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He didn't seem surprised, just asked, "What do you want to do with it?"

"I might kill her," I hated when people treated me like this, especially after knowing that it was such a little bastard, and the anger in my heart was even stronger: "Or other extreme means to retaliate." Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"

He didn't speak.

I asked, "Is there anything else?" If it's okay, I'm going to see Yin. ”

He remained silent.

I walked towards the door, and he said, "Spiritual Rain."

I stopped, and for no reason, my heart began to pound.

He opened his mouth: "Those words just now, are you lying to your father, or are they ...... It's true? ”

I think it doesn't matter if it's true or not, what matters is whether I want it to be true or false.

Before I met Old Man Fan yesterday, I hoped it was real, but at this moment, I hope it is fake.

After hesitating for a long time, I turned around: "Jian Cong, I may really ......"

"Alright," he interrupted, "I'll confess first."

He looked calm.

I closed my mouth.

"Qinglan called me that day, she was sick and needed help," he said, "otherwise, I would have picked you up that day."

I said, "Just being sick, is it worth flying for you for more than ten hours?"

"You know her situation, she was a wanted person in the first place, and she messed up everything," his tone was reasonable, as if Qinglan was his family, "If I don't go, no one will care about her at all." ”

I asked, "Didn't she your cousin?" ”

"She fell out with him." He said.

I continued, "Don't you hate her?" ”

He stopped talking.

I said, "I really don't understand your logic, since you hate her, how can her affairs have anything to do with you?" Even if you are born a kind person, there is no need to run in person, right, aren't you tired of flying for so long? You're not in good health. ”

He looked tired: "I won't in the future." ”

I asked, "Do you like her?" ”

He replied quickly: "I don't like her kind of person." ”

"I mean she," I emphasized the word "one": "Like is like, why hide it, if you like her, then even if I am unlucky, as long as she confesses to the mastermind, I will not look for her bad luck." ”

He was silent for a moment, looked at me and said, "Can you answer my question first?" ”

I knew what he was referring to, and I said, "No, I'm going to listen to you first." ”

He didn't speak, still looking at me.

I continued: "I suspected that there was something wrong with the two of you last time, Jian Cong, you are younger than me, no children, no pressure, although your health is not very good, but you still have a lot of ways to retreat, if you can, you still choose someone you love, and you can be happy in the second half of your life." Otherwise, what is the use of keeping life? Painfully next to each other and waiting to wither? ”

He asked, "Do you feel happier before than you are now?" ”

I didn't speak.

And he said, "Come, let's go have another drink." ”

I don't live in this house very often, but because there is a small bar, the few bottles of wine are used to cover the bar. I sent someone to buy peanuts and sat in the bar with Meng Jiancong, in fact, I saw it early in the morning, and from today onwards, he was very worried.

At first neither of us mentioned these things, but we drank together and talked about innocuous simple things about mutual friends.

I drank until I was a little dizzy, and he must have become less rational, and then I asked, "When are you going to get down to business?" ”

He was really a little vague: "What serious?" ”

"You at least took her to live in the house before giving it to your father, right? How else would she have the key? ”

"I put her there before I sent her to the United States." He pinched his glass and whispered, "I'll ask you a question." ”

"Just ask."

"If in the future, you meet a man who is the same type as your ex-husband, do you think you will be attracted to him again?"

"No, it won't." I said, "I'm not a masochist. ”

"Lying." He whispered, "You will." It's only recently that I've come to understand that people are always attracted to the same type. ”

I said, "So you like her."

He shook his head, leaned back on the couch, and said, "You just said that I still have a way out, but I don't have legs, what's the use of having a way?"

I asked, "They're all the same type?"

"Hmm."

"Maybe it's different," I said, "everybody is different."

He looked at me and smiled, "You really don't feel anything about me."

"It's not." I said, "I'm mad at you. If you like her, why lie to me, and why lie to her. My dad just lost his temper at me and said I had no self-esteem. ”

"I'm sorry, but I don't think she's the mastermind." He said.

I looked at him, "You already knew it was her, didn't you?"

He didn't speak.

"Meng Jiancong," I was really angry this time, "Since you know, why don't you tell me?" Why do you keep asking me if I still love him? Or even put the blame on him? ”

"Because I want to persuade her to tell me the mastermind first, and when we let you know together, I can help her intercede." He said helplessly: "I'm also angry that she's involved in this, but she's also for me."

