did I realize that I had lost my words, and when I saw that he looked at me strangely, I simply said generously: "Nian Nian always asks him, I always lie is not a long-term solution, after all, she is smart." I've been thinking about asking you for the past few days, but I haven't had the right opportunity to speak. ”

"Oh." "His case was handed down two months ago," he said. ”

I asked, "What result?" ”

"Compulsory treatment in a psychiatric hospital."

"Oh." Not surprisingly, I asked, "Why wasn't I summoned?" ”

"You've been in good shape for the past six months, and your dad doesn't want you to face these things again." "It's too easy for you to be miserable in stating the details of your beating in court," he said. ”

"Oh." As soon as he said it, I realized it suddenly, and I couldn't help but sigh: "It's been half a year." ”

He didn't speak.

I asked, "How is he being treated?" ”

"Not good." He said.

"What do you mean?" I said, "Is the treatment not working?" ”

"You won't want to know," he said. ”

I just had to say "oh".

Meng Jiancong didn't say anything about this topic anymore, and instead said: "I have to go, Li Xin is committing suicide." ”

"Dead?"

"Nope." "I was rescued, but I had to go and see," he said. ”

I said, "I'll go too." ”

The hospital has basically not changed, and the wards are still the same as last time. The doctor who received us changed, but she was also very familiar with Meng Jiancong, and she told us that Li Xin was rescued and her condition was quite stable. Meng Jiancong told me that his state has always been very stable, and he is quite cooperative with the treatment, and the electroshock therapy and medicine have been reduced recently.

When we came to Li Xin's ward, it was still the same as last time, and we could see through the glass that he was sitting on the bare bed, looking a little dazed, as if he was in a daze.

The nurse called him a few times before he looked up, then slowly walked over to us and sat down, smiling at us, still polite.

Meng Jiancong asked, "What happened?" Why do you want to commit suicide all of a sudden? ”

"I want to try what it feels like to die." Li Xin replied to him and looked at me again: "Long time no see, Mrs. Fan." ”

"I'm divorced from Fanyin." I say.

We did get divorced because he was in a mental hospital. I heard that the relevant documents had been mailed, but I didn't look at them, and they were on my dad's side.

He was slightly stunned and did not speak.

Seeing Li Xin this time, the visual impact on me was quite big. He had lost a lot of weight, his cheekbones were so high that he was almost out of shape, and he looked very sluggish. His eyes were dull, and though he was still polite, he was stiff. Now he looks more like a patient than he did half a year ago.

I asked Meng Jiancong to go out, and then said, "I came today to tell you that his illness is not cured at all. ”

He didn't seem surprised: "How do you know?" ”

I recounted what had happened in the courtroom and said, "I don't know why he suddenly became like that." ”

In the past six months, I have calmed down much after all, although I deliberately don't think about it, but I can't help but think about the events of that day. Seeing that he didn't speak, I continued to add: "And the police also investigated in detail and finally determined that he was mentally ill." Now he is also in a psychiatric hospital. ”

He came back to his senses, nodded and said, "That's right." ”

"What do you mean?"

"The last time you said it, I thought there was something wrong with it. He couldn't be good. He said, "Even if it's good, it won't be like that." ”

I said, "Hmm. ”

He fell into a slight stupor again, and then suddenly looked back at me: "Do you want to know why he suddenly became like that in the courtroom?" ”

"I ......" From a rational point of view, I think I should say no, because the past six months have been too peaceful, I can even feel that my wounds are healing, and this late happiness should not be destroyed, so not only did I not read Fanyin, but I didn't even touch the divorce-related documents. Emotionally, I still want to know, otherwise I wouldn't be here. After thinking for a long time, I asked, "Can you answer?" ”

"Can give you a non-standard answer." He said.

"Tell me about it."

"When I was treating him, I heard him talk about such an incident." "He used to appear in court when his parents divorced," he said. His father instigated him to accuse his mother of abusing him, causing his mother to lose custody of him. ”

I said, "I know about it. ”

"He cares about it very much, and he remembers every detail very clearly." "He told me that after that day, his mother completely lost custody and was deprived of visitation rights at one point," he said. He stayed with his stepmother and was often abused by her. After he found out that he had been deceived, his relationship with his father was also at an impasse, and his father refused to apologize for the incident and participated in the beating of him after the conflict. Although a few years later, his father made amends for it, but by then his relationship with his mother had faded, and his mother had her own home, and soon after she had a new child. So, that event meant a lot to him, so to speak, after that day, he fell from heaven to hell and lost everything. ”

I asked, "Is this what the first personality told you?" ”

"It's a second personality."

I was surprised, "He also knows about this?" ”

He nodded: "I think his performance in court was because that scene stirred up unpleasant memories of this incident. ”

I said, "I think you have a point." ”

"Actually, you can ask the doctor who is treating him now," he said. ”

I shook my head and said, "I just came to see you, by the way." ”

"If you have a relationship with me, it's just hatred." He said: "I have been locked up here for so long because he hates me. I know the real purpose of your coming. ”

He was right, I was speechless, I could only sigh: "I have divorced him, and it stands to reason that I should not pay attention to his situation anymore." I'm happy now, and there's no need to pay attention to his situation. So ......"

"Alright." He waved his hand and interrupted me, saying, "I'm tired, let's stop here for today." ”

As we left, the doctors and nurses came with a large plate of medicine and needles. I looked at those white flowers, I couldn't imagine their taste, and I felt a strong nausea in my heart.

Recently, I've been going to school, I've made a lot of friends, and I'm busy, so I don't ask for a dad very much.

Yin Yin naturally didn't want to, after half a year, our relationship has improved a lot. I also remember how she shivered when she saw the sound before, and I knew that it was better for her not to have it.

My life is already getting better, and it's all because there's no noise.

Without the sound of complicated sounds, I am happy. I used to just think so, but in the past six months, I have been able to confirm this matter.

Soon after, I was preparing for exams, and I was so busy that I no longer had time to receive guests. Meng Jiancong is also very knowledgeable, he came twice, and after he found out that I was busy, he stopped bothering.

I didn't sleep well, especially during the exam, I often woke up at three or four o'clock in the morning, sitting in the study and flipping through the books, but I was always in a daze. Sometimes I would suddenly see Fanyin directly opposite me, with his legs folded, sitting arrogantly on the sofa, and ordering with disdain: "Read the book, what am I doing?" ”

When you can't find a book, you will suddenly hear him say, "The sixth book from the left in the third row of the second shelf." ”

When I felt angry and turned around to yell at him, I found that there was no one.

For a few days, I tossed and turned, and my mind was filled with white pills, stout needles, and fluid-filled needles. The small box-like device, connected to an octopus's tentacle-like wire, is attached to a person's body, and when activated, the person's eyes are straight, the body is shivering, and the mouth is foaming......

Whenever I think of this image, I feel very happy, but after the joy passes, I can't help but start to lose it.

I know that the best state is not only to stop loving him, but also to stop hating him.

But I still don't want him to be better.

My test scores were better than I thought and my dad was happy. In fact, he has been very happy lately, and he says it's because I'm finally serious about learning things so that in a few years I'll be able to take charge on my own.

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