The follow-up can be handed over to Lao Guo and them to do, and the tracking of Tang Xiandong continues. In view of the fact that it has been so long since I came out and Meng Yun was also injured, I decided to go back to the Humanities College first, and it is best to get Ye Jingyuan, who has not been dispatched, out of the school, otherwise I am not very confident about my own strength now.

The spider people are getting stronger and more cunning, and Lao Song's revenge has not been avenged, but there are so many big things, and I really don't have the heart to think about these things anymore. The day before I left the capital, I read through Tang Xin's notes and the letters with the help of Liu Yuwei.

This notebook is translated into about 300,000 words, which is actually more like a diary, which not only records many things in Tang Xin's work, but also records many of Tang Xin's own thoughts and moods.

The value of this book can be said to be immeasurable, and its contents have become the main work content of the modern Abnormal Incident Investigation Bureau, providing complete first-hand information for the future work, and even many of its contents have had a certain impact on China's foreign policy.

At the beginning of the diary, Tang Xin graduated from Yale University and chose to join the advance team among many Chinese students, which was not actually the Skull and Bones Society at all, but an external organization belonging to the Skull and Bones Society.

"My country is a country that should be eliminated after all, maybe there will be many people who call me a spy or something now, I don't care about these evaluations, I am for the good of all mankind!"

"The purpose of the Skull and Bones Society is to save all mankind, and I feel immensely honored to be a part of this sacred and noble organization! My six comrades-in-arms and I will be remembered by history as the vanguard of this sacred war, and history may erase our name, but our cause will be remembered by all mankind! ”

Here, the Motherland is marked as the 'Land of Sins'.

Now it seems that the tasks of the seven-member advance team are different, and Tang Xin's task is to destroy the motherland at that time from the cultural foundation.

"After returning to the land of sin, I opened a psychological clinic in Guangzhou, and what I saw and heard during this time made me more aware of the sins of this land! Those dignitaries and dignitaries came to me for treatment, in order to make me their aunt's wife, not because I was pretty, but because I had stayed abroad, and having an aunt who had stayed abroad would make them have a big long face, all kinds of disgusting men came and went in front of me, and many people came to be lobbyists! What a sad reason for this! This place should be destroyed! And they were right! This is a sinful place full of sin! Otherwise, why is it that other places have become a paradise, and this place is so disgusting!"

"I've finally made some contact with the top of the government, but it will take a lot of opportunities to complete my mission, and it will take my whole life to complete this task!"

"Working with that warlord named Sun Kuiyuan (Sun Dianying), I finally convinced him to open Tanglin, and I found some tomb robbers, they are really powerful, and finally blew up this place! The treasures inside are dazzling, but I can't ask for these things, and in the end I got a normal small pistol, is this a souvenir of participation? In short, after the tombs of Cixi and Qianlong were dug up. After all, it can make the whole country shake! And that's part of the task! ”

"Things didn't go very well, things were too complicated in this country, but I managed to integrate some of the grave robbers as my sphere of influence. At the same time, my servant Duke came to me. After the investigation, I thought that I could not stay away from Beiping, so I found a man here and married himself, it is undeniable that he is a good person, but in this era, a good person is equal to a waste person! ”

"Life is even more difficult, every famine here is very terrible, the other side of the ocean is the place I yearn for, but when will I finish my mission and go back?"

"The birth of three children doesn't make me happy, especially when I tell my two sons about the other side of the ocean, they don't believe it, because they want to listen to their father! It made it hard for me to suppress my impulses! I'm going to kill him. ”

"I killed my husband, and the other two women he married, and the other two children, and with the help of the tomb robbers, this matter is extremely simple, and this place will be mine from now on!"

"A new area was opened up in the ground with the original vegetable cellar of the sauce garden, which was used to store the belongings of those tomb robbers, but now the situation outside is not very peaceful, it is said that the Japanese are going to enter, and there are also rumors that the Soviet Union is going to enter the country, and the situation is very chaotic, but I don't want to evacuate, I want to continue to see the situation here. My wealth has grown, and these illiterate tomb robbers like to put things with me, and many of them have disappeared after giving them to me, and now there is a lot of chaos, and no one knows what will happen next......"

"The Japanese came in, I heard the sound of artillery firing nearby, but the Battle of Beiping didn't last long, maybe they surrendered? But all this has nothing to do with me, and now I am a little confused and do not know what to do: the Japanese should also be in the scope of extermination, but how to continue my mission in this situation? ”

"Of the seven comrades-in-arms who came back with me, four have already died or lost contact, and how can I continue my mission?"

"The support from the other side has finally arrived, and a team has entered my basement, and they are responsible for researching how to genetically invent virus weapons to solve the problems of this land, and I am eagerly awaiting their research results, although the research needs to be constantly filled with human lives. But we were meant to destroy them, weren't we? It's nothing! ”

"As the research continues to deepen, good news is emerging, but the Japanese seem to be starting to notice the situation here, and I have to find a way to distract them."

"The Japanese have finally been beaten away, but what happens next? It's been 30 years since I returned to Japan, but there is still no way to continue my mission, and the underground research layer has been completely flooded by water without warning! What the hell should I do? ”

"The new government was formed, I saw a lot of people taking to the streets, and I never knew that this fragmented country could be combined into a whole, and I was already in my fifties...... I didn't know how to accomplish my mission, my comrades who were with me had already left me, I seemed to be the only one in the advance team, and everything was starting to change with the change...... Slim...... Where do I go from here? ”

"The most unbearable, even incredible, thing came to me: my hometown...... My Motherland...... America! Didn't defeat them! How is this possible! How is this possible? The strength of the United States is so strong! No one in this world can defeat the rice country! But they can't beat this country that has only been around for a few years! I don't believe it! I don't believe it at all! ”

"I'm 60 years old."

"My children have no interest in my task, they are interested in the antiques I have amassed, and now that the times are prosperous, the price of these things is starting to rise...... They only care about wealth and nothing else...... This is the inferior nature of this nation! But...... But...... What can I do? ”

The diary ended here, and it is estimated that Tang Xin left the diary in his office after that and closed it there.

But it can be seen from the content: she is disappointed, even desperate.

She worked hard all her life, and in the end, she became a complete zero.

betrayed everything he could: conscience, love, career, time...... What you get back is nothing. In any case, it's a great irony, as if you've worked hard all your life toward success and victory, but in the end reality tells you: it's all a fucking turnaround!

History is like this: if you go in the wrong direction, your life is finished.

"Why do such people distrust their own country and their own people so much? Are they really brainwashed like this? After reading it, Liu Yuwei looked at me puzzled and asked.

"In that era, our country was weak to the point where many people despaired, it was an era of lack of faith, many people did not believe that their country and nation could raise their heads one day, and some people who were not strong in their will will recognize the propaganda of others and really think that their country is not good, which is not surprising."

"But what they can do is only to bewitch some people like Tang Xin and Dong Liu Gan: many people in that era had gone to study abroad and were also exposed to such propaganda, but they were determined and never affected, and after they came back, they did their best for the rise of this country, and now, many of them have become legends, and only Tang Xin and them: obviously they were all high-level intellectuals at that time, and everyone was an indispensable talent for the country, but they became other people's tools."

Liu Yuwei nodded as if she didn't understand: "Maybe it has something to do with that era?" ”

"It's not the times, it's the relationship between people." I shook my head: "Even in this era, our country has reached the point where it is now, there are still a lot of spineless scholars who think that other people's are good and ours is not good, such people will always kneel!" ”