I frowned and asked, "Do you have a sense of superiority?" ”

"This is an objective fact. °C∮ Eight °C∮ Eight °C∮ Read the ∮ of °C, .⌒.o≈" He rolled his eyes and glanced at me again: "Not angry? ”

“……”

"If you don't get angry, let me kiss it." He said.

"You don't kick your nose in the face." I frowned and said, "Go and get my clothes back." ”

"Let me kiss it first and pick it up." He is such a person who will seize the opportunity to negotiate conditions.

If you don't pick it up, forget it, I said, "Get out of the way." ”

He didn't move.

I looked at him, "Do you still want to fight?" ”

That is, as I spoke, he bent down and supported the back of his wheelchair with his palms. As soon as I finished speaking, he kissed him.

I didn't resist, because he was quite restrained and didn't stick out his tongue. If it weren't too much, I wouldn't think about the conflict.

After more than ten seconds, he relieved himself, looked at me with half-squinted eyes, and said, "You don't want a divorce that much, do you?" ”

...... "I don't want to emphasize my determination on this matter, he won't believe it, and he will continue to lead the war."

He smiled, "I'll pick up your clothes." ”

"Thank you."

This farce ended here, and Fanyin picked up my clothes and went to bed with me. After this toss, I naturally didn't feel sleepy, and I closed my eyes and thought about things in my heart. Probably because Fanyin mentioned the divorce conditions to me today, I began to think about this seriously: Of course the child must belong to me, Fanxing grew up in their family, and I can't ruin my daughter. As for the money, if Fanyin gives it to me, take it, and if you don't give it, forget it. Between me and him, it's never about money.

When I think of money, I think of that recording again, and it was in the dead of night that I suddenly began to feel sad. No matter which personality it is, I don't think I owe much, especially Britney. and others have calculated me in this way.

Suddenly, I felt someone kiss my sideburns, and I couldn't help but feel a strange feeling in my heart. Fanyin didn't speak since he lay down, he didn't move much, and his breathing was steady, I thought he was asleep.

It made me nervous until I heard his voice: "I don't remember what I talked to her, I felt like I was in a state of flux." ”

He has taken medicine, so ninety percent is the first personality.

"But I'm just going to go over and have a drink, and the stimulation will stimulate you." He asked, "Did he tell her something?" ”

I said, "Sleep." ”

"Tell me about it."

"Sleep." After all, there is a 10% chance that it is a second personality.

"Lingling......" He hugged my waist tightly and said softly, "I don't want you to cry here, if it is indeed his fault, then you can beat me." ”

"I'm not crying about this." He was so noisy that I opened my eyes, looked at the faint light on the ceiling, and said, "I'm just sore in my eyes." ”

He snorted: "The preface doesn't match the afterword." ”

I said, "Really sleep." ”

He was really quiet for about five minutes, and probably because he was so verbose just now, I noticed that I had lost all sleep.

Then his voice was heard: "You are not sleeping yet." ”

I didn't speak.

He let go of his hand and rolled over and lay down on his back, which made his voice much more distant. He said, "I can't sleep anyway, so let's talk." ”

I didn't want to say yes, but he said, "If you're really firm, why be afraid to talk to me more?" ”

I asked, "What do you want to talk about?" ”

He was silent for a moment, as if brewing, and then asked, "What does it feel like to kiss him?" ”

I said, "It feels good." ”

Out of my eye, I could see him turn his head and look at me.

I couldn't make out his gaze.

"Who gave you the confidence to make you take me for a fool?" There was a smile in his tone: "Can't you tell the truth?" ”

I said, "Then you can give yourself an answer that doesn't take you for a fool." ”

Instead, he stopped talking.

I continued: "It feels really good, even though I don't know him well, and he wasn't prepared for the suddenness of the incident. But he is gentler than you, so I don't have to worry about being attacked at all, and I am not as skilful as you, so I don't feel sick. So all in all, it's okay. ”

He let out a wry smile: "Then what do you like about me?" ”

"I didn't like you in the first place," I said, "I like a second personality." I've always liked gentle men, and I don't know why any woman likes you. ”

He laughed: "Then why did you kill rice grains before?" ”

I didn't speak.

"Why do you always cry and complain about me? He didn't do anything you complained about. He said aggressively, "If you don't have me in your heart, why do you care about that?" ”

I said, "You won." ”

"I didn't want to win." "I just want you to be sincere," he said. ”

I was so upset that I turned my back to him, breathing a little more comfortably.

