Tuyin (Chapter 4)
Why, why, why...
I thought I knew a lot about the wood, and I thought the wood knew me very well.
The clouds and snow are falling all over my head, I can't bear this torment anymore, sometimes why not make my life happy, what the rules of the underworld, what family marriage, I just know that I like Ximu.
I plucked up the courage to walk to the door, but the moment I pushed the door, my momentum was like an overturned elixir in the air, the door was so heavy, my hands were as weak as if they were soaked in the sea of the netherworld.
He sat on a stone bench in the courtyard, his back quiet and beautiful, the light of the lamp beating in his long hair, and I carefully called his name, and he turned around, peaceful and independent.
"I'm keeping an eye on you. When he said this, his eyes were alive, and through the glittering luster I saw the burning heart of the wood. At that moment, the feelings that I had suppressed for a long time could not be suppressed and surged up my throat, turning into rolling tears and sliding into my neck, mixed with a smile I couldn't help but want to preach to the underworld... It was probably my happiest day.
Si Yi retreated to cultivate his spirit beast, and the sound of his flute always swirled in the courtyard, like a breeze lightly tapping the flower branches, lingering among each petal.
I left a page in my heart, writing down all the vows that Ximu had said to me, with him, I don't have to worry about the marriage of the two clans, I can rest assured that I can snuggle in his arms, and the person I love will shield me from the wind and rain. I didn't knock over the vinegar jar again because of the good cherry blossoms, as long as I can continue to live under this sky with Ximu, nothing can bother me.
The snow melted, and I had never felt so good.
"I know you're with Seki. "One night, Si Yi found me.
"Since you know, you should understand that this is the choice of the two of us, and you don't interfere. ”
"You and Ximu are the most important people in me, why don't you listen to you after I have persuaded you so many times, things are not so simple. ”
"All I know is that I love him!"
"Ximu is so naïve, are you also naïve with him? He is the king! It is the underworld, not yours alone!"
After the argument, I sighed.
"Si Yi, don't say more, I know your intentions, you will always meet a woman who is more worthy of your dedication than me. "I picked up the hairpin and casually tied it up.
I hate everything without temperature, but in this underworld, even the noise in the bazaar is a suffocating blue, because there is no emotion involved. When I see the sincere and burning heart of Ximu, when I touch his gushing feelings, I like him incorrigibly, like a fire spreading in the black night sky, Ximu is the center of the fire, warming my eyes.
Afraid of waking up the sleeping Simu, I ended the argument. Si Yi is my best friend, and I rejected him so ruthlessly so that he wouldn't fall too deep.