I wanted to laugh more: "You still mind the word respect a little, right?" ”

"The hat buttoned up too much." He glanced at me with a smile, sighed softly, and said, "Before I met her again, I did remember her in my heart, and I thought that she was probably the love of my life, but I abandoned her for utilitarian purposes. Maybe one day, my career can grow to the level I want, but I lost her completely. Every time I think about this, I feel a little sad for myself. The moment I met her again, I did feel that my heart seemed to come alive again, nervous, excited and happy, and that time was also very beautiful. After all, she is more attractive than many women. ”

The most beautiful girl I have ever seen is Sheng Mengmeng, if Sheng Mengmeng is ten points, then Ah Piao in my memory is at most seven points, which is really not beautiful. But she is heroic and cool, and her personality is also refreshing.

I asked, "And then?" Do you notice that she has changed? ”

"Well, we've all changed, and while we're not so disgusting, I've often felt strange." He said: "But I feel that this is the love of my life, and I can't be separated from her." It wasn't until she was gone that I actually felt ...... It's so liberating. ”

I didn't speak.

I don't know if Ah Piao thinks the same way, because she has his child after all.

"I feel so relieved." He repeated it again, looking very distressed: "I myself feel cruel. ”

I did think so, but I didn't think it was good to nod my head, so I said, "So you're not planning to marry her?" ”

"Nope."

"Didn't she ask for it either?"

"Nope." "She knew she wasn't qualified," he said. ”

I remember him saying that Ah Piao's family used to be very powerful, that is, she knew the rules better than ordinary civilian girls, and knew what position she could climb to in her capacity. But I remember that Mrs. Han's background was very ordinary, but the three husbands she married were all extremely rich.

It can be seen that qualifications are not unchangeable.

The reason may simply be because he thinks she is not worthy, or intellectually unworthy, or emotionally unworthy.

The topic silenced our chat, and I looked at Niannian, who was still asleep, frowning, fingers clutching the fabric of her face. The child had a bad temper and often got angry in her dreams, so I took her hand and rubbed it gently, and she let go. I said, "Let's go back, it's time for my little daughter to feed." ”

He nodded and said, "Thank you for talking to me about this." ”

"Originally, I brought up this topic to make you unhappy because you were acting excessively." I said, "But you're invulnerable." ”

He moved at first, as if to stand up, but suddenly leaned over to me and said, "There is no need for chaste martyrs in this era, and you cannot take it for granted that I am helping you out of humanitarianism." ”

Regardless of whether Ah Piao is the love of his life or not, one thing is certain, that is, the reason why he said that to me was purely because of my adoptive father's status, and my adoptive father obviously revealed some of his arrangements for me to him. This is supposed to be to keep him on a leash so that he will help me. Pu Lan's biggest shortcoming is that he is really utilitarian.

"I don't think you're helping me out of humanitarianism." I said, "But that's all for later, let's say okay, now you're out of humanitarianism." ”

He curled the corners of his mouth: "No, for future rewards." ”

"Investing is risky." I said, "Since it is a reward in the future, there is no reason to take it now." ”

"Investing is about sweetness." As he spoke, he quickly pecked me on the lips, and it was too late for me to avoid it, so I instinctively reached out and pushed his chest, but he held it again, but fortunately I didn't lean forward again: "It's not that I haven't kissed it, as for such a big reaction?" ”

"My kid is here."

He glanced sideways, but didn't speak.

I took the opportunity to push him away, stood up and said, "The future is the future, I hope you don't do it again." ”

He sat on the ground with his hands folded behind his back, and did not speak.

I knew that my refusal was not strong at all, and I couldn't even kick him out of my house because the rabies vaccine was his, and I needed to use him as a hostage.

After that, I used him a lot. I also felt that it was bad for me to be like this, but the situation required me to be patient.

I didn't say it anymore, I used to pick up Lianyin, I wanted to wake up Niannian, and I felt that it was okay, and I was about to call, but Pu Lan had already stood up and said, "I'll hug her." ”

After speaking, he reached out to hug Niannian, but Niannian turned over in his sleep, making him fall short.

Pu Lan's arm froze in place, and my heart chuckled, and I said, "I'll call." ”

He looked at me with a look of guilt and nodded.

I called someone to help me bring the baby back to my room, and then let them out and nurse Lian Yin while observing Niannian's face.

She still looked like she was sleeping, but she probably couldn't pretend to be a little sleepy. And I didn't call her, my heart was entangled.

I put my arms around her, glad she was still so young, because she had just been awake the whole time.

