Chapter 30: Childhood Nightmares

It wasn't until the doctor left the ward that Jiang Chenghuan dared to enter the ward.

Xia Kexin said with a straight face, "You must have something wrong with others, otherwise, how could you be so hateful to you, as if you don't share the sky." Quick, tell me honestly, what mess are there between the two of you, say it, and let us understand clearly. ”

Jiang Chenghuan knew that Xia Kexin was ridiculing him, he didn't bother to say anything, and no matter what he said, he didn't seem to be able to say it clearly, isn't there a sentence that is said well, hey, how did you say it, oh, by the way, it is called the darker and darker, yes, many things cannot be explained clearly, and there is no need to explain, not many people will believe your explanation, your explanation is undoubtedly superfluous, and it is a snake. However, when the two met their eyes, he still felt a sense of oppression, after all, it was a one-on-one look, and it was still necessary to say something to adjust the awkward atmosphere. So, after smiling slightly, he quickly restrained his smile.

"Ha, I think so too, I really want to have something, no matter what, this is also a beautiful thing, if not, it's a pity. However, no matter how I think about it, I just can't remember that there is such a beautiful experience, where, when, and what happened to others, I really hope that something is something, what a beautiful vision. Either in her sleep, or unconsciously, she really 'that' her, alas, I can't think of such a beautiful thing. Either because there are too many people, I can't match the number for a while, or, or, simply, you will replace me, so that I can have some real hope. ”

When Jiang Chenghuan said this, there was no smile on his face, and he looked like he was taking care of things, revealing an ambiguous tone.

"you, you actually mixed me in, I want to be beautiful!" Xia Kexin's voice was quite loud and stern, but her tone was soft.

"What's the matter, I'm afraid I'll suffer a loss, isn't it, or do I dislike something?"

Jiang Chenghuan continued to be serious.

"Hmph, I'm at a loss, what can I lose, little brat, what can you do to me? Speaking of ability, heh, it's actually 'too much' and 'not right', it's really yours, say you're fat, and you'll gasp. Hmph, what a passionate seed, a bad guy who sows love everywhere, worried that people will really come to the door and castrate you, and watch you go. Xia Kexin gritted her teeth with hatred in her tone, and, in the end, her eyes swept down Jiang Chenghuan's body.

"No," Jiang Chenghuan stared at Xia Kexin's eyes and said a little obscenely, "Ah, no, if you are willing, this is an original and authentic product, and the function is solid, don't do anything to cut off your children and grandchildren." ”

"Look at your beauty, you can be scolded. You're going to have to protect it. ”

The two of them just said a word about you, and I said a word of nonsense, of course, I didn't care at all. The two have unconsciously formed a tacit understanding and closeness in their long-term work, which has long gone beyond the scope of the private relationship between men and women, and has been sublimated into a unique friendship. In fact, it is rare to have this kind of friendship at work, because this kind of friendship is often beyond the level of personal gains and losses, and has a nature of mutual help, mutual respect and mutual respect.

Although it was a joke just now, what the girl lying on the sickbed said had to make Jiang Chenghuan ponder, what was going on? It's crazy talk, it's nonsense, to be honest, he Jiang Chenghuan really doesn't dare to jump to conclusions.

Who is this girl in front of you? Jiufeng only said that he was a catastrophe with her in his previous life, but he didn't elaborate, and he didn't dare to ask in detail. He stared at the girl who was still asleep on the bed, at her face that was a little tired from tossing, and felt a trace of pity. A young girl appeared in the middle of the night on the Broken Soul Slope, and no one reported her loss, like a wanderer, which is really abnormal. Over time, he had a strange familiarity with this girl, and as this girl said, he was a bad thing. So, what is wrong with him, what unsightly things he has done, who is she, whose surname is what, I really can't figure it out.

Whenever the two of them met, although her eyes were full of fierce light, he still felt a little familiar, and even had some indescribable spiritual connection, however, it was impossible to match the number. Could she really be the girl from that misadventure when he was a child? I'm afraid this is too bizarre, too incredible, how is this possible!

He didn't believe his own judgment.

In this world, how can such a bizarre event happen, and even if there is, it is only in fiction, it is a nonsense in fiction, in order to satisfy a kind of detached expectation in people's hearts.

In fact, he still can't understand how he was scared like that, what a little girl had to be afraid of, but she jumped and screamed exaggeratedly in front of him. I only blame myself for being too unfocused, too playful, not enough mental preparation, and poor psychological quality.

Hey, the point is that I didn't know it was just a girl at the time in the dark night.

