I pinched it so hard that my palms felt wet. Wet, definitely bleeding already. And his face was even pale, and he turned his wrist and made a gesture to break my arm.

In the stalemate, a voice suddenly came from not far away: "Mr. Fan! ”

Fanyin was stunned for a moment, then looked in the direction where the voice came from.

It's Dr. Lai.

He was still standing at the top of the stairs in his pajamas, and now he had already run over and ordered: "Raise your head! ”

Fanyin frowned, and Dr. Li took out a strangely shaped watch from his arms, held it up and repeated the order: "Raise your head!" ”

Probably because the watch looked special, Fanyin looked at it, and then as if stunned, he didn't move.

Dr. Li asked him to look at it for a while and then gave the command: "Let go." ”

Fanyin let go.

"Follow me." Dr. Lai gave the order again.

Fanyin followed him.

I breathed a sigh of relief and ran to Niannian's room, but luckily she didn't wake up, and told the maid to lock the door, and the maid said I was bleeding and gave me a handkerchief.

I pressed my head with a handkerchief, and I was not worried about the sound and found him in the bedroom. He was lying on the couch, and Dr. Lai was standing next to him, holding the watch in his hand.

I hurriedly went over and asked, "How is he?" ”

"He's fine, I added a psychological cue to him to let him sleep a little longer. But it does not affect the first personality to wake up. He asked, "How is your forehead?" Need I help you? ”

"No, I don't." I said, "I'll just ask the other doctors to help me." ”

"I'll help you bandage it first." "The blood is oozing out," he said. ”

After all, the size of the villa is too large, and it takes five minutes for the doctor to arrive. So I agreed to ask him to check for me, and after the examination, he said, "I don't need stitches, I can directly help you bandage it, but after the bandage, I still recommend that you go to the hospital for examination, after all, kowtow." ”

I nodded and said, "Thank you." ”

He laughed, then told me to close my eyes and said, "If it hurts, you can pinch my leg, don't grab my arm." ”

I kind of wanted to laugh: "Does anyone hurt enough to pinch your arm?" "Didn't that affect him bandaged?

"Yes." The slightest pain came, and it was he cleaning the wound: "My previous girlfriend used to do this. I helped her clean her wounds, but she pinched my arm, interfered with my work, and almost caused her a second injury. ”

"I see." I said, "I'm pretty tolerant of pain. ”

"You are a more defensive person, and you don't like to rely on others, so you can tolerate it." "Usually such a person did not get a lot of opportunities to rely on her parents in childhood, and she will continue to look for opportunities to make up for it when she becomes an adult," he said. ”

"Is that good or bad?"

"Good and bad are relative," he said, as he busied, "but I have a suggestion for you." ”

"Speak, please."

"Tolerance and concession without a bottom line is also an extreme, and this extreme oppression is yourself. You must have had the experience that you sometimes remember the hurt you have been done by him and feel angry, even if you have chosen to forgive it at the time of the injury. But you didn't let the pressure off and chose to forgive. He said: "It's not good, the stress doesn't go away, but it accumulates and forms a post-autumn reckoning, which will put a lot of burden on you and also bring psychological problems." Moreover, as long as your marriage comes to an end, even if your husband's illness is controlled or even cured, you will not look back. ”

He was right.

But it's not that I don't lose my temper on the spot, it's that I don't have a chance. I do always have a knack for complicated sounds, even now. As soon as something happens, it erupts.

I don't have the expectation that I want to be with him until I get old, I feel like a cancer patient, I don't know when I will die.

So I didn't want to talk much about it, so I could only say, "When he recovers, I probably won't be like this." ”

After a long time, I heard his voice: "I don't know if you understand that his illness cannot be cured." ”

"I know."

"Schizophrenia is known as mental cancer, and split personality is more difficult to cure than schizophrenia, and it can even be said that there is no possibility of cure, at least in the current medical capacity, there is really none." His tone was very serious: "There is no cure for his disease, but medication can control him and reduce his aggressiveness." If he had started taking medication in the first place, his condition would not have deteriorated to this point. ”

"His side effects were severe." I said, "Affects IQ, judgment and willpower." ”

"But he is also a husband and a father." He was a little anxious and said, "He is constantly putting his wife and children in danger, and he is always asking for their lives." ”

I said, "But he needs this cause, and he can't give it to anyone else." ”

He laughed.

I asked, "What?" ”

"Then why didn't he leave you on his own initiative?" "There is no cure for his illness, he is aggressive," he said. He attacks you, he attacks children, why doesn't he take the initiative to leave you? ”

"What do you want to say?"

