I was full of uneasiness, I didn't know what legitimate use this vaccine could have except for leaving it for Xiaofan or giving it to other patients. The shelf life of a vaccine is one month, if there is a change, it should be said at that time, what is Xia Chen's idea?

I was waiting for him to speak, but he didn't speak. "What's the matter, didn't you want to tell me what you thought?"

"I'm organizing the language, I'm afraid you'll have to wait a while." Xia Chen lowered his head, as if he was sorting out his thoughts.

"Let's start with me sending you home."

"Okay, but what do you want to say?"

Xia Chen looked up at me, but quickly turned to the side. "I've always protected you, and I and my companions want you to meet us again in good health and safety. So...... I should make it a priority to keep you safe, right? ”

I didn't understand what he was trying to say, but I seemed to guess what he was trying to say. "From a friend's point of view, thank you for thinking of me......"

Xia Chen laughed helplessly. "I mean, if you and Xiaofan are sick at the same time, should I prioritize your safety?"

There's no way to deny this, but how could I let Xiaofan, who had hope of healing, lose the last hope, not to mention, I'm not sick! I explained my thoughts to Xia Chen directly, and ran back and forth to prove that I was not sick.

"I'm so healthy, how can I get sick? Look, it's okay to sprint 800 meters. ”

"I mean, maybe, we suspect, you're in the ...... There it is. Yes...... Silk. ”

"Why, I haven't touched it, I haven't even seen it...... "No, I have. Only then did he recall the lump of silk that was burned to ashes by Xia Chen when he was at home. In that case, isn't there something wrong with my mother? I was shocked, and I suddenly had an idea to use the vaccine on my mother.

"The vaccine is used on my mother, she is more serious." At this time, I suddenly remembered Xiaofan, hmm...... I was very entangled in my heart, and I also felt guilty. "But what should I do if I say it?" I didn't expect that one day I would face such a choice, the choice between my mother and Xiaofan, but of course I would choose my mother, if she was also sick. At this time, the key question is whether the mother has already sucked in the snow silk.

"Xiao Fan, he doesn't believe in this vaccine. And, if it's really like what he said, we're doing him a disservice by giving him this vaccine. Because he has been sick for at least half a year, the snow silk has accumulated enough. In this case...... At the same time as Xuesizi died, Xiaofan couldn't save his life. ”

"That's what I mean." Xia Chen stared at me, as if asking for my opinion.

"But how do you know if your mother is sick?"

"You said that time at your house? You probably didn't touch it when I was in sight. Snow silk likes to form a ball. Although a single piece of snow is not visible, it is always intertwined and scattered in clumps. If it were one by one, I'm afraid the world would have been hopeless a long time ago. ”

"Out of your sight?" Xia Chen suddenly fell silent.

"If you get sick, what will happen? Just like Xiaofan, he is physically exhausted? There are still other signs. ”

"Phenomena, yes...... It's ......" Xia Chen looked at me with an unspeakable look. Sweat was already on his forehead, and his hand was inserted into the hair covering his forehead and gently wiped it off. A light breeze blew in, bringing a slight coolness, and it was almost evening, and the temperature of the air dropped also revealed this information.

I didn't interject to urge him, I just watched him quietly, and having said that, I'm sure he'll continue.

"It's amnesia." Xia Chen's voice dropped a lot, so that it was subtle, but I could hear it very clearly. There was a roar in my head, and I tried to think about it, connecting it all.

"Impossible, Xiaofan doesn't have this symptom, isn't he also suffering from this disease, or is it a misdiagnosis by you, or ......"

"It's a miracle that I haven't forgotten anyone. But others, all the patients we've studied so far, have varying degrees of amnesia. Some are for a certain person, some are for a certain period. We can't find a connection. There are no thoughts. But Xiaofan's physical energy is depleted quickly. And there are no other diseases. Similarly, the product of snow silk can be found in the blood. So there is no misdiagnosis, Xiaofan is just a special case. ”

I was stunned, looking around undirectionally, very flustered, not wanting to believe what Xia Chen had just said. Keep your mouth closed, your eyes looking at the ground, and suppress your emotions. I was stunned for a while before I began to speak.

"You mean, I came into contact with Snow Silk. I mean, I have amnesia because ...... It's because I'm sick too, isn't it? ”

"It's just speculation, there's no evidence yet."

"Evidence? What evidence is needed? "It's like I've eaten poison and waited for death, and I don't need any consolation. In this way, Xia Chen knew that I was sick, took me home to meet my parents, and then took me back to Kecheng to make a final struggle. But I didn't expect the medicine to be given to Xiaofan. But Xiaofan refused to use it, just right for Xia Chen's taste, just enough to use it for me. Everything has been arranged for a long time.

