I pinched my watch and waited for him to speak, but he was silent for at least ten minutes, during which time, as if he had been struck, his eyes fixed on me for a moment.

Finally, when my legs went numb, I said, "Got it." ”

Inexplicably, I breathed a sigh of relief.

The next moment, I sighed inexplicably in my heart.

"Go ahead." He seemed to have just come back to his senses: "I have something to do in the evening." ”

I'm absolutely cheap, and I can't help but say, "Actually, I'm ......"

"Go ahead." He calmly interrupted me: "Let me be quiet. ”

I lay back in bed, tossing and turning and unable to sleep, my mind full of words and expressions.

He didn't lose his temper, and he showed no signs of losing his temper at all. This feels very strange to me, could it be that he was just pretending to be Britney? It's impossible, Britney will definitely ask, after all, in his heart, I haven't given him a child yet. Even if he didn't really have any feelings for me, this frustration wouldn't make him so "calm".

I squinted at the faint hearing someone open and open the door, and found that all the lights in the room had been turned off. In the darkness, I could only see a figure walking in the direction of the cloakroom, and I called out: "Fanyin? ”

The figure stopped, for a long time, and the tone was still the same as before, like a pervert, but too calm, but it made people feel colder: "What? ”

I sat up and asked, "Where are you going?" ”

"Something."

"What's the matter?"

He didn't say anything and kept walking.

I said, "Wait! ”

The shadow stopped again.

I asked, "Did you go to Antarctica?" ”

There was no answer.

"Your mom said you went to negotiate." I said, "Why lie to me?" ”

He obviously stood in place for a long time, but he never said a word until he went out.

I sat there for a while, still impatient and decided to go to the cloakroom, but by the time I got there, there was no one there.

I went back to my room and couldn't sleep again. The room was still filled with a smell that was different from the outside, and there was a unique body odor on the quilt. I was in this environment speculating about his attitude, thinking it was a good attitude and thinking it might be worse than anger. Of course, maybe it's because I'm cheap, and if people don't lose their temper with me for a day, I'll be uncomfortable for a day?

I couldn't make up my mind, but I was even more confused.

I still didn't sleep well that night, but because Dad Fan was at home for breakfast, I had to go downstairs.

As he said, Daddy Fan didn't ask me anything about the ligation, as if I had never mentioned it to him. He must have known that Fanyin suddenly came back in the middle of the night last night and left suddenly.

Today is the day to meet with Dr. Fanyin, so I went with Father Fan's father and Mrs. Han to see the doctor. They analyzed several videos related to the second personality and concluded that they were sure that there had been serious forms of violence in Fanyin's person, and that most of the memories of this were in the second person. They wanted me to ask more about the second personality from this aspect, try to record as much as possible, and if I can't, I try to remember it accurately.

When I came back, my father asked me how I was prepared, and said that once I was ready, he would inform the first personality, and then, let the first personality only appear when necessary, and try to give way to the second personality. The body needs to continue to survive, even if the second personality has the intention to dodge, it will definitely come out reluctantly, not to mention that he just hasn't taken the initiative to grab the body recently, which doesn't mean that he doesn't want to appear.

I said I was ready, Fan's father immediately called Fanyin, and at first he said it well, but it turned bad as he talked, Fan's father hung up the phone, frowned and said, "He said he hasn't been available recently." ”

"Aren't you going to manage the work so that he can concentrate on healing?" I just heard him say it.

"He said I wouldn't be at ease if I handed it over." Father Fan's cheeks twitched: "It's really getting more and more disrespectful to Dad." ”

“……”

"I'll go to him and talk to him." Father Fan sighed and said, "You are at home, take care of your home." ”

"Where is he?"

"Went to headquarters." He said: "The headquarters doesn't have much to do in a year, obviously trying to avoid us. There is no distinction between public and private, and they are doing nonsense all day long. ”

"Daddy?"

He looked over.

"Do you know why he's like this?"

Father Fan looked at me and said, "It's not that Dad is hiding it from you, it's that he himself asked me not to get involved, saying that the more I mess up, the more he will solve it himself." ”

Inexplicably, I said, "Then I don't even know what you're talking about, what the hell is he doing now?" It's all been discussed before. ”

He gave me a meaningful look and didn't speak.

Fan's father said that he would come back in a week soon, or at least two weeks, during which he told me to remember to pay attention to things at home, to check visitor records and financial bills every week, and not to contact him if there is no need, and to ask Mrs. Han for help if there is a situation.

There was no situation at home, but on the fifth day of Father Fan's departure, Su Yi came.

