Boom!

My hand shook violently, and with the help of recoil, I stopped my steps and kicked back hard, and my foot suddenly slipped and I fell backwards.

The bullet grazed its hair, knocked off half of its ear, it obviously would not give up attacking me because of this small injury, it seemed very excited, roaring and spreading its teeth and claws to pounce on me, I sat on the ground, fell a little overwhelmed, reacted, a blow failed, looking at it that continued to pounce on me, I was so frightened that I almost forgot to shoot.

Boom!

When it was still half a meter away from me, I shot again, because the whole person was shooting in a half-lying position, and the shot was hasty, so it missed and hit its shoulder, and its body was obviously stagnant, and then it staggered again, roared, and pounced on me with a hideous face. Like a woman about to be forcibly defiled, I kicked my feet backwards in a panic and pulled the trigger in a panic, but only one bullet was fired, because there were only three bullets in the gun.

I was completely blinded, looking desperately and sluggishly at the shadow that rushed towards me.

Boom!

Its head slammed into my crotch and twitched.

I froze in place, I felt like I had hit.

I hit!?

Death is like a thin piece of paper, the moment it is cut, suddenly the page is turned, and the sickle of death passes by, and I, fortunately, escaped.

I'm alive!

I almost burst into tears, kicking my legs and crawling backwards with my hands and feet.

Lin Shaoquan walked towards me, he suppressed his voice, and pulled my collar with one hand: "Fuck, if you want to die, die alone, don't pull us!" Did you know that this is a gas station!? You bastard actually shot at the gas station! ”

His face was blue with anger, I struggled, shook off his hand, and roared hard at the top of my throat: "Fuck, what happened to Lao Tzu just shooting?" Want Lao Tzu to die alone? I don't care about you. ”

No one will remain unchanged in the face of death, and no one can force anyone to remain unmoved in the face of death. He's going to tell me to die alone, damn, what about turning his face? If you want to die, you will die together!

At this moment, the ugliness of human nature was exposed, and in my anger, I had no reverence for life, no fear of death, and the violence and darkness I showed peeled off my hypocritical face, and I was so selfish and cowardly in the face of death.

Do you blame me?

I don't know, I just know that I almost became the plaything of death. Fear divides my soul in two, it inhibits the goodness of my nature, and nourishes the ugliness and darkness of my soul, which is the qualitative change of my soul.

He was furious, his round eyes burning with rage threatening to burn me to ashes, his hands gripping my collar like iron claws, and I couldn't break free no matter how hard I struggled.

"Then Lao Tzu will send you to death first!"

His sinister eyes were like sharp daggers that wanted to slice my soul, and he dragged me by the collar as he walked towards a pathogen that had emerged from the door of a supermarket.

I screamed, grabbing the base of his fingers with both hands, unable to break them no matter how hard I tried. My feet kicked and kicked him. Another pathogen that sprang out of the supermarket looked at us excitedly, its body emaciated and skeletal from the lack of food, and it was slow, but I could feel the twisted face smiling at the food that was brought to its mouth.

I became more and more frightened, and I thought of begging for mercy, but I couldn't cry out because of my sick self-esteem. It was getting closer and closer to me, and I despaired, giving up the struggle, letting him drag me and push me into the abyss of death. I glanced back at his brothers, and at her, and they were watching as if they were watching a monkey show.

I should hate them!?

Boom!

My body slammed to the ground, he let go of my collar, and then, as I watched, he shoved the muzzle of the automatic rifle into the mouth of the pathogen and pulled the trigger. The bullet flew out of the back of its head, blooming a graceful flower of blood, which twitched feebly and fell backwards.

I closed my eyes, not knowing whether to rejoice in the aftermath of my life or resent their callousness. I, like a clown, planned one farce after another, and the ending was embarrassing and embarrassing.

"I'll let you go this time, and I'll not be so lucky next time, self-righteous waste."

His disdainful tone rang in my ears, and I was once again struck to the ground. So in their eyes, I'm just a self-righteous waste?

Perhaps, I began to realize that I am not a hero, they are not good people, they are cold-blooded executioners, with them, if you can't fit in their way, you will inevitably be eliminated by their way, he is telling me that you can either follow their rules and follow orders without a second requirement.

They looked around and when they realized that there was no danger, they started to go into the supermarket to pick up food. Their style of conduct seemed swift and capable, and they were always calm as machines, and my impetuous performance seemed so childish in comparison. I thought I was going to gradually integrate into their collective, and in the end, I sadly realized that I was the oil scrap floating on the water, and I could never renew to the water, and I could never merge with the water.

They are clear water, quenching thirst, I am dirty, oily, full of impurities, and can only be disgusting. This is the gap between ordinary people who live on the surface of the earth, full of bad roots but do nothing, and those soldiers who give their lives for the country and the people but are forgotten.

