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"Then ......" Fan's father showed a sneaky face: "Why don't you go to Yanyan's party?" ”

"I don't like to party."

"It won't bother you." Father Fan pierced me: "You only show up once, and it's enough for everyone to know you." ”

"No, I really can't socialize." I asked, "Can I see Niannian?" ”

"Yes, but you can also participate in a party."

I felt a little annoyed and didn't speak.

Father Fan was also a little embarrassed, was silent for a long time, coughed dryly, and said, "Dad really just asked casually...... Don't you want a sound anymore? ”

"Nope."

"He's not good, but I'm urging him to change. He needs a little time. ”

"Not really."

Father Fan didn't ask anything more, but he looked disappointed, lost his mind frequently, and seemed to be hit by my attitude.

This made me a little awkward, I thought about it all night, and the next morning Fanyin didn't come, Fan's father called me, saying that he had something to do in the morning and would come to see me at noon.

Today, my eyes have basically recovered, so I went to see Ah Chang, who had just been transferred out of the ICU, and his wife and children were there.

His wife looked about the same age as him, and she was not particularly beautiful, but she spoke in a beautiful voice, and the three children, a girl and two boys, were all very cute. I sat down and went back to my room, which was still empty, no one was waiting for me, and I felt a little lonely.

Father Fan came at noon, and he didn't bring pork liver. I took a few bites, and he said, "Yinyin cooked it for you." ”

"It's delicious." I'm a little afraid he'll talk to me about complicated sounds.

"I accompanied him to the doctor in the morning, and the doctor said that some analysis had been made, but because you were still sick and couldn't talk to the second person, there was no way to make a conclusion."

"If he changes, he can start now."

"Don't be in a hurry, Dad didn't rush you, and Yinyin has already gotten on the plane, saying that he has something to do on a business trip." Father Fan said: "You recuperate first, Dad just wants to talk to you." ”

"Oh."

Probably because they saw through my mind, Fan's father shared a lot with me at once, and because I was still helpful to Fanyin's condition, he was also a lot more careful.

This made me feel very awkward, and after thinking about it for an afternoon, I called Fanyin. But he turned off the phone, and it seemed that he hadn't reached his destination yet. I remembered that there was internet on his plane, so I tentatively sent an email asking if he was busy, but he didn't answer.

The next day, Fan's father only called me, saying that he had been busy lately and couldn't take care of me, and asked me to take good care of myself.

I think he felt embarrassed, and he did feel like he was being treated "utilitarianly".

After at least two weeks, the wound on my shoulder was mostly healed and I was about to be discharged from the hospital.

Mrs. Han came to see me once and didn't mention the party again. I asked her about Niannian, and she said that when the time comes, it will be decided according to my body, and when I am in good health, she will take me to see Niannian.

At first, I checked my mailbox every day, but then I didn't bother to look at it, but when I remembered to look at it that day, I noticed that there was a new email.

It's a traditional sound, and it replied to me yesterday: What's the matter?

I was a little uncomfortable with his behavior of taking so long to reply, so I put it aside for a while, and let myself be entangled for a while, before writing a reply: The doctor said that my body is recovering well, and there will be no problem in two weeks. I also looked at the calendar and found that the temperature in Antarctica was not too cold by the time I had my birthday. Do you still want to go to Antarctica?

He almost replied in seconds: I don't want to.

I asked: Why?

It took him a long time to come back: I'm in Antarctica right now.

Inexplicably, I felt a suffocation: myself? With whom?

He didn't reply.

I waited for days, but he never wrote back to me.

The day before my birthday, I was discharged from the hospital. Father Fan took me back to him, had a meal with me, and hurried away under the pretext that something was wrong.

I called Mrs. Han again to confirm, and she said that we would leave to see Niannian in the evening. Thinking of this, I was a little happier, and the next day I told Fan's father about it at the breakfast table, and Fan's father immediately said, "Go early and come back early and show Dad the photos." ”

"Hmm." I said, "I want to go buy her some dolls." ”

"Don't buy it." He said: "She has no shortage of these, and the quality of the outside sales is not very good." ”

I still bought the doll because I still have my own money on my card. And I think Nian Nian probably doesn't know me anymore, and I had better have a gadget in my hand that can tease her.

Before I finished shopping, I received a call from Fan's father urging me to go back, and his tone seemed a little complaining. When I went back with the doll, he was really a little unhappy and said, "There are so many at home, you still buy them." ”

He would talk about me when I was on good terms, but I didn't remember it. Now this makes me a little awkward, so I have to quickly change the subject: "Is there something wrong?" ”

"The star just came and gave you a gift, but since you weren't there, she put the gift down and went to class first." Father Fan was happy when he talked about this, and asked people to take the gift, and the box was opened, and it was a little bigg.