"But, why did I come into contact with Snow Silk, didn't you say that I shouldn't have been exposed to it that time."

"We suspect it was the accident. Your amnesia was before I sent you home. ”

It dawned on me that there was a bigger mystery. "Accidents, what did we do together, why did it happen? Why are you hiding it from me? ”

Xia Chen kept apologizing while continuing to find excuses. I watched his panic, gradually calm down, and gradually come back to his senses. When the mood is high, I walked to the wooden chair on the side of the stone path, relaxed my whole body, and leaned back with the shape of the back of the chair. As if laughing at myself, I burst out laughing. I don't understand why, but maybe it's easier to accept reality.

Xia Chen seemed to be frightened, and came over, but there was nothing to say. Finally, when I was silent, he spoke.

"It's just speculation that this is not the only reason for amnesia. Besides, you're not like Xiaofan, you're in good health, aren't you? ”

"That's right." I still leaned motionless in my chair, looking up at the sky. But my heart is indeed much clearer.

"In that case, Xiaofan gave up the vaccine, then we will check if you are sick. If there is, according to what Xiaofan said, it should be used as soon as possible. Xia Chen ignited hope and courage, like a warrior full of fighting spirit, and it seemed that it was not me but him who was going to fight the disease.

"But what if I take the vaccine and my mother gets sick too? How many days can the products of the snow silk in the body be detected? ”

"It depends on the amount of inhalation."

"Wait another month, and I won't get sick." I smiled and sat up straight. He stretched out his arms and stretched his waist, then stood up with a blank face.

"Let's check it out first. The rest will come later. The big cat brought the vaccine and left it in his office, and no one grabbed it. Xia Chen turned his head and wanted to go with me.

As soon as he turned his head, he was startled by Uncle Qian in front of him. Uncle Qian also seemed to be startled, and when he saw the two of us, he was stunned, and only when he came back to his senses did he remember to ask us what we were doing here. At this time, my parents also arrived. The two of them walked leisurely behind, and when they heard Uncle Qian talking to the two of us, they hurried over.

"We're talking about school, when we're in school." Xia Chen replied naturally, and the answer was just right. "I remember that she dropped several glasses this semester, and she was always so sloppy, she just didn't change it." I should have laughed and argued with Xia Chen, but I couldn't laugh, because it was Uncle Qian on the other side, and we were lying to him, and we were still talking about Xiaofan just now. Although it was Xiaofan himself who refused to use the vaccine, he always felt guilty after the conversation just now.

"Xiaolin, what's wrong with you, you're not feeling well?" Uncle Qian asked with concern, and I flashed my eyes to the side, "It's okay, I'm tired of walking." ”

"Xiaolin, if you're tired, let's go back to the dormitory first, Xiaofan is in good condition today, and he doesn't need so many people to take care of him." Mom suggested, apparently she was tired too. The two feet are constantly moving, constantly exchanging left and right.

"Why are you here, leaving Xiaofan alone in the ward?"

Dad seemed to realize his existence at this time, "Oh, he said he wanted to be alone and let us come out for a walk." Dad rubbed the corners of his eyes, looking very sleepy. If you can't go back first, you're still sleepy. ”

"Uncle Lin, this hospital has a free examination, do you want to check it out." Xia Chen asked tentatively, I guessed that he wanted to finish all the work at once, and although the mother couldn't measure it in a short time, it didn't mean that it was safe before. It's good to test them all once.

"Let's take the test, I'll go. Uncle Qian, you can also test it. ”

I think it was because of the influence of Xiaofan, and Uncle Qian readily agreed.

"Why do you test that, who will get such a rare disease? But old money should be tested, not genetic. Dad said nonchalantly, what he was most afraid of was this kind of person who couldn't be induced with words. But Dad always plays such a role.

"Heredity should be Uncle Qian's first disease. Let's go for the test, it doesn't hurt. "Mom was tempted," It's what Xiao Chen told me about germs or something, it's terrible, let's test it." ”

Xia Chen smiled and nodded, "Uncle Lin, this is a state institution, focusing on the study of this disease, and it is all free." ”

"In that case, I'm determined, and I'll test them all." Before my dad could react, I'll talk about it first.

"Let's go sleep in the dormitory."

"I want to go see Brother Xiaofan, I'm not sleepy yet."

"I'll go too." Xia Chen responded.

"And let's go around again?" Dad proposed.

"What a turn, I'm tired, let's rest for a while." My mother sat on the wooden chair and rubbed her calves distressedly.

Xia Chen and I looked at each other and smiled, and walked down the stone path towards the white hospital building.

"I think I should discuss it with Xiaofan."

"No objection."