"What is she doing for you?" Give him a green hat or is it for him? What logic?

It took him a long time to speak: "I saw that video too."

I felt a kind of humiliating irritation at being stripped naked, and I gritted my teeth.

He continued: "She said she didn't want me to live with a woman who didn't love me at all."

I opened my mouth, "Then why do you want to ask me if I'm lying to my dad?" ”

"I only have one leg left, and I don't want to lose it again," he said. It took you nine deaths to get out of that quagmire, and I know you don't want to go back. But it's undeniable that you and I seem to fall in love with dangerous people easily. But you can't just take risks in life, you have to take care of your children, you have to marry to meet your business needs, and I don't want my family to worry about it anymore. I like you very much, I think you are a very suitable marriage partner, but for each other, you and I are too stable, not adventurous enough, no passion, there is no passion between you and me, I can see that you are very afraid of not being able to marry, and I am also afraid, because you and I are afraid that we will be tempted to return to that quagmire. ”

I said, "Is that the truth?"

"Sort of," he said, looking at me and saying, "I'm sorry, I wasn't honest before."

I didn't speak.

I knew what he meant, and he guessed me perfectly.

I don't know if I'll be attracted again when I meet a man of the same type as Fanyin, but I certainly haven't forgotten him.

I wanted to forget him, so I kept hurting him, and I cut myself off. I thought that in this way I could live in the sunshine and be happy, just like a "normal person".

But in fact, I am even more unhappy and have no energy to manage my current life, even if it looks glamorous. I can't fit into this world that is happy in my father's eyes, and I can't fall in love with Meng Jiancong, a man who thinks he is very good. I know that my dad is like a relapse of addicts to prevent me from showing signs that I still love Fanyin, and I don't think there's anything wrong with him doing this, but I don't think he thinks of me as a "normal person" either.

Gradually, I had the loneliness of my childhood where I had no one to talk to, a loneliness that was free of conflict and pain, but also not tender.

I think I'm different from Meng Jiancong, he's obsessed with the feeling of adventure, and I'm obsessed with the fanyin who keeps making trouble for me.

But I can't go back, just like Meng Jiancong said, this is a matter of nine deaths and one life.

For more than ten minutes, neither Meng Jiancong nor I spoke. I think he, like me, is somewhat at a loss for the current situation.

Until Meng Jiancong opened his mouth: "After listening to what I said, don't you dare to register with me?"

I looked at his smiling face and didn't speak.

He said: "My mom is not a problem, until now, she has not told my dad about it, she can't resist me. ”

I said, "Forget it." ”

He didn't seem surprised and didn't insist like he did last time.

I don't want to hide my feelings: "I've been pretending for the past few years that I don't feel indebted to him, and I think that divorcing him is a matter of abandoning the secret, and that I like you very much." I felt like time had flown by, so fast that I thought I could live the rest of my life like this. So I wanted to kill the person who did it, she really humiliated me and broke the peace I had so hard to build. ”

He didn't say anything, just looked at me uneasily.

"I found out the other day, and I've been hesitating to tell you." I looked at him, "Originally, whether there was a mastermind or not, and who the mastermind was, I would have made her disappear." But since you've confessed to this point today, I've decided to give you face. ”

He smiled: "Lingyu, I admit that I am attracted to her, but that is not love......"

"You go get your mom, and we'll have the wedding." I'm too lazy to listen to him? Anyway, I'm not a fool," I'm going to ask her to be a bridesmaid. ”

The smile on his face froze.

I asked, "How?" ”

"You ......," he said for a long time, "you know why she did it." ”

"Jian Cong, don't think that I don't know your thoughts, I said before that I forgave me and asked to continue the wedding, but in fact, I know that this matter can't be hidden after all, you want to forgive me first so that you can find out in the future and ask her for mercy in front of me." I said, "I was indeed deceived by you, and my heart was moved for a few days." ”

He said, "You're wrong, I'm ......"

"I'm not wrong, I feel stable with me, but I can't help but be attracted to her, I believe that you are still restrained until now, and you may really like me a little bit." I said, "I didn't decide to do this to her because of you, actually, I wasn't going to tell you that you don't even have the option to make me angry with her." ”