The puppy is just two months old and still has soft fur on its body. It is very affectionate, and as soon as it reaches over with its hand, it immediately lies on its back on the ground, opening its belly and begging to touch its belly.

I touched its belly, and as soon as I let go, it continued to wait to be touched, and it was so cute that I couldn't help but continue to touch it, but after touching it twice, it suddenly turned over and ran away without looking back, and there was a cat in the corner.

It screamed for a long time, during which there was a sound of broken dishes, and Father Fan called the dog trainer to take it away, and asked helplessly: "Do you like it?" ”

"I like it."

"That's good." Father Fan smiled and said, "Bigg is a very friendly and intelligent dog, but he is not very obedient, curious, and noisy. Oin has always been annoyed by this kind of dog. ”

The big guy for the star seemed to have been chosen by me, so I didn't dare to speak.

"But it's okay to keep it outside, and it has an optimistic personality, and it won't be depressed no matter how much it is bullied." Dad looked at me and said, "So it's very popular, but it's also easy to be abandoned, and it's often used by medicine to test medicines." ”

I asked, "Is Dad trying to say anything to me?" ”

"It's nothing." He laughed a little and said, "Just talking to you about this dog." Yinyin said, those two are just what you gave to the stars. ”

"I didn't send it." I said, "He bought it." ”

At noon that day, Father Fan had a meal with me and used a check in a large denomination as a birthday present. In the afternoon, the people from the Fei family came, because Father Fan was not there, so I had to go to the reception, but I didn't expect it to be Huaixin. He looked taller, more mature, and more polite than last time.

I entertained him, and it was evening. I remembered that I hadn't named the little Bigg yet, and I hadn't touched it, so I decided to go to the backyard to see him, and it turned out that it had been bitten by another little German priest in the family, and the trainer put him in a cage with the German herd, and bandaged the wound on it. When I went, it was shivering in the corner of the cage, and Demu could see each other, even though he was far away, and barked at it desperately.

The trainer kept apologizing, saying that it was because of their negligence, and assured that it would never happen again. I asked them to move little Bigg farther away from little Demu and isolate them completely. I opened the cage and tried to touch it, but it rushed out with a puff of smoke, dragging its bandaged legs and running around, and from time to time it lay on the ground with its belly exposed, looking at me and the trainer coquettishly.

The trainer smiled and praised him for being a good and optimistic puppy, but for some reason, I felt a little like crying.

Later, Mrs. Han sent a car to pick me up and said to take me to see Niannian. I packed my things and got in the car and went to the airport.

At that time, Mrs. Han was sitting in the cockpit and asked, "Do you want to try it?" ”

"Is my arm okay?"

"There's no heavy work, what's wrong with being a co-pilot?" She beckoned to me: "Come." ”

I sat in the passenger seat, a little nervous.

But the take-off went smoothly and she was doing great and I was getting excited.

After the cruise, there was nothing to do for the time being, and Mrs. Han first introduced me to her plane, which was only more professional than me. I asked, "Dad said you used to be a professional pilot?" ”

"Unprofessional." She smiled and said, "I just thought I could be a professional." ”

"Oh." I said, "That's also amazing, you're so good at business, and you're doing this well." ”

"Business depends on a team, and I basically don't have any role. I'm also a half-ass. She said modestly, "I have almost nothing in this life." ”

"I think you've been successful."

"Where is the success? Let's hear it. ”

"There is a lot of money and a high social status."

"The company belongs to my husband, and the foundation also fell from the sky." She smiled and said, "None of them are my own struggles." ”

"But you're happily married."

"It's not like this for a really happy tone." She sighed.

I looked at her, but didn't speak.

She turned her head to look at me and asked with a smile, "Fansheng said you've been embarrassed lately?" He won't even dare to talk to you. ”

"Neither do I." I said, "I just feel, I feel ......."

"I understand all the reasons why you don't want to party, and I don't think anything about you because of that. On the contrary, I was relieved when you refused. She said: "Even though he is my son, I still think it's not strange that you don't want to give him a chance now." If you were my daughter, I would never let you give him a chance in my life. But you're not, I can't force other people's children. Besides, he is my son, and I feel guilty about him. ”

"I just don't want to be open about my relationship with him for the time being." I said, "Just because I don't want to do it in the future." ”

"Then you'll need to think for yourself." "I say this just to hope that you don't feel like you're at fault for refusing this, and that you have the right to say 'no' to anything you don't want to do, and you don't have to feel guilty about it," she said. ”