Chapter 4 How Should I Describe It?
"You're too sluggish."
I was once commented on by a friend.,But the set himself has a different interpretation of this.。
It's not that I'm sluggish, it's that I can't get along with everyone's feelings.
He just didn't know what to talk about with everyone, so despite the inner conflict, he tried his best to match everyone's topic and added a lot of people who looked like friends.
I tried to observe words and feelings, but I never observed thoroughly, so I was evaluated as dull.
Looking at people's faces and answering them cautiously is almost all he communicates with others on a daily basis.
Especially in the face of this monster who had seen hell with his own eyes and had the ability to take his life at any time, the hesitation before answering, that kind of cowardice reached the maximum!
Facing potentially fatal danger all the time, under the pressure of death, although the other party only made a few beatings, even a dull person like him finally changed.
She loved to be respected, and she loved to see her enemies tremble and fall to their knees in front of her.
This can be inferred from a few words.
But the strange thing is that she doesn't like the people around her very much, especially the people who have always been with her and grovel to her in fear and cowardice.
Otherwise, her mood will become bad and irritable, and his life will be in the most immediate danger because of this, so even if he is afraid in his heart, he is trying to grasp that degree.
Fortunately, he seems to be very talented in "becoming bolder", and now, he has even begun to tell whether his courage is already great, or his acting skills have even deceived him, or whether his courage has really become bigger.
Of the three, he felt that the last one was the most likely.
For example, if you spend a lot of time with an extremely dangerous snake and gradually learn to interact with it, it is really difficult to feel too much fear when encountering other ordinary snakes.
Although he was very sorry for her, Ji felt that for him, she was undoubtedly the extremely dangerous poisonous snake.
With such a dangerous creature in his family, what will his life become like in the future?
Set used to be so worried.
But......
"Surprisingly, it hasn't changed much!"
After actually getting along, Ji couldn't help but sigh from the bottom of his heart.
Originally, he thought ...... Well, forget it.
But if you want to talk about changes, there are still some changes.
For example, suddenly I feel that my life is somewhat fuller...... Whatever...... Uh, this ...... That's a good thing, right?
- Is it really a good thing? His encounter with her.
"Alas~~" set does not know.
In the kitchen, he was holding a very delicate silver dagger in his hand, and at the same time, it was also a very sharp utensil.
It was a weapon she gave him...... Of course, that's just her statement.
In his opinion, she should just be just to prevent the smell of other utensils in the blood released by cutting her wrists.
"I'll use this dagger for bloodletting in the future."
…… These were the last words she added after handing him the dagger, and it was the best basis for his guess.
The anatomy of her stomach must be extremely special, or should I say that it is seriously defective?
She can eat ordinary things, and it seems that she can digest them, but what can keep her full is only the parts of the human body.
But in terms of human flesh, except for the first time they met, she didn't eat it once.
To be honest, he was really relieved about it.
She was very picky about blood as a staple food, so he thought, she was also picky about the human flesh she ate, because when she first heard him say that she had eaten those three bad things, she made a declaration that she "felt disgusting".
But in reality, Sakiya just lacks a good chef for cooking, because apart from the sensitivity of his vampire blood to blood, the taste of human flesh will not produce a so-called aversion.
Of course, this collection does not know.
What Ji knows is that Sakiya, who is very picky about blood, unexpectedly enjoys his blood.
"Because you're a good person."
Uh, is that a good guy card?
"Moreover, your bloodline is very special~~ My sense of taste will not lie to me."
Sakiya had explained this to him.
But even if she told him so, a special bloodline or something...... He's just an ordinary human high school student, right!?
When the blood is about to overflow the glass, Ji skillfully stops the bleeding with the first aid kit placed next to it and treats the wound.
Whoever can make a fool of himself, once a day, or two or three times, even if it is for himself, this level of things, he will try to learn.
Thanks to the festival!
So far, the only one he thinks is not similar, but a friend.
I've been taken care of by her a lot!
Ji thought a little bitterly, why didn't he feel this way before? Thank her!
Having said that,
A week......
It's been a week since he first met her!
Even he began to admire his adaptability.
In just one week, seven days, he has been able to get along with her so "plainly...... The speed of evolution under the pressure of death is terrifying!
As a high school student who lives alone, it's great that he has a hand in cooking.
As a "servant" who serves the "eldest lady", he is sincerely proud of his ability to possess this skill.
But anyway, it was one of the guarantees of his life - Ji felt a definite sense of security from it.
Serve out the prepared meal.
Rice balls, vegetarian dishes, clear soup...... And a glass of red blood.
A small meal, not a tribute!
Ji said silently.
In the living room, as soon as Ji Gang walked out of the kitchen, he saw Sakiya clutching his left arm tightly, and his face was sweating painfully.
Ji's face changed, maybe he didn't even notice it, and at this time, his eyes flashed with worry.
"Sure enough, I had another seizure......"
I saw that on Sakiya's white left arm, deep purple crystals gradually appeared.
"Blood...... What about blood? ”
Gritting her teeth, Sakiya said.
"Here, give!"
Ji quickly took out the glass full of blood and handed it to Sakiya.
After watching her finish drinking, the crystals on her arm gradually disappeared, Ji breathed a sigh of relief.
Ten years ago, due to the spread of the Apocalypse (AP virus), the country became devastated and had to accept assistance from many countries, and it has been under the fence to this day.
This country has been taught many techniques, and all kinds of facts are constantly telling its own people that the country cannot be handed over to you, and you do not have the strength to protect the important people.
The most important of these is that the AP virus is incurable, and no vaccine has been developed that can permanently suppress the AP virus.
However, as long as you get regular injections, you will be able to get a vaccine.
But the reality is that the only source of this vaccine in this country is aid from other countries.
Japan can't be independent!
As long as there is this constraint, Japan will not be able to become independent!
Japan and Honto are operating in an independent and centralized form...... That's what his mother told him.
But the reality is...... Japan is still under the rule of GHQ's outsiders.
“…… Do you really not use vaccines? ”
Looking at Sakuya like this, Ji finally couldn't help but propose again.
Hearing this, Sakuya raised his head with the cup, strands of sweat-soaked hair on his forehead, and after looking at him for a long time, the corners of his lips slowly revealed a bright smile.
Ji unconsciously got drunk and went in.
Both physically and mentally stopped.
She smiled, at such a moment, in such a situation where the average person would be desperate.
It's good-looking, but he's not so fascinated by his good looks.
Because it is missing, so longing!
"Didn't I tell you a long time ago? It's not that I don't need it, it's that kind of thing doesn't work for me! ”
She said this, pulling him back to reality.
Silently, he helped her to the chair that had been pulled out in front of the table.
She said that as long as there was blood, the virus could not do anything to her.
Of course, although it is enough as long as it is blood, the effect of different people's blood is completely different.
And she's so picky...... According to her, his blood is definitely the kind with excellent effects.
The corners of his lips curled slightly, and he looked at the side face of Sakuya, and couldn't help but think:
Yes...... How do I describe my feelings?