557 I'm afraid you'll change

readx;?“ I'm afraid to spoil her. www.biquge.info I said, "Although I owe her a lot, if I always hold on to this debt and spoil her without educating her, I will destroy her in the future." ”

"You're thinking too much." He said: "It doesn't matter once in a while, you don't care too much, you just want to stay in the playground." ”

All right.

After that, the two of us ate something, and talked about today's interesting things for a while, and Fanyin opened a bottle of red wine, and we drank it together. "Do you like it here?" ”

"It's fine." I said, "You seem to like it." ”

"Me?" He seemed to hear some joke: "What's so nice about those princes, princesses, and little mice?" ”

I guess he's the same, but I can't help but quip: "Don't have the dreams of your childhood?" ”

"Fool, how can I have a childhood?" He glanced at me: "I don't remember much about my childhood, but even if I do, I'm afraid I don't have any dreams." ”

I knew I was speechless, and I said "I'm sorry", but I didn't know what to say.

Fanyin then asked, "What about you?" ”

"Neither do I." I said, "If you look at my embarrassment today, you should guess that I don't recognize any of them." ”

He put his arm around my shoulders, touched me with his wine glass, and asked, "Haven't you seen the cartoon?" ”

"Nope." I said, "Not at home." ”

"Fairy tales?"

"I watched it when I grew up." I said, "He told me a lot of it." ”

I mean Britney.

He fell silent again, and I was embarrassed again: "I'm sorry...... I don't particularly like to listen to it either. ”

He didn't say a word, rubbed his head against my forehead, and said for a while, "Isn't he cute in your heart?" ”

I looked at him alarmingly.

He naturally understood what I meant and smiled: "I'm just asking." ”

I asked, "Why ask?" Again, this wording. ”

"I want to know more about him." He is reasonable: "Only in this way can we treat him fairly, and slowly let myself no longer reject him." ”

I thought about it for a moment and said, "What type of answer do you want?" ”

"Real."

"He is not lovable in my heart. He's narrow-minded, jealous, cowardly, shirking, and he's so much worse than you, he's more like your dad than you. ”

He laughed again: "You really hate that old man. ”

"I think your dad is that kind of person."

"No," he said, "he also has a ruthless and ruthless side." ”

I glanced at him, "Are you saying nice things about him or are you scolding him?" ”

"He's a man who does big things, he can bend and stretch, he's smart enough, and he's cruel enough." He sighed slightly: "But it's painful to be his family. ”

I said, "Actually, every time I see him so gentle, it's hard for me to imagine what he looks like when he hits you." But when I saw him pushing the stars like that, I realized that he was really cold-blooded, as if nothing could move him. ”

He tugged at the corners of his mouth and said, "Being beaten is remembered by an idiot, I just hate him." ”

"You're the same kind of person as him." I asked, "Why do you hate him?" ”

"I don't know, the doctor said it was because of what I experienced as a child. I don't remember, but the hostility remains. He said, "And I'm essentially the same person with him, and that's what I've experienced." ”

I said, "I hate him too." And I think Britney is very much like him, as if she has inherited all the things he hates. ”

He laughed again: "Then why did you love him in the first place?" ”

"Because ......," I involuntarily stopped.

He didn't speak, probably because he sensed my mood swings.

It was a long time before I said, "He was very good at that time, full of advantages." But then I found out that it was all fake, and he lied to me on the most critical issues in the first place. ”

He didn't speak.

He knew what I was talking about, and Britney had kept it a secret from me from the beginning.

I continued, "But he's cute. ”

He still looked at me, still not speaking.

It's not that I don't have an answer to this question, I have known for a long time that the situation is still with him, and I have a big problem myself. I reflected that this was because I was afraid of being abandoned, and I didn't want to be the one who abandoned others, so I went to the other extreme.

I said, "I really can't think of it." ”

He laughed, kissed me on the cheek, and moved on to something else.

Fanyin didn't bother me that night, but we still slept on the couch. The sofa space is small, so you have to hug each other tightly and hug each other profusely.

From the second day to the fourth day, the three of us stayed here, and frankly, I was so tired of shopping that I was completely reduced to the foil of the two of us. But after all, Fanyin has the possibility of changing his face, although he promised it himself, I still didn't dare to let them go out alone, so I could only accompany them. In the past few days, the weather has not been beautiful, it has not rained a day, and the sun is shining every day, which is simply deliberately bullying me.

Finally, on the last day, the two were fine, but I felt unfavorable in the morning, and I was dizzy and unconscious when I was queuing.

When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital, and I said that I had a heat stroke, and the wound on my head had not completely healed, and I was too tired lately.

