Tian Jing is very conflicted!

On the one hand, she was imprisoned in a cage for seven or eight years, spending all these years either pregnant or breastfeeding. On the other hand, she really can't bear her children. Although most of her suffering stems from that man, the rest is also due to these children.

Shen Daodao is looking forward to having two more sons, and at the same time, he hopes that more daughters will use the dowry money to support his old age in the future.

Three days after giving birth to the eldest child, Shen Daodao forced her to have sex with her. The menstrual holiday only came once, and she was pregnant with the second child.

When she gave birth to the second child for two and a half months, she was pregnant with the third!

When she gave birth to the third child or seven months ago, she became pregnant with the fourth child!

gave birth to the fourth child and was not pregnant for six months, and Shen Dao angrily scolded her for breaking her leg. Because of the broken leg, she finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Five months after the fifth child was born, she became pregnant with the sixth child again.

She really doesn't want to have any more children, let alone find a man. She just wanted to get a good night's sleep and stay quiet for a few days.

The moment she saw her parents, Tian Jing thought she was dreaming. Because in the past few years, she has begun to lose memory of what her parents and brothers look like. In the past, she still had the illusion that one day she could escape, and one day her father and mother would be able to find her. But slowly, the memories of the past life slowly disappeared from my mind.

When she dreamed back at midnight, she held her child and looked at Shen Daodao, who was snoring like thunder in the corner, and also thought about her parents and relatives. I thought about if I wasn't so naïve, if I mentioned the old lady to my parents, and mentioned my 'object' with myself, I wouldn't have come this far.

If I had been smarter at the time, I wouldn't have been in such a difficult situation. If those things hadn't happened, I would have married myself now. That person may not be rich or not good-looking, but she is a person who is married by Ming Media and has a mother's family to rely on. Instead of being constantly raped by a dirty and violent man who is psychologically twisted in this mountain where he doesn't know where at all, endlessly giving birth to children, and having to endure his 'family motto' of three days and five days.

She wanted to leave, she wanted to leave so much. As long as she returns home, she can bear how her parents, brothers and sisters-in-law look down on her, and the gossip of the people in the village.

But what about the child?

The child is innocent!

Tian Jing didn't know what to do, she could only cry, she could only plead.

"My life is too bitter!" Tian Jing cried, "This is all my flesh!"

Tian Jing's parents couldn't bear it, but what should they do if they saw this string of children and bring them home? They are already old, and they can still take care of their daughter and grandson for a few years? How can she marry with these children? If she doesn't marry, who will she expect to support?

"Alright, alright, don't howl!" Tian Jing's uncle roared, "What are you howling? That's his child, and he should leave it to his family." He doesn't have a father or a mother, doesn't he have an uncle? Where do you live? Throw it away, if you want to feed it, you will feed it, and if you don't feed it, you will send it to an orphanage. If you want to take it home, can you support it? You don't know what will happen in your next life, and you can find a rich family to support your children when they are sent to an orphanage. Will I be happy with you?"

Kou Xi couldn't bear to look at it, she could understand Tian Jing's embarrassment. She wanted to raise the children on her own, but she couldn't do it herself. How painful it is for her to be born without raising.

In this era, she had no job or land, and she had to rely on her parents, brothers and sisters-in-law to eat enough. is completely in her mother's house, and she also wants to see if her brother and sister-in-law are willing to let her. Her approximate ending will be to marry into a family with a dead husband, as her uncle and uncle said.

It's not early, and Tian Jing is injured again. Tian Jing's relatives insisted on sending the children to Shen Daodao's uncle's house, and took away the crying hysterical daughter half-dragged and half-dragged.

Tian Jing refused to leave, hugging the crooked door of her house and crying.

Her uncle angrily scolded her for having a bubble in her brain, and she was embarrassed!

"You just stay here! We can't control you anymore! You're so old, don't blame others for the path you choose! You were willing to run away with others, and you thought of today. Your father and your mother are interesting enough to you, come to pick you up, and you are not happy to go. It's as if you didn't give birth to such a beast!" Uncle Tian Jing coldly threw Tian Jing a proposition of choosing one of the two: "Think about it yourself, it is to follow us, lead you to the hospital, cure your illness, and reunite your family at home." I still guard your bunch of dogs, and I don't let you eat enough to eat and beat you every day to live. ”

Tian Jing's uncle sneered on the side: "You still followed that Wang Ba calf? That Wang Ba Niu broke the law and had to squat on the big fence." After squatting for two or three years, you still don't beat her to death? With so many children guarded, why do you have to feed them? If you can't get enough to eat, can you still find an old man to sell her?"

This was so ugly that Kou Xi couldn't help but tug at the corner of Huo An's clothes: "What should I do?"

Huo An turned his head to look at Kou Xi: "What can we do? Do we have to adopt a few children? Or can you find a better way out for Tian Jing? Life is always choosing, and if you choose this path, it means giving up another." The best of both worlds, how can there be so many!"

He looked down at Kou Xi's expression of pity, and couldn't help but hit her: "Even if she chooses for her, she will regret it in the future." If she insists on raising her children by her side, whether she works for others or goes out to beg for food, she may be able to raise a few children. But you see, she obviously didn't think about raising the child herself. All she hesitated and begged was for her parents to help raise the child.

"Leaving the child and returning to her parents' home, she will also resent her parents' desperation in the future. If she doesn't leave her children and stay here to continue her life, she will also resent her parents. Huo An saw Tian Jing's heart very clearly: "Her life is wasted." ”

Kou Xi let go of the corner of Huo An's clothes and stepped forward to persuade Tian Jing: "You go to the hospital first to take care of your illness, find a job in the future to make ends meet, and then come back to pick up the child." You know where this is, you know where your children are, and they won't leave you as long as you want to. ”

"Do things step by step, you have to think clearly about the priorities. You can't fix everything right now!" Kou Xi persuaded Tian Jing in a low voice: "You can take care of your children only if you take care of yourself." Even if you stay, can you still go from house to house begging for food to cook for your children? When you go back to your mother's house, you suddenly have so many mouths that you can't feed them. ”

"I don't want to leave them, I can't!" Tian Jing couldn't listen to the persuasion, and shook her head again and again: "I can't leave them, I can't!"

"I don't have to go to the doctor! I don't want to go home!" she suddenly raised her head and looked at her parents with a firm expression: "You guys go, I won't go back." You can leave me alone, I can't leave my children. ”

Tian Jing looked at her parents resolutely: "You guys just let me die!"