I don't compare anymore, because the more I compare, the more I will find myself humble and cheap.

I got up, glanced at the two pathogens that were making me embarrassed, and strode into the small supermarket. I didn't forget this humiliation, I didn't hold a grudge against anyone, I just looked directly at my own nature, at the root of this humiliation, and I needed to remember this humiliation so that my degraded soul could be cleansed and sublimated again.

The food doesn't excite me anymore at this point, I just calmly tear open their packages and put them in my mouth and chew them.

After filling my stomach with the pouring rain like a river bursting its banks, I turned my gaze to them, who were gathered around the two pathogens, wearing rubber gloves that had been turned out of the small supermarket, and observed them.

I walked over and wondered what they were discussing.

"Team Zhang, they should all have changed"

Lin Shaoquan fiddled with the corpses of the two pathogenic bodies, his face was calm with a touch of worry.

I took a look at the source bodies, and the pus and wounds on their bodies were almost gone, and there was a thick layer of scabs in some places, and some of the scabs had fallen off, revealing the new white skin tissue, but the newly grown flesh actually grew a ball of flesh similar to a tumor, not pus, but a dark red sarcoma, and some were large and small.

Lin Shaoquan took the dagger and slashed it on the meat ball, and the meat ball actually looked very tough, obviously much tougher than the skin.

He said worriedly, "The bigger and harder this thing is, if they eat more people, will this thing keep growing?" Even harder than steel? ”

"They're still eating people?!"

My eyes widened, and I couldn't help but exclaim.

He turned his head to glance at me, then frowned and turned his head away.

I couldn't bear the curiosity and shock of patience, turned around and walked to the other warrior, put away my emotions, put on a shy face, and asked in a low voice: "This brother, I think you seem to be from the south, right?" ”

He looked at me, looked at me, and asked, "Why?" ”

"Because I find that among these brothers, you are the most handsome." I looked at his bronzed, pimpled face and complimented him with some faint expression.

"Does handsome have to be southerners?"

I knew that he had been drawn to my topic, and he couldn't help but smile slightly, and said, "Northerners are rough and heroic, while southerners are more delicate and sensitive." And when I say handsome, I mean delicate, such as you. ”

"You guessed wrong, I'm from the Northeast, my name is Jiang Dong."

He grinned, showing a mouthful of neat white teeth and smiled innocently.

"Huh? So brother, you're from the Northeast? I looked at him and pretended to be surprised.

He nodded and asked, "Then where are you from?" ”

"Alas"

I didn't answer him, but pretended to be amazed: "You say, how many people will die in this disaster?" ”

"I don't know." Jiang Dong shook his head, and then sighed: "It's all the scourge caused by the Rausch aliens." ”

"By the way, do you know why those pathogens eat people?"

I pulled the topic back to the point.

"I guess it's for the hungry, right?"

Jiang Dong thought for a while: "But I heard from Team Lin: As long as you are infected with the nuclear virus, you will lose your mind after a week, and then you will go crazy and eat people." ”

I felt a chuckle in my heart, and secretly glanced at her, didn't she say that it was only the people who were infected who were resentful and unwilling that they would distort their personalities and attack those who were not infected? It seems that the truth is not what she says it is?

Cannibalism? Cannibalism? Cannibalism?

I feel like I'm going crazy, how did the world get like this? 'Cannibalism! How crazy and unbelievable is that this term that has degraded the senses of the world really exists? What's even more incredible to me is that I got the information from Lin Shaoquan's words that those who become pathogens can grow those hard objects similar to sarcomas by eating people?

Are they still human? I stole a glance at the two pathogens that had been killed. Perhaps, I should have known that whether it was because of their resentment towards humans or because of their sick needs, they weren't human anymore, were they?

"We just found a few corpses in the gas station, they seem to be gas station staff, and the forest team judged that they might have been eaten by these guys." Jiang Dong was calm, and his tone was a little depressed.

"Then it shouldn't be illegal for me to kill them, right?" I closed my eyes and shook off the hideous and distorted faces that came to mind, and the dull feeling that had been clumped in my chest by killing them was inexplicably alleviated a lot, but my mood became heavier and heavier, and I was a little out of breath.

"Heh, they've all become monsters, if you don't kill them, they'll eat people, and if you kill them, it's for the benefit of mankind, besides, now the quarantine area is full of these monsters, where is the law?" Jiang Dong's tone suddenly became cold.

"yes, they're all monsters."

I sighed, panicking inexplicably.

The law and the city have fallen together, and it is all mankind that can judge them, they should not exist, they have become the parasites of the nuclear virus, and it is no longer the soul that dominates them, but the encroachment and slaughter of human nature.