For a long time, he was silent, and I was speechless, until I couldn't restrain myself at all: "It's not that I'm insincere, do you know why I don't want to talk to you seriously?" ”

"You say."

"Because you've never tried to understand my thoughts, even if you're all right? I don't feel well. I said, "What's more, your right has always been based on your own interests, and my interests have been sacrificed at the same time." That way you don't have to talk. ”

He has a good attitude now and asks, "So what do I do?" ”

I didn't speak.

"I understand your thoughts, you want to divorce me." "I don't want a divorce, I want you to give me a chance," he said. Originally, I thought that I would get better after taking medicine, but I didn't expect that the condition was still very bad. When he said this, he was silent for a while, and said, "But I still don't want to get divorced, it's been so many years...... I don't want to. But you don't allow me to want to leave, and if you want me to agree. You say, so what do I do? ”

He stopped me.

"Without me, there is nothing left." He continued: "I know it's all self-inflicted, I don't need to be reminded, I always knew, I used to think, I'm going to just die, then everyone will be better, I tried it too, and then you just don't talk...... I'm not blaming you, don't get me wrong. ”

I said, "If you leave your child, they will still recognize you as a father and still love you." ”

"It's different." He said.

"What's the difference?" Although we have been arguing and arguing about divorce, this time is the most sad for me, probably because his attitude is so good, and I have the illusion that this matter is finally on the agenda.

After so many years, I hate him so much that I still feel a little reluctant.

I know what he means, and why shouldn't I? For so many years, all my life and all my emotions have been entangled with him, and I don't even have a friend to empathize with.

This time he was silent for a long time, and then said, "Without you, it's different." ”

"I hope you don't get me wrong." I said, "What you love most is your child, and what you love most is just Niannian, I guess it's because she is most like you." ”

He shook his head: "It's not that I don't love Yinyin, I don't have a chance." ”

I said, "You hit Yin Yin every time." ”

"Can't control him." He sighed and said, "Huaixin said that my medicine was changed again, and he must have changed it." I feel ...... now It's shameless to face you. ”

"Yan is second." It's what I want the topic to be, and I'm satisfied: "The point is that it has an impact on Yinyin's health and well-being. You know better than I can how terrible this is. ”

He fell silent for a while, and asked, "Do you regret giving birth to her?" ”

"Regret." I said, "Do you know why I gave birth to her?" ”

He didn't speak.

"At that time, I thought that my father had killed your son, and I was scared, thinking that you had been good to me with great difficulty, and I was afraid that you would not want me in the future if you knew it." I said, "I think if I can give you a son, you and your father will be able to treat me a little better, and when you really know about it, you can also give me a chance." Thinking about it now, I was so selfish and ridiculous back then. ”

As I spoke, I felt his hand take hold of mine.

"Actually, I knew then that I didn't have much place in your heart. I think every time you sarcastically mock me, you express your true thoughts, and every time a woman comes to me, what they say is also true. I think you're nicer to anyone than you're to me. I said, "Of course, maybe it's all because I'm a person who is afraid of being abandoned, especially over the years I've been getting worse and worse, and I'm getting more and more scared." ”

He didn't speak, and I admit that this attitude is what I wanted, and I wanted him to listen to me carefully, even if I didn't say it right, and not interrupt me. ⑧☆⑧☆.＄.

I continued: "I know you really want to do something right now to improve the relationship between you and me. You just asked me, what should you do. I don't know what you have to do, I don't want to improve the relationship between you and me at all, I'm even afraid that you're getting good to me again, I feel like you're just wasting your time doing anything. ”

He finally spoke: "Then can you not deliberately not cooperate?" ”

"I didn't deliberately fail to cooperate at all." I said, "On the contrary, I feel that my current reaction is quite comfortable, and it is the truest reflection of my heart." ”

He was silent again, and after a while, he spoke again: "I know what you mean. ”

I didn't even know what I meant, but I didn't bother to ask him.

After that, he stopped talking, and I felt a little sleepy. I felt him move again, hugged me from behind, and kissed me on the top of my head. I suddenly felt a little sad and couldn't hold back my tears, he said that he had nothing, and even when he said this, he didn't think about me.

The next morning, because I didn't sleep well last night and drank a little wine, I wasn't in a very good state. So much so that Assistant Zhou reminded me that I remembered the appointment I made with Meng Jiancong yesterday, but at this time, it was almost time to arrive at the company, and Meng Jiancong was almost there.