Chapter 11: Contradictions
After eating the bread we brought back, it was getting dark, and the sound outside was getting softer and softer, I wanted to travel overnight, but there were too many things today, I wanted to go back to the forbidden place to communicate with Zilin and then act, so I found a reason to stay here overnight.
"Waiting, you have a good rest at night, when I first came in, I saw that there were 2 rooms outside that were empty, and I will go outside with Feikong and Xinghai to take turns keeping vigil in a while, you don't have the ability to fight, so let's mainly maintain your physical strength."
"Eun, well, let's see you tomorrow."
While waiting, he nodded knowingly, and then began to clean up the bed.
I walked outside with Feikong and Xinghai, and after ordering Feikong and Xinghai to watch and wait, I found an empty room, and confirmed that when there was no one around, I called the forbidden land, although that method made me very unacceptable, but it was important to do important things, so after barking three dogs extremely reluctantly, the gate of the forbidden land appeared, and I walked into the beautiful forbidden land.
Obviously, Zilin knew that I would go back to him, so she waited for me at the gate, and it seemed a little different to look at her at this time. There was no hostility towards me in her eyes at the time, but some complicated emotions came out of her eyes.
I only know what Feikong and Xinghai talked to her about later, and then they said some things during the battle, but I didn't expect the effect to be so great.
"You're back, what's the catch?"
"You should know the harvest, I didn't block our hearing sharing, in order to save me from repeating it myself, and there may be a mistake."
It's true that I didn't completely turn off sharing, I blocked everything except hearing, after all, it would add to my burden.
"I know, otherwise how would I know that you fought so badly, and also, can you consider the beauty when you choose a name, a comet strike, this time and space is estimated to be only you can think of."
Zi Lin smiled as she spoke. This is the only time I've seen her smile from the bottom of her heart here, so beautiful, I've fantasized about a lot of girls I like before, obviously all pk off at this time, it's definitely not a grade, but unfortunately, I don't have that blessing to like.
"Let's not talk about that, what do you think of the waiting I met today?"
"Didn't you doubt it at first? Why did you believe it later? Is it because of his filial piety? Or does he have the news of the world's gates that you want to know? ”
"From his mouth, I know a lot, and with him, I can avoid the fault of the previous burial, and now things are clearer, once my identity is exposed, it is not only a matter of your time and space, I'm afraid I will become the enemy of the whole world, and when the time comes, it will be rats crossing the street, making everyone shout and beat."
"I understand, I know what you think, but I always think he's suspicious, I also looked through the information about this plane, I have checked the history of the waiting and their family, although there is, but many of them are blank, there is no security at all, this person's information is currently only the name and the information he said as a reference, don't you think it's a bit risky?"
Zilin looked at me seriously, and the teacher reprimanded me like a teacher, which made me suddenly a little shorter.
I've thought about these questions myself, whether I have qualifications or not, I also felt that he had a problem from the beginning, but travel is full of adventure, don't go to adventure, where is the harvest, and besides, I'm also looking for clues now, and isn't it my clue in waiting?
"Zilin, are you worried about me?"
"I ...... I just don't want to lose anything, so you're my partner too. ”
I saw the red color that slowly appeared on Zilin's serious face, could it be that Zilin felt the same way as me? But she should know better than me the consequences of people from different planes falling in love.
"I don't know what you want to say, worrying about you is the same as worrying about flying in the sky and the sea of stars, because it's a partner, yes, it's a partner!"
"I know, I thought you understood what I was thinking, I understood my helplessness, I understood my feelings, but unfortunately I was wrong, but I still want to protect you, I want to protect the time and space where you are, maybe I can't be with you, but you can stay in my heart, this is what I can do!"
I was impulsive when I heard Zilin's words, and I said what I thought in my heart inexplicably, and I also felt a burst of heat on my face after speaking.
I looked at Zilin, she felt a little stunned, she didn't speak, her eyes were full of surprise!
I don't know how long it took to be quiet, and suddenly there was a rumbling thunder, looking at the rhythm of the rain, I reacted this time, and ran to the villa by holding Zilin's hand.
Unfortunately, it was a little late, and a heavy rain fell sharply in the sky, drenching my and Zilin's clothes, and although we were already running fast, the rain still hit us mercilessly.
After running into the villa, we looked at each other, and then we both laughed, perhaps because we saw the embarrassment of each other's chickens, and we finally broke the silence just now.
"Is what you just said true? You know, I know better how much disaster people from another time and space can cause when together, so we can't ......"
"I know, but I didn't say it had to be, we're actually fine now."
"No, in fact, I have the same idea as you, but I know that this idea is a contradiction, a great contradiction, I want to be together but can't be together, you make me feel the sense of belonging and intimacy that I have been looking for, just like my father, but not like it, because the feeling of family affection is not the same as the feeling of love. Yes, that's a contradiction! ”
"I understand, we don't need to contradict each other, I just know that what I have to do now is to protect you, and then hurry up and finish this trip, and then come back here again, with you."
"It's impossible, you'll lose your identity as a traveler when you're done, you'll lose your memories as a traveler, and you'll forget about me......"
"Trust me, I'll find a way, definitely."
That night, it was stormy outside, that night, we were a long stream, that night, we contradicted each other, that night, we made a promise, maybe it was a contradiction, but for the first time, I thought about how good it would be if I were an ordinary person, and Zilin was too!
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