I was lying in the hospital, Nian Nian kept looking at me sadly, looking at Fanyin from time to time, and pulling him out to whisper. I knew what she wanted to do, so I asked her when Fanyin went out, "Do you still want to play?" ”

She looked at me with a pouting face, not nodding or shaking her head.

I said, "It's not that you're not allowed, it's just that I don't dare let you be alone with your father." ”

She remained silent, drooping her little head, like a wounded animal, her eyes slowly reddening.

I was a little confused for a while: "Niannian, Mom and Dad will bring you to play next year." ”

She pursed her lips, almost crying, but held back again.

Anyone would definitely think that there was something wrong with Niannian, so I got busy: "You tell your mother, is something wrong?" ”

"Nope." She shook her head and shed tears, "I just saved the most fun to the end, I don't know if it will be ...... next year"

I didn't speak.

Nian Nian has always been sensible, so I often forget that she is just a child, and she doesn't have to be considerate of me all the time, although I am still surprised and puzzled while thinking so.

Niannian cried for a while, and Fanyin came in.

I saw that she wiped her tears, and I was so distressed that I said to Fanyin, "You can continue to take her to play." ”

Fanyin said, "No, I'm here with you." ”

Nian Nian naturally heard clearly, raised his head to look at him, and ran out.

Fanyin looked in the direction of the door, as if she understood why Niannian was angry, but she didn't speak.

I said, "Take her with you." There are doctors and nurses here, and I'm fine. I also need to hang water, so I have to stay in the hospital for a while: "You take her to play, and then I'll go back to the hotel myself." "This side is only five minutes away from the hotel.

Fanyin didn't speak.

I said, "I didn't mean to hold you back from playing, but I'm feeling better." It's just that I'm afraid you're going to change. ”

He smiled wryly: "Of course I won't, I just don't want to leave you here." ”

"Then take her there." I said, "She just cried with me for a while, and it looks like you two are hiding some secrets from me." ”

Fanyin shook her head and said, "No, she just wants to go too much." ”

I didn't bother to argue with him, I just said, "Go ahead." ”

Fanyin finally led Nian Nian away, because Nian Nian was so sad. Just now after I whispered to Fanyin about this, when he went out to look for Niannian, she was indeed sitting outside crying.

Frankly, now that I finally feel that something is wrong.

As soon as they left, I immediately went to the doctor, because I suspected that there was something bad going on in my condition, and that Niannian's mood would be so bad.

Unexpectedly, the doctor said that I was fine, although my eyes were only regained by coincidence, but the data of various examinations were good.

I lay in the hospital for four hours, during which time I made several phone calls and couldn't sleep properly. I couldn't help but lose my temper with him, but instead he laughed and said, "I care about you on the one hand, and report to you on the other, I'm all right." ”

"Are you happy?"

"Well, she'd still like you'd come along."

"I want to, too." I smiled and said, "But the hospital is too comfortable, there are beds, there is air conditioning, and it is not sunburned." ”

He understood that I was joking, laughed, and said, "Don't be too careful, Niannian has been talking to me for years." She wanted to come so much that she was afraid that she would never be able to come again. ”

"I know."

After hanging up the phone, I lay on the hospital bed and pondered, the emotions of Fanyin were well hidden, but the thoughts were obviously not good. I had a gut feeling that these two guys weren't hiding anything too bad from me, because the first personality wasn't the kind of person who took advantage of children. And if it's too bad, I'll tell if I think about it.

But my head hurt so much that I didn't think about it anymore.

I woke up again by the nurse because my drips were over. I'm doing well, but I'm still in vain. I can contact Fanyin, but they are just halfway through the game at this time, and they don't want to come out.

I thought it wouldn't happen in five minutes, so I went through the procedures and went back to the hospital. The sun was still scorching outside, and as soon as I came out, I felt bad again, and fearing that I would faint again, hurried to the side of the road and sat down, and I didn't care about my demeanor at this time.

I took out my phone, but it was already starting to blacken in front of me. I knew that this was a precursor to fainting, so I hurriedly hugged my knees and buried my face in an attempt to make myself comfortable, and at this moment, a very strange woman's voice came from my ears: "Miss? ”

I wanted to open my eyes, but the vertigo was too intense.

The man helped me up, and seemed to say, "Miss is sick," but it didn't, and when I woke up again, I found myself back in the hospital.

It was still the same as it was in the afternoon, so it wasn't much later than when I was discharged.

There were several doctors and nurses standing next to the bed, and when they saw that I was awake, the doctor said very politely, "Your condition is under control, but you can't leave the hospital yet, you need to rest." ”