But then she left. She was driven to death by me. When he said this, his tone was very calm, but he was also very lonely: "At that time, I didn't have a very good way, and now I look back and think about it, there is no way." So my father is uncomfortable, the older he gets, the more uncomfortable he becomes, and I can always think of her over the years. I think when she was born, she was so small, and when she called me brother, she was also a very beautiful and cute girl when she was a child......" He cried as he said: "I miss you too, you were so clever when you were a child, so smart, and so happy every day." But Dad doesn't want you, he always bullies you, scolds you, disciplines you, beats you...... You're afraid of me, and I think you're stupid and clever. Dad knows that you have never been fierce, and you are not even willing to eat rabbits when you were a child, but you are afraid, since you have been with me, since your aunt is gone, there have been bullies everywhere, Dad knows that you hate yourself, so you blame Dad for this, Dad is sorry for you......"

The doctor told me early on that when Fanyin's personality was not split, it was expressed in the posture of Britney. The big guy version was split later, and it was based on Britney's "need". And the reason why the big guy version is the first personality is because he knows most of the past of "Fanyin", so when he is treated, he also wants to integrate Britney into the personality of the big guy version.

I've heard a lot about his condition before, but it's completely incomplete. Just like what Old Man Fan said now, it is all a passing thing in the materials, and I was too busy paying attention to large-scale events such as rape at the time.

And now when I see him crying and repenting, I suddenly feel very uncomfortable. Of course, what I was uncomfortable with was the complex sound.

Because my adoptive father just snubbed me, I was already so uncomfortable. And the people around him are always hurting him. Because I've been beaten, I know what it's like to be slapped in the face and punched on yourself when you're completely vulnerable.

Because I am a mother of two, the picture described by Father Fan's mind came to my mind: the baby who lost his mother and kept crying, the ugly crowd pointing and pointing around. The fat kid who was beaten and bullied by his own father and stepmother in turn, accusing and insulting. The one who was calculated by his favorite girlfriend and locked into the same room with the dangerous people, he was terrified to the extreme in the room, and the people outside the door waited for a good show. And also...... In that video, I was bundled by adults. Settle all over your body, fear and helplessness to let it invade. Guilty of a little baby.

That's why the doctor said that based on Britney's needs, he has this strong, dictatorial, smart and strong personality, because then he doesn't have to be bullied anymore. He didn't even give this personality feelings.

If there is no emotion, there will be no weakness, you will not be punished, and you can be invincible.

Then the old man kept crying, and he probably couldn't talk anymore. I still wanted to hear it, but the phone rang, it was Mr. Han, saying that they had arrived, and I could still hear Niannian's anxious voice over there, shouting and urging.

I wiped my tears from my eyes, closed the door and went outside. Ah Chang is still looking at Mi Xue, one-on-one, face-to-face, Mi Xue has wings and is difficult to fly.

I went downstairs to pick up Mr. Han and them. Mr. Han hugged Lianyin, holding Niannian in his hand, Niannian's hair was still messy, in fact, she inherited Fanyin's love for beauty, and she was obviously in a hurry now.

I went to pick up Lianyin, and Mr. Han said that she had been breastfeeding, and she was still a little unhappy, and asked, "Why didn't you call me?" How many kids to leave at home? ”

"It's too late." I said, "You're not in good health, and Zhun Yi happened to be coming at that time." He is the son of Ah Chang and is very reliable. ”

"But he's too young after all." Mr. Han said, "It can't be like this next time, it's too dangerous." ”

"Thank you."

"How's the tone?"

"I've been rescued, but I'm not awake yet." I briefly described the situation and said, "Mr. Fan is inside. ”

Mr. Han nodded and said, "Then I won't go in." ”

"I'll go in, I'll go in!" Nian Nian was already so anxious that she was about to cry.

I had to agree to her, and Mr. Han helped me hold Lianyin again, and I led Niannian to knock on the door again.

It took us a long time to knock on the door before we heard the old man answer, and of course he had to collect his tears for a while, so we waited a long time.

When he opened the door, Nian Nian was already crazy with anxiety, and kept probing inside. The old man was surprised and said happily, "Oh! Miss the little baby! He bent down to hold Niannian, but Niannian had already slipped into the door through the gap he had bent over.

Old man Fan and I hurriedly followed.

Nian Nian didn't mess around, just stood by the bed, looked at the machine, looked at the equipment, and looked anxious. She already knew that the heaval in her chest was proof that she was still alive, so she stared without blinking, trying to make sure we hadn't lied to her.

