Chapter 241: Lan Ze, who is emotionally out of control (I)

The cold moon hangs high, the salty sea breeze comes with a cool breath, the air in the seaside city is fresh, all of this comes from the sea, the ocean is the world's largest garbage processor, if there is no evaporation and decomposition of the ocean, so that the earth can complete a cycle in a short time, with the development of human beings, the surface of the earth will probably be damaged long ago. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Of course, in addition to the fresh air, the large temperature difference between day and night and the heavy humidity of the air are also a problem for the seaside city.

Lan Ze sat quietly on the roof alone, the whirring sea breeze blew his face, blowing away Lan Ze's hair, obviously it was maddening during the day, but at night it was with a biting chill, Lan Ze was not afraid of the cold, at the level of Lan Ze, it was already cold and hot, but at this moment Lan Ze was inexplicably irritable.

Looking at the lonely shadow in the sky, full of silence and loneliness, Lan Ze's heart was also inexplicably panicked, the phone didn't know how many turns it turned in Lan Ze's hand, his fingers slid to the address book countless times, and stayed on Alice's name many times, obviously he only needed to click the call button lightly, and everything was solved, but in the end Lan Ze still didn't press it.

Drinking wine one after another, although Lan Ze knew that no matter how much wine there was, he couldn't let himself be intoxicated for even a second, and even poison couldn't paralyze his body at the peak of the legendary level for half a moment, but Lan Ze wanted to drink.

Looking at the cold moon in the sky, his fingertips sliding on the phone, Lan Ze couldn't help but be stunned, drinking melancholy, this sitting, this drinking, it was most of the day's time, and when Lan Ze came to his senses again, the surroundings were already covered with wine bottles.

Looking at the wine bottles all over the ground, Lan Ze smiled self-deprecatingly, casually threw the bottle in his hand on the ground, and looked at Nick, who was walking towards him, Lan Ze's eyes flashed with a trace of puzzlement: "Awake?" What are you doing here? ”

Nick shook his head and smiled bitterly: "I can't sleep, so I'll come up and wake up, and by the way, see if there is any beer." ”

Lan Ze shrugged, with a helpless expression, and pointed to the beer bottles all over the ground: "You also saw it, even if there is, there are not many." ”

"No way, who made me late." Nick rummaged through the ice bucket, found a few bottles of beer that hadn't been opened yet, and sat down in a random place, taking a sip beautifully: "Something?" ”

Lan Ze was stunned for a moment, then smiled, looked at Nick and asked, "Aren't you the same?" ”

Nick was stunned for a moment, then smiled self-deprecatingly.

Looking at the self-deprecating smile on the corner of Nick's mouth, for some reason, Lan Ze's face also had a wry smile. The only difference is that the two of them, one laughs bitterly and the other laughs confused.

Picking up a bottle of beer from the table on the side, Lan Ze took a sip and looked at Nick with a somewhat complicated expression: "Tell me, what's going on?" It stands to reason that you should be lying in bed right now, laughing out loud in your dreams. ”

"It stands to reason that this is the way it should be, I make a lot of money, I can open a garage and buy a car that I couldn't have dared to think of, Brian is very good to Mia, and they're going to have a child soon, it's wonderful, isn't it?" The self-deprecation on Nick's face became more and more intense, and he sighed lightly: "But actually I was confused, I thought that after I had this money, I would no longer be confused, but I was wrong." ”

"Do you know, Lan Ze, the moment I woke up from the bed, I was in a cold sweat all over my body, and my whole body was panicked."

Nick's emotions were a little excited, and his eyes flashed with deep fear and confusion: "I used to think that life is very simple, just like I just said, I can open a car repair shop, and then do what I want to do, repair cars during the day, and race cars at night, this is the life I want, this is everything I want." But it wasn't until I left LA that I realized I was wrong, in fact all I wanted was a home, a home that maybe I would never see, but I wanted it to be there, so I asked Letty back, I hoped she could live better than me, but I didn't expect that I would lose her. ”

"Maybe it was at that moment that I understood what a home is, a place with a family is a home, without Letty, my home will be broken, sorry Lan Ze, I also treat you as my family, but you are not Letty." Probably afraid that Lan Ze would misunderstand something, Nick explained, and then fell into self-talk again:

"The time in Mexico was the time I avenged Letty, I actually had a chance to escape, and the police couldn't stop me, even if there was a helicopter? I could still run away, but I didn't, because I was tired. I was confused for a long time, and finally I decided to give up, like an exhausted and scarred wild dog that wanted nothing but death. ”

"But I didn't think that Brian and Mia would be so crazy to rescue me, I was very moved, but in fact I was still very confused, without Letty, my life seemed to be missing half of it, I couldn't find the direction, don't look at me as I was strong, even more energetic than before, but in fact I knew very well, I had been passively escaping, until I knew that Mia was pregnant, I suddenly found out that in fact, in addition to me and Letty, I also have Mia, Mia's child in the belly, There's even Brian, and I have someone to care about. ”

"So, I made that crazy plan, I hope that on the day the child in Mia's belly is born, I can give that child the best conditions I can offer, because only then can I leave with peace of mind."

"So, you have the same plan as suicide?" Lan Ze raised an eyebrow and stared into Nick's eyes.

Nick shrugged his shoulders and looked indifferent: "That's right, I do want to die, at the end of the whole plan, I made a separate funeral that belongs only to me, and you know all the process of this funeral even better than me, the planner, don't deny it, I know you understand what I mean, I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, I'm actually very cowardly, I don't know how to face all this, so I chose to leave, I even thought at the time, maybe I'm dead, I can still see Letty, but you also know, I'm not dead, Because I met a friend who was smarter than me, and he saved me. ”

Lan Ze was silent, in fact, during the time Nick was speaking, Lan Ze was silent most of the time listening.

As Nick said, Lan Ze did see through that Nick was already determined to die at that time, otherwise Lan Ze would not have let the fenders and brakes forcibly take Nick away on the last day.

In fact, even without Optimus Prime's mess in, Lan Ze has other ways to keep Nick away from all this at the last moment.

Lan Ze asked himself, why did he do this?

Wouldn't it be nice to be a spectator quietly?

Why do you have to come out to stir up the wind and rain?

Nick and these people, except for the speed class of the seven ability templates, there is nothing that can make Lan Ze look at it, and Lan Ze's sudden appearance, except for adding some variables, can not bring any benefits to Lan Ze.

But Lan Ze finally did it, and the arrival of Lan Ze has changed the entire speed class a lot, and this change will continue to spread downward.

Nick didn't like the policewoman, and Hopps was about to withdraw the wanted warrant for the three Nicks, not because Hopps needed to catch the suspicious mercenary leader.

As for Letty?

Thinking of Letty, Lan Ze inexplicably thought of Alice.

The way he looked at Nick gradually changed.

After hesitating for a moment, Lan Ze looked at Nick with a complicated expression: "Nick, let me ask you a question." If there was someone who looked exactly like Letty now, would you fall in love with her? ”