"I do recommend that you leave him." "In the long run, children will also be irreversibly damaged," he said. Your child is at a higher risk of becoming mentally ill than others, and you should let them get out of this unstable environment and enjoy a peaceful and happy childhood. ”

I said: "Your suggestion is really good, but ......"

"Madam, I know that my proposal is difficult for you, but there is no better way for your husband's situation, and be prepared to stop the loss, for there is no cure for his illness." "It's like the second personality has become dangerous and aggressive now, and that's a serious deterioration," he said. You should leave him with the children. ”

"More than anyone else, I wanted him to take medicine, but he didn't want to. He has a whole bunch of reasons not to eat, in fact, I ...... I don't think there is no way to do it, he is reluctant to give up his current wealth and status, he is afraid that he will become incompetent, for him, he does not want to become my husband alone, only the father of the children. "It's not too difficult to ensure safety, you can really ask an agent if you are really determined, far from worrying, Mr. Fei can always do it, right? The security issue is also easy, after all, he still has a mother. I always knew that what he said was an excuse, and in the final analysis, he was unwilling, which is why I didn't want him to finish last night, and I can do it now if I want to: "I'm also afraid that I will leave with the children, and he feels that we are all abandoning him, and he is committing suicide, so he can't let him really die...... The child felt that he could not abandon his father, and after learning about his illness, he felt more and more that we should stay and help him. I don't know what to do, and taking her away won't hurt her psychologically? If we were gone and her father suddenly committed suicide, she would have a shadow for the rest of her life. "Besides, my adoptive father won't let me get a divorce.

He didn't speak, he put gauze on my forehead and wiped the blood and tears from my face with a soft cloth.

I still don't want to open my eyes, because it feels good to have my eyes closed, and I seem to be more careless when I talk about it.

"Sometimes I feel that no matter which personality it is, his feelings for me are always less than for himself, maybe he will think a little about the safety of his children, but he will not consider me, and it is not the first time I have been treated like this by him." I said, "Now I don't want to force him, he doesn't want to take medicine, just forget it, your advice is very good, but I can't do anything." Don't give him any more medication, because that's not appropriate. ”

He didn't speak, and his hand movements stopped.

I waited for a while, thinking that maybe it was done, wiped my tears and opened my eyes, only to see Dr. Li sitting stiffly, with Fan Yin standing beside him.

It felt like someone had been stripped naked and thrown on the street, and it instantly embarrassed me.

The gun in Fanyin's hand was pointed at Dr. Li's temple, and apparently because of this, he didn't make a sound to remind me.

Fanyin put down the gun, stared at Doctor Li, and ordered, "Go out." ”

Dr. Lai stood up and said, "Sir, confiding in the doctor can help her relieve her stress, she can say anything she wants, please don't ......"

"Get out." Fanyin pointed the gun at the person's face again: "Get out." ”

I had no choice but to say to Dr. Lai, "You go out first, thank you." ”

Of course, Dr. Lai can't deal with a madman, let alone a maniac with a gun.

After he went out, Fanyin let go of the gun.

I reminded him: "Insurance." ”

He glanced at me and safed his pistol.

I said, "When you're ready, go and change your clothes, don't delay the funeral." ”

He didn't respond to my words, but asked with a cold face, "Think I was joking yesterday, how?" ”

"What?"

"I don't know if I dislike him?" His eyes widened and he asked, "Are you sick?" Say those to him? ”

I couldn't help but widen my eyes: "He's your doctor!" ”

"To cure my illness, I need to find my wife to understand my relationship with my wife?" He looked sarcastic: "Do you need to talk about your husband like that in front of other men? ”

"Am I not telling the truth? If you care about me, I'll take medicine! I pointed to my head and said, "You see I was beaten by you again today." Will you die if you take some medicine? ”

He pursed his lips and seemed to want to speak, but I didn't want to listen to him: "If you really don't like Dr. Li, then another doctor can show you." If you don't want to be cured, it's all up to you. ”

His demeanor softened slightly: "I just don't like you getting too close to him, don't you know what you can't say to the opposite sex?" ”

"Then change to one you like." I didn't want to explain a word, I thought he was just mentally ill: "It's time for us to go to the funeral." ”

He showed a helpless look and grabbed my little arm again: "First of all, what happened just now?" This was beaten by him? ”

I don't want to answer, what's the use of telling him? The only thing he could do was take the medicine, but he wouldn't.