I was going out to follow up on the eye drops, so I said to Fan's father, "I still have to go out for a while, please help me take a look at Niannian." ”

Fan's father agreed, and I told me to read it, and she kept nodding her head, and she was a child who could distinguish between the important and the important.

When I went out again, the Achang faction had already returned. Luckily, the sanitation truck arrived immediately when people went, and it was gone a few minutes late. I tested the eye drops that Mr. Han brought, but the results had to wait a little longer.

After that, I talked to Mr. Han, mainly about his condition, and of course about his progress. After hearing about the eye drops, Mr. Han did not indicate which side he would stand on, but said: "In this way, you will be very passive, after all, you have obtained the core information, and his will is also yours, you have a motive." ”

I hurriedly said, "I really don't, otherwise why would I go and test it?" ”

"The eye drops were bought by you and the packaging was intact. Therefore, there are only two sources of channels, the first is that the eye drops are dropped when the family enters the house, and the second is that there is a problem when you buy it. He said: "But you can't prove it if you haven't been able to see it twice." The second possibility, which has been around for a year, is enough to erase all the evidence. What's more, his use of eye drops today is an emergency, not a rule. And the only one who may give this thing to him is you, if what you say is true, and the eye drops are indeed poisonous, then you can't wash it off. ”

I said, "I know I can't wash it up, so I'm afraid that Otoin won't believe me." But I really didn't do anything like that. ”

Mr. Han also seemed a little helpless, but he probably didn't dare to believe me, so he just said, "Let's look at the test results first." ”

Before the test results came out, the sound woke up.

It was Nian Nian who ran out to find a doctor, and I quickly followed up. The doctor checked and said it was normal, and I was able to run in. Fanyin was weakly half-open with his eyes half-open, and the oxygen mask was also removed, he looked at Nian Nian lovingly, and asked, "Why is the baby here?" ”

It can be determined that it is the first personality.

"Because Dad is sick." Nian Nian cried with a flat mouth at this time: "Mom sneaked away and didn't take me, and the baby was scared to death." ”

Belch......

Fanyin raised his eyes and looked at me, looking a little funny, then looked at the old man, and said to Niannian: "Dad is fine, don't cry, come and kiss." ”

Nian Nian shook his head: "The little grandfather said that he couldn't kiss." ”

"It's okay to kiss a little." Fanyin said softly: "Come and kiss." ”

Nian Nian leaned over and kissed him on the face, and touched his face with her little hand.

It took him a while to calm Nian Nian before she was willing to wait outside for a while. After all, the old man didn't know about the eye drops, so he also cooperated with Niannian and went out, leaving me in the ward.

I've been struggling with it for a long time, but the eye drops thing must be said now, and I won't be believed even if I'm not right when it's late.

So I sat down and said, "Yinyin, listen to me, the situation is ...... now."

"Wait." With some difficulty, but with great perseverance, he lifted his hand, took my hand, and pulled him back to the hospital bed.

I was speechless.

The corners of his mouth suddenly curled, and his long eyes curled, "You can kiss it too." ”

My heart thumped, and I got up and leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. Noticing some sweat on his forehead, I wiped it again, and felt him pout, lips touching my cheek.

My heart relaxed at this moment, and I couldn't help but hold his head, lean my head against him, and there was a joy in my chest that I had lost and regained, and I felt the experience of relying on each other.

It took me a moment to calm myself down, wiped away my tears for a while, and said, "I'll have to tell you something, lest I don't have a chance to say it later." ”

His demeanor was still relaxed, and he let out an "um".

"I hope you can believe me, but even if you don't believe me, don't get too excited, after all, even if you want to hit me, you have to save your own life first." I said, "Okay?" ”

He looked at me disappreciatively, perhaps because I was looking too serious, and he nodded slightly.

So I started talking about it, going through all my findings, analyses, and thoughts. He listened silently throughout the whole process, and his demeanor was very relaxed.

After I finished speaking, I concluded: "The test results are not out yet, but I really didn't poison them." I hope you believe me. ”

He glanced at me lukewarmly: "How do you prove that it's not you?" ”

"I can't prove it." Although he was right, I did start to feel uncomfortable: "But I don't have that need, why do you use this method?" Besides, why should I kill you? ”

He glanced at me, but said nothing.

I was even more upset: "Tone ......"

He closed his eyes and began to look indifferent.

I was speechless for a while, and then I came up with a voice for a long time: "You may think that I have obtained your core information, so there is no need to keep you, I can sell it to my father, so I have a motive to kill you." But it wasn't me who benefited from that, my father just said that he wanted me to take over my eldest brother's work, and he didn't take any action, not to mention that I also refused. Then if he gives it to someone else, to me, it's better for you to be there. Doesn't it make sense to think like this? ”