Chapter 104: I'll Be Back
The atmosphere seemed to freeze at this moment, and Rose hugged Fan's body, never wanting to let go. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Take me away, please." She buried her face deep in Fan's chest, and at this moment she was no longer a strong and resolute angel of death, just like an ordinary woman.
Fan frowned slightly, Rose's sudden move made him a little overwhelmed.
"Calm down, Rose." He said.
"I'm calm, I'm sober, I know what I'm doing." Rose's three consecutive words suddenly made Fan speechless.
But he knew he had to say something, "Go back, you won't do any good of leaving the Order." ”
Rose shook her head, "You've always been like that, always resolute and ruthless every time you turn someone down. ”
"It's just that I'm used to it, and I've been trying to get used to it since I first saw you in the trial."
"Rose ......"
"Don't talk, listen to me." Rose began to become resolute, and even if she was facing Van at this moment, she would no longer flinch in any way.
Because there are some things that she may never have the opportunity to say in her life if she doesn't say them now.
Van sighed softly, and could only let Rose go.
"Remember the rabbit leg you gave me in the Survival Trial? Maybe you've forgotten, but don't worry, I've always remembered. Rose smiled, as if recalling the first time she met Fan, "At that time, you were still a young and sunny boy, far less indifferent than one ten-thousandth of now. And when I met you for the second time, in just two months, you seemed to have completely changed people. ”
"But the strange thing is that I prefer you after the change." Rose raised her head and looked directly into Van in the eye.
"You are crazy, you are cold, you are strong, you are invincible. You have always been the best, and always the best. All the others can only look up to your back forever, and can only follow your back silently picking up the favor you have left behind. How I want to be a being who can stand side by side with you, but alas, it can only be a ridiculous fantasy after all. I can only follow you forever, and sometimes, I can't even keep up with you. ”
Rose smiled bitterly, "But even so, I am willing to follow you silently, silently staring at you who I dare not gaze at during the day at night." You know why?
Rose took a deep breath, "I'm in love with you." ”
Poof!
Van 's heart pounded suddenly, without warning, but it was so shocking that Mark who was hiding in the chariot heard it.
"You're crazy! Love? Do you know what love is? ”
"I didn't understand it before, but now I do." Rose smiled casually.
"Then tell me what love is!" Van frowned tightly and took a deep breath.
"What is love?" Rose muttered to herself, "Love, it's when other women are close to you, and I'm jealous of them." Love, is when you look at me with a blank face, I doubt myself. Love, that is, when I know that your life and death are unknown, my heart is like a knife. Love is when you are in a deep crisis, I am willing to die for you. ”
"You say, can these be considered love?"
Van is silent, he can only be silent, and he can only be silent.
"Don't worry, I won't embarrass you, I know you will leave eventually, and I know that you won't take me with you, but as long as you can hear these words from my heart, I'm already satisfied."
Rose's forehead rested lightly on Van 's chest, "Give me a gift, Van ." She said softly.
Van stood straight in place, like a cold corpse. After a long silence, Rose shook her head and smiled, relieved and sad. But just as she was about to leave Van side, a narrow lightsaber hilt was gently placed in the palm of her hand.
"It's called the Vulture Lion, my favorite weapon. Keep it well, and sooner or later, I'll come back and take it myself. ”
Rose smiled, a happy smile, a moving smile, and a smile with tears in her eyes, she held the hilt of the vulture lion tightly, and hugged Fan's body one last time.
Tears poured out like a flood that burst the embankment, wetting Van in the chest.
"Take care."
"Take care."
A thousand words and ten thousand words can only be condensed in these two short words, which is also the last communication between the two.
"Are you really not trying it again?" Seeing that Vanna was about to disappear, Mark walked over to Rose's side and sighed softly.
"No, it turned out to be much better than I had expected." Rose shook her head slightly, her shoulder-length hair shaking slightly.
In the pupils as pure as ink, all the reflections were the invisible backs of Vanna.
"For some things, the process is more important than the result." She smiled, half as beautiful as a blooming rose.
"Did you think he'd come back?"
"Yes, definitely." Rose nodded firmly, never before had she been so sure as she was now.
"I'll wait for him, always. He was a man who kept his word, and so was I. ”
And in the distant distance, the feeling of Van who was speeding at full speed was complicated, he never knew that the hidden feelings of the rose for him had reached the current state, he once thought that it was just a simple worship of the strong.
But now, he found out that he was wrong, and quite outrageously wrong. In terms of feelings, maybe he has always been like this.
He couldn't accept Rose's wishes, not only because he had never thought about them, but more importantly, reason simply wouldn't allow him to accept them.
The road to escape is long and boundless, and no one can be sure what will happen tomorrow, maybe he will eventually reach the top and no one can match, or maybe he will be like those outcasts, who can give up everything for a little food. The road ahead is tortuous and uncertain, and even Brahman must face it carefully.
So he can only reject Rose, not because of sensibility, but all because of reason.
There are already too many people who have suffered because of himself, and he no longer wants anyone to suffer because of him.
And for Rose, returning to the organization is her best bet.
After all, the parting now is for the future meeting, Van will return, and he vows that he will definitely come back.
For the things that he had gone, for those who suffered because of him, and for the sake of Rose.
So he left the vulture lion, his favorite weapon, his most handy companion.
"I will come back, I will be stronger, I will find a new direction in my life, and I will prove that even humble beings are qualified to reach the pinnacle of all things!"
At this moment, Van made a promise in his heart.