Chapter 189: Fear
readx;?“ Can your car still drive? I don't want you to ride in my car, I'm afraid you'll suddenly catch fire and burn me to death. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" I glanced at Chris.
"Boss, you're discriminating against me!!"
Chris's eyes widened, trying to put on an angry expression, a fierce expression, and finally, under my indifference, he said, "Yes." ”
But in fact, I was really worried that he would suddenly catch fire, my car was full of some extremely dangerous items, so if it caught fire, I didn't think I would have much chance of surviving, the best outcome might be no bones, so I thought about it, my back was faintly cold, I must make arrangements to ensure the safety of my own vehicle on the way, I even wondered, should I find someone to ・・・・・ change to a car?
The gaze swept over the hopeful faces of the multitude, who gazed at me with a fiery and adoratory personality, which, though mixed with awe, made me suddenly feel guilty of the inexorably sinful thoughts of human nature, but I knew that this was the root of human nature, which was deeply rooted in the soul and affected one's mind at all times.
"Assemble!"
Taking a deep breath, I got rid of that extreme fear of death, and comforted my selfishness struggling in my chest with a kind of luck: "Pack up and get ready to go back to the city." ”
"Yes!"
This heartfelt response made me very happy, the mentality of these people has gradually improved, and they are beginning to be full of hope, hope to live! I even thought that I should find a partner for each of these people in that city, and tie them up to my ship, I need them to help me, and with a wife and children to tie up, maybe they will feel a little more like belonging to the team.
Thinking about it, the convoy was on the road, with Chris leading the way and the other vehicles in the center of the car, and although it was easy to realize that the big truck I was driving might be loaded with valuable supplies, I had to do it.
Fortunately, there were no particularly dangerous accidents along the way, nothing more than a small wave of zombies, or a small wave of deformed babies, but basically I didn't need to make a move, the piercing gunshots, mixed with Chris's ghost screams... After leaving, only the unextinguished flames were left. But I wasn't worried about a big fire.
Around two o'clock in the afternoon.
The blinding sunlight disappeared into the rolling black clouds in an instant.
The convoy had already driven to the gates of the city, and was not examined too much, but the convoy certificate was taken out and the soldiers who were patrolling were given instructions that we should enter the city. I have to sigh that Wang Jian does have a lot of energy in this city.
Soon after entering the city, I heard the horn of a vehicle, five Humvees with machine guns on their roofs, protecting the monster-like vehicle in the center, with about 200 heavily armed soldiers in front of it.
There is almost no need to guess, it is Wang Jian.
I also honked my horn in response and stopped the convoy on the intercom.
The door of Wang Jian's exclusive car opened, and his co-pilot got down, and the heavily armed soldiers seemed to have received some orders, and they all walked forward, leaving only a passage that allowed him to pass alone, in front of which were two rugged and tall male bodyguards to open the way, and behind were three female reports, one of whom was also holding the necessities that Wang Jian needed for his daily use, I can guess, it was all something wasted for him.
"Welcome back."
Wang Jian smiled gently, her steps were not slow, and her bright but deep eyes fell on my big truck.
I also got out of the car, but my attitude seemed a little lazy, and I glanced at him: "Could it be that you still want me to die outside?" ”
"That's not true."
Seeing me behaving like this, Wang Jian was not annoyed, and smiled with his eyebrows: "This time out of the city, I want to come to Brother Zhou He is also tired, my brother has already prepared a drink, go sit down?" ”
I glanced at him, and instructed Wu Chenggong and Zhao Long on the walkie-talkie: "You lead the team first, pull the supplies back to the camp, and I will come back afterwards." ”
"Yes."
After getting a response from the two team leaders in the headphones, I turned over and climbed into the truck, poked my head out, and said to Wang Jian: "Let's go, your people will lead the way." ”
I took a deep breath and thought in my mind, going to Wang Jian's camp this time is no different from entering the tiger's den, what I am worried about is that Wang Jian suddenly turned his face and forced me to confess the location of the arsenal, in fact, I was gambling...
Just as I hesitated, I only felt a chill on the back of my hand, and when I turned my head, it was Yu who put her hand on the back of mine. Her expression was like a clear spring, and her eyes were cold.
Her voice sounded in her head: "Are you afraid? ”
Afraid?
Is it fear?
I was slightly stunned, and then a wave of anger rushed to my brain, mixed with a hint of hysterical sting that had been torn off my disguise, and I wanted to open my mouth to quibble, but my voice blocked my throat.
She didn't seem to notice my emotions, and her cold eyes looked straight ahead, Wang Jian's people had already started the car.
"If you don't have someone or something, or some kind of belief you want to protect, go to the dictation of fear."
She closed her eyes, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, her hand retracted, and she opened them again, but they looked so indifferent.
"If you don't have someone or something, or some kind of belief you want to protect, go to the dictation of fear."
Her voice echoed in my head over and over again, and it was faint and shallow, and even gradually touched by something that I had deliberately hidden in the depths of my heart. But I am so resistant, so resistant.
Thundered.
The car started, I was silent, stepped on the accelerator, and slowly followed the car in front of me, at this time my mind was a little confused, as if I had been punched hard, and the aftermath rippled invisibly, over and over again, making me suffer.
"Do you have anything to protect?"
I feigned calm and responded to her indifferently.
She nodded, then shook her head, expressing the human body language of 'yes and no' very clearly, but it confused me.
"My hometown has been destroyed, and the relatives and homes I want to protect have been destroyed."
She responded to my doubts indifferently, her eyes lowered, falling on her wrist, affectionate but with hatred and pain, that complex look was indescribable, and it was difficult for me to experience the fortunate witness, but I could feel the indifference and arrogance between her eyebrows, and I knew that her memory seemed to be almost restored.
This feeling is very painful, and I hope that she is still the same girl who has been with her day and night like a newborn elf, but the reality is not as good as I want, she will eventually become that strange and cold alien alien. It was as if someone had cut off the arm on which I needed to survive, and at the same time I was terrified of pain and anxiety about how I would survive after that.
My hands clenched the steering wheel, and the empty feeling in my heart was as if I had lost my soul, which made my heart panic and struggle, I seemed to have exhausted all my strength, and my voice trembled inexplicably at this moment, hoarse: "I ・・・・・・ you can still protect me." I can protect you too..."
After that, I closed my mouth, not daring to look at her, not daring to imagine that Yu, who was still fiddling with me like a puppeteer before, would be so stressful at the moment, so big that I didn't dare to look at her, so big that I felt that I was as weak as dust in front of her at this moment.
She was silent.
I could feel her body stiffening.