The new question arises again, if it is really that girl, then how did she recognize herself at once, is it really providence?

He shook his head while thinking so, he couldn't convince his heart.

Alas, the conditions in the countryside were prone to accidents, and the child was very pitiful, and had no place to play, except near the door of his house, in the fields, fields, and ditches, and he would often run to the corner of his house near the side of the road to squat and play with stones. There is a clear water ditch in front of his house, and there are all kinds of exquisite stones in the ditch for him to choose and play with, for example, the color is unique, the shape is sleek, and from time to time it is picked up like a treasure and collected. In his room, he had already stored piles of broken stones that were worthless in the eyes of adults. After a flood, new discoveries are made in the river, and for him, the ditch is the paradise he longs for.

Sometimes, he will also play with some small insects, or small animals, such as dragonflies, such as grasshoppers, such as crickets, and then sparrows, and earthworms, this is a mountainous area, the environment is beautiful, the products are abundant, what kind of birds, what kind of insects seem to have, even, some of them until now he can't name them, catch them, pinch them in his hands to play, I think it's so interesting.

Thinking about it now, I feel how ignorant and boring it was at that time, and even, the treatment of small insects at that time was almost violent and cruel. But this is the reality of rural children's growth, rural children have such an experience, which is determined by the natural environment and living conditions in which they live, and even, there is no basketball and table tennis that urban children are accustomed to, let alone piano and accordion, and they don't know what a park is, let alone a casino. They are unable to receive a better education and, as a result, to have a higher level of thought.

Calculating the time, the little girl should be so big, in his memory, the little girl should be longer than himself, and he feels taller than himself, he thought so, but still shook his head, incredible, incredible.

It seemed that the summer was shorter than it is now, and it seemed that after a while, the sky darkened. Or maybe it's because I'm playful and a long time has passed unconsciously. In the blink of an eye, there was a haze in front of me, and tragedy happened.

Now it seems that nine times out of ten, at the same time that he was frightened, the little girl herself was also frightened, and even worse, than he was. In the end, I don't know who scared whom, he was frightened by the little girl's fangs and claws and screams, and the girl can be said to be frightened by her sudden outstretched head, whether the chicken lays the egg, or the egg lays the chicken, the question will never be solved.

But at the moment, this nonsensical judgment cannot be confirmed.

He only knew that after he was frightened by the dark shadow, his mother shouted to himself every evening at the door of his house.

My son, it's getting dark, come home, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, mommy is here, come home......

Mom shouted, patting him on the chest and then on the wall of the doorway, repeating the same motion. Sometimes, he still holds a broom in his hand and waves it at the door, not knowing what to say in his mouth. At that time, he was hugged by his mother, listening to his mother's shouts, and he didn't know what he was doing. He only remembered what his mother had done to him, including his voice and demeanor. I remember that my mother heard his screams, ran into the room from the kitchen like crazy, picked him up and kicked him on the bed, and screamed willingly. Child, what's wrong with you, what's wrong, don't be afraid, mommy is here, child, don't be afraid, don't be afraid. He heard his mother talking incessantly, but his mind was completely chaotic, and a terrible phantom appeared in front of him, which he could not shake away. He was suspended naked in mid-air, steaming from his feet, a steaming ocean. I just felt like a gourd baby, my feet were stepping on a narrow transparent beam hanging in the air, I couldn't fall, and it seemed to fall down quickly, and the feeling was terrible. He pointed to an uncertain direction in the air with his immature little finger and shouted "Water, water, hot water, no, no, no, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm not afraid, ah, hot ......" with a frightened look and an irritable expression on his face.

And so on, I remember it clearly, but I don't understand what my mother is talking about when she shouts for him.

If this unfortunate encounter really involves the girl in front of her, it is really a Zen saying, karma. All the blessings and misfortunes in life are not unretribution, the time has not come, it seems that now is the time for retribution.

Alas, I am really unusual,

Even though he thought so, it was still difficult for him to connect the girl on the sickbed with the little girl who had scared him and caused him nightmares. This is a beautiful big girl, slim, clear and jade, red lips and bright teeth, coquettish, but half-human and half-crazy; Back then, it was a little girl, from the thin figure and the immature voice, it was not difficult to judge that it was just a yellow-haired girl, the comparison between before and after, it was incredible. He can't fill the void brought to him by time and space, and he can't connect the front and back faults. Of course, he subconsciously still had some thoughts to find out more about it, and wanted to inquire in detail, but it was obviously all in vain at the moment.

He looked at the girl who was still asleep on the sickbed, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion, alas, it was really a catastrophe in his previous life!