I put Lian Yin on the small bed, thought about it, and said, "Niannian? ”

She didn't move, she didn't speak, her small body was visibly tense, and it hurt me.

I touched her face and said, "Get up, Mom knows you're already awake." ”

She opened her eyes and got up, opening my hand very roughly.

Her eyes were red and her mouth was flattened.

I didn't think about how to explain it, I thought she would ask, but she didn't say anything, and she burst into tears. I couldn't see it, so I had to bypass the explanation and say, "Can I not tell my dad about this?" ”

She immediately looked at me with a puff of anger.

"I'll tell him myself, but I don't want you to tell him." I said, "Okay?" ”

She still glared at me.

I was so uncomfortable with her gaze that I had to say, "Actually, I was just ...... with that uncle" and I wasn't sure if he would believe it: "It's a joke, it's not ...... as you think"

"Liar!" She was even angrier and interrupted me with a yell.

And I came in silence.

She cried even more sadly, wiping her tears with her little hands. I reached out and tried to wipe her, but she pushed a few times and couldn't push away, grabbed my hand and bit it hard.

The pain was severe, and by the time she let go, my wrist was oozing blood.

She felt a little guilty and turned her face sideways.

I asked, "Is it deflated?" ”

She still cried, saying, "My dad will be sad like this." ”

I looked at the wound on my wrist and thought to myself, I was sad, if I let Fanyin know, he would have to kill me. I said, "I'll explain it to him myself." Can you promise Mom not to tell him? ”

She glared at me again and asked, "Are you trying to lie to my father?" ”

"It's not."

"Then why can't I tell him?" She was even angrier.

"Because you don't know everything." I said, "He's going to misunderstand it even more." ”

She apparently didn't accept this: "I saw him kiss you with my own eyes!" ”

"Yes, but ......"

"But what? Do you think I'm a kid and it's easy to deceive? She exclaimed, "I understand!" You two are going to be together, don't want my dad anymore! ”

I didn't expect her to react so quickly, I thought she couldn't understand the words just now, and I couldn't help but be a little afraid, and said, "It's that you're thinking too much, it's impossible." ”

"Liar! And you've kissed him before! As she spoke, she climbed out of bed, stood on the ground and said angrily, "I know you don't want my dad for a long time, don't want it, and I don't want a mom like you!" Even though I kissed other uncles and lied to me! You didn't let me tell my dad because you wanted to lie to him! You're talking to that uncle about how to gang up and bully my dad! ”

She was about to turn around and run, and I commanded in a deep voice, "Stop." ”

Maybe it's because I've never been so fierce, even if Nian Nian has this temper, I'm startled, so I stopped.

I said, "Turn around." ”

She hesitated for a moment, then turned around, raised her little face, and stared at me fiercely.

"You tell me," is actually a question that has been bothering me for a long time: "What am I inferior to your father about you?" ”

She was still glaring.

"Whatever your mistakes, have I ever yelled at you like I do now?" I said, "Is there any such thing as glaring at you like this?" Is there anything like this that doesn't listen to you at all? Why are you doing this to me? ”

In fact, she is now at the age when she is the most self-conscious, and it is completely impossible to empathize, let alone listen to these words, I know it. But I was so uncomfortable.

Her current appearance makes me think that they have no conscience from old to young. I was reluctant to tell her the whole story, which made her feel sad, but Fanyin didn't think so. He told Nian Nian that I would not want them. She didn't think that way, she always thought I just wouldn't want her.

One or two have no conscience.

Even if she hadn't fully digested my words, she understood that I was scolding her, and her mouth flattened, and she began to shed tears again.

It seems that this matter does have to give her an explanation, then it will inevitably cause harm, I chose a relatively less cruel one: "You were bitten by a dog, the dog is sick, if you don't take medicine, you will also get this disease, and soon die." This is what the doctor uncle said, if you don't believe it, go ask them. ”

She bit her lip and didn't speak, but she was listening.

"We don't have this medicine at home, that uncle does, and my mother doesn't want you to die, so I ask that uncle to get it for you." I said, "But he wants to kiss his mother, or he'll take the medicine and leave, and you'll still die." ”

She looked at me, her gaze a little kinder. With her current mind, she is undoubtedly biased in favor of herself on this issue.

I continued, "Mom doesn't want to tell you about it because she's afraid you'll be upset. So I want to explain it to your dad myself, but since you misunderstood mom like that, then I'll tell you. I still hope you don't think about it again, I'll tell your dad myself. But if you want to tell your dad, it's okay, anyway, your dad will divorce me. You just said that you don't want me anymore, so I'll take my sister away. You're a big kid and I respect your opinion. ”