Chapter Ninety-Five: If the Sky Is Willing, I Still Want to Love You!
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I'm on my way to the Huiyang Gate. Through the Returning Yang Gate, I can return to the Yang Realm and return to my physical body.
But I'm not happy.
Everyone is faced with a difficult choice, always afraid of the worst consequences of making a wrong decision, or the unsatisfactory outcome. However, there is no escaping these things.
Before the Sansheng Stone, I saw my past life with Li Yingying. That is the purpose of my coming to earth, and it is my mission to save the common people. But am I really happy?
If it were possible, I would rather give up all my life and just want to spend the rest of my life with Li Yingying in a beautiful and isolated place. Although the days are bitter, it is sweet to have each other. Or maybe I don't want the three words Li Jianming to belong to me. I just want to be safe and secure and grow old with a woman I love all the way on a sunny road.
But how can I choose these?
My fate has already been arranged. The ending of my life has already been written. What belongs to me is not the pride of possessing spells, not the superiority of commanding ten thousand demons to summon wild immortals. There is only endless loneliness and loneliness, only countless helplessness and pain, only one person who is drunk and tries to forget everything, and enjoys the peace brought by just a little drunkenness.
From now on, who would mind if I felt bad? Who will take care of my feelings?
Maybe, it's not the life I want, but that's my life.
When I saw my past life with Li Yingying, Lord Yama gave me two choices.
One is to give up rebirth and stay in the underworld, maybe waiting for decades on the Nai He Bridge will wait for Li Yingying, so that we can be reincarnated together and renew our marriage in the next life.
The second is to return to the yang world to confront Wang Xun and save the world. However, Li Yingying and I will forget everything about us at the moment when I return to the sun, and the memories of our past life and this life will be as ethereal as the wind. Since then, it has been like a stranger.
Love will always be my fate!
Is it selfish once, or is it ......?
Lord Yan and Zhang Li quietly walked away, leaving me alone in front of the Sansheng Stone in a daze.
I wish God could visit me once! Even once! Let the woman I love with my heart live happily and happily for a lifetime! Enjoy the happiness that love should have! Maybe we will have a child in the future, I will teach him spells, and you will teach him to read. Maybe we return to Yamada, or maybe we live in trouble, none of this matters! The happiness of my family is what I want most!
But, I saw it. I saw the scene of lying on the bedside listening to my grandfather's story when I was a child, I saw my godfather and godmother preparing a meal and waiting for me to come home, and I saw my sister! I saw Zhou Wen! Saw all the people I loved! I saw all the passers-by who passed me by, and I saw the smiles on the faces of the street vendors hawking...... Well, how can I make these innocent people suffer because of my love? They were supposed to be happy! They are supposed to be happy!!
Maybe I won't be happy again in my life. But, I want to make everyone happy!
I also saw that Li Yingying was saying goodbye to me.
I'm standing in front of the Huiyang Gate, it's really a door! An ordinary wooden door. I was ready, and I pulled the doorknob. Muster up courage and take steady and firm steps forward.
Inside the door was like a time tunnel, with a beam of light not far ahead. Once there, I'll be able to go back to the sun.
On the side, playing my past life, I found the side with Li Yingying. I just want to see as I go, and forget while watching.
Her face when I woke up from the test I had just experienced in the wild fairy village of Daxing'an Mountains, the hand she held when we were chased by zombies, the lips I kissed, the eyes I admired, the shoulders I had touched, her fragrance still wrapped around her nose, her eyes were so soft, it still made my heart move. She hid in my chest when she was asleep, and she kissed my face when I was asleep. I kissed her neck and she bit me on the shoulder. We've drunk each other's wines and worn each other's socks. I remember when she told me about the trip when I was 28 years old, and I remember the promise I made to ride a horse to pick up my relatives. You once said that companionship is the most affectionate confession, and I once said that I will take you away in the future, and I will not let go for a long time. When I was most powerless, I met the girl who I wanted to take care of for the rest of my life, and I was glad that the sun was still warm and the sky was blue, and we were still together. You say my name is the best language you've ever heard. Our past is all vivid. That summer vacation that once belonged to us, I jumped into the water and tried desperately to save you......
I closed my eyes and begged to hold back my tears, and took one last step towards the light.
Li Jianming's three words will never disappoint you!
You said ten miles of peach blossoms, two people and one horse. Later, thanks to the prosperity, there is nothing to say about life and death.
If the sky is willing, I still want to love you!
"Ahem! Ahem! ”
Suddenly, I woke up!
I felt sick to my stomach and was very uncomfortable. I was all wet, and when I opened it with my left hand, I saw folds that had been soaked in water for a long time. Where am I?
I thought back to what had just happened. Ma Xiao! The person I trusted the most betrayed me! He stabbed me in the back, and I fell into the water! I, I'm not dead!
The sky has eyes, and I want to save the people!
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