In fact, to visit Fan's family, you need to make an appointment in advance to arrange the itinerary, after all, Fan's father only has one hour a day to entertain guests, and because he has been away from the local area recently, no one has come to him at all. Su Yi came to look for me, and he sent me an email the day before he came, saying that he was already on the plane and was on his way.

I couldn't refuse, so I agreed, because I didn't want to meet Su Yi in the Fan's house, so I went to meet him at the place where he lived. He lived with a relative of my adoptive father, who was a prominent person who only knew him, but not me.

I went to the courtesy stage, and then I met with Su Yi alone, and he said, "Dad is in the hospital, this time the situation is not very good, I am here to take you back to see him." ”

"Hospital?" I hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with Dad?" ”

"Dad had myasthenia gravis all the time." He said, "Don't you know? ”

This sentence was like a slap in the face, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time: "I don't know, how can he have this disease?" So how is he doing now? ”

"I've been hospitalized four times this year, and this time I've been in the hospital for a month." He said: "The business may have to be handed over to the eldest brother and the fourth brother and the sixth sister, and the sixth sister informed me that my father wanted to meet the children. She wants you to go back too. ”

"Okay." I hurriedly said, "When are we leaving?" ”

"Just these two days." He said, "You schedule your time. ”

"Okay." I said, "I'll be back with a phone call." ”

"Okay, but Lingyu," he admonished, "don't let anyone know about Daddy's illness, lest there be unnecessary trouble." ”

I understand that all the businesses of the Su family are run by my adoptive father, and if it is known that he has such a disease, it will be bad news in the stock market, and something big will happen.

I went to another room and dialed Mrs. Han's phone, but I couldn't think of any good lies, so I said, "Mrs. Han, my father asked me to go home." ”

"Home?" Mrs. Han asked, "Your father?" ”

"It's my adoptive father." Mrs. Han never seemed to have ever told me anything about my adoptive father face to face, so I didn't say it directly, but chose to lie: "He seems to have a clue about my mother." ”

"Your mother?" Mrs. Han asked rhetorically, and then said, "Lingyu, tell you the truth, what do you want to say?" ”

"You know about my mother?" Her tone was too obvious.

"I don't know." She said, "You answer my question first. ”

"It's my mother's business, my adoptive father told me to go home, and I'll leave later." I said, "Daddy Fan is not at home, he asked me to take care of the house, but I'm sorry I really can't stay at home anymore." So please take care of it for me. ”

Mrs. Han spoke after a while: "Is it really your adoptive father?" ”

"Really."

"Not someone else?" Mrs. Han said: "If it's your adoptive father, then you can go, but if it's someone else, no matter what it is, you have to tell the truth." In case someone tricks you, where do you want us to find it? ”

"It's my adoptive father." I said, "My brother came looking for me." ”

"Your brother?" She asked, "Su Yi?" ”

"Yes." Sure enough, I know.

"Let him call me."

Mrs. Han was also kind, so I went back to Su Yi and told him about the matter, and he immediately called Mrs. Han and quickly clarified the matter.

The matter of taking leave is done, but the plane still needs to be prepared. Su Yi said that my adoptive father was recuperating in Canada, and when we got there, I would contact the sixth sister, and the sixth sister would naturally arrange it then.

I was a little uneasy: "Sixth sister doesn't seem to like me very much, will she not arrange it for me?" "This sixth sister seems to have always been by my adoptive father's side, anyway, I have seen him a few times, she has always been there, her name is Shanshan, more than ten years older than me.

"Thinking too much, the sixth sister is very good, just because you have little contact with her." Su Yi said: "She will definitely arrange for you to meet, if you can't see Dad, it must be just because Dad is inconvenient to see you." ”

"Oh." I asked, "What did the doctor say?" How long has Dad been sick? ”

"It's all confidential, but Dad looks fine, but I'm worried." Su Yi said: "Ever since I can remember, my father has been sick, and you don't know anything about it? ”

"I don't know." I said, "I've only seen him twice." ”

Myasthenia gravis? Frankly, I don't know anything about this disease? Judging only by the name, I think it should be a chronic disease.

So, he didn't come to see me, is it because he is not well?

If so, then I ...... I......

I suddenly felt scared, empty, and helpless......

For so many years, I have always understood that if I were his biological daughter, then he would have snubbed me so much, I would have hated him to death in my heart. But I am not my own child, and if it were not for him, I would have died, not to mention that I had a better material life than 99% of the people in this world before I was eighteen. As a direct result, no matter how he treats me or raises me, as long as he doesn't let me die, I should feel grateful.