033 Fishing for the moon in the water

It took us a lot of time to calm each other down.

I asked Fanyin, "What did my eldest brother tell you?" ”

"That's it." He hung his head, still a little sad: "He's right. ”

"He's him, I'm me." I couldn't help but feel sorry for him and touched his little face: "You repeated his words carefully. ”

He repeated it, crying as he spoke. The gist is indeed similar to what he just said.

Then I don't understand, since he lied to me before, why did he divorce the two of us?

I couldn't figure it out, so I asked, "Then did you ask him, why were we hunted down?" ”

"I asked." He looked at me pitifully and said, "But he said it was a family secret, and I was not qualified to know if I didn't join the gang." After a pause, he held my hand again: "Wife......"

"What's wrong?"

"I can join in." He frowned slightly, and asked very seriously: "So that you won't think I'm an outsider!" ”

"Gang members want to kill." I don't know how to get involved, but that's how it works in the movie.

He was really stunned: "Really? ”

"The underworld, how can you make money without killing people?" I was arrogant.

"How can you make money by killing people?" He still doesn't understand: "If you kill someone, you will go to prison and you will have to pay money." ”

"Family secrets, anyway, these are the rules of our gang." I had the heart to deal with it: "If you don't want to join the gang, you can write a novel with peace of mind." ”

"Oh." His expression was a little lost: "Then wife, have you joined the gang?" ”

"I don't."

"You killed a guy that day."

"I'm just defending myself."

He immediately laughed, revealing the little tiger teeth on the side of his mouth: "That's good!" ”

After that, Fanyin stayed with me in the hospital room, holding my hand and chatting with me. I asked him, "Why do you think I don't like you anymore?" ”

"You pushed me." He replied aggrievedly with his cheeks puffed out.

"Who hospitalized me and you won't show up?"

"I don't know why." His face showed a tangled face, and it took a long time to muster up the courage to say, "Wife, I have a strange disease. ”

"What disease?"

"I'm always sleepy and then I fall asleep for a long time. I've tried hard to keep myself from sleeping, but it just didn't work. He frowned and bit his lip as he spoke: "And even if I sleep for a long time, I still feel so tired when I wake up." ”

"When did you get it?"

He bit his lip and whispered, "Since childhood." ”

"Then why didn't you tell me?" He said earlier how could I be so passive!

"I'm afraid you don't want me." He was so flustered that his voice trembled: "I'm not contagious, and I don't have any other symptoms." My dad took me to the hospital and the doctor said I was fine. I just want to explain to you that I didn't mean not to come to the hospital to see you, I was asleep and couldn't wake up. ”

I wasn't really angry, but I just played a show, so I hugged him and comforted: "It's okay, but why are you afraid that I don't want you?" I love to sleep, and I'm a little lazy at best. ”

"Because no one else wants me." He rested his head on my shoulder and muttered cutely, "No girl has ever wanted to be with me." ”

I was stunned.

He never told me that!

I quickly let go of my hand and asked, "No girl has chased you?" ”

He shook his head.

"All the time?" Don't you look so handsome?

"Hmm." He pouted and said miserably: "I was very ugly and fat when I was a child, and no one liked to play with me." Boys like to give me nicknames, and girls laugh at me. He smiled sweetly when he said this: "You are the first girl to say that you like me, and you are so beautiful." ”

"Because you're cute." I couldn't help but rub his face. Although he is a little timid, he can fix everything in the house, and in my world, he is a perfect and good man. After all, not many people can remain calm in front of a pistol, and the inhuman animal of the big guy version is not among them.

In the following days, Fanyin has always been my little sweet, and nothing happened. He was with me in the hospital 24 hours a day, and when he was really tired, he took a nap. He also ran home to stew soup for me to drink, helped me wipe my body, and took good care of me.

I was indeed moved again, and began to fantasize in my heart that he would always be like this, not guilty of that damn disease, so that we could both live happily ever after.

However, the time to come is still coming:

On this day, Fanyin just walked with his front foot, and Ah Chang came in with his back foot. He greeted me a few words and then said, "I'm so sorry, I was lying to you before." ”

"So, you guys really ......"

"Not really." "Our business is legal in many countries. ”

I couldn't understand what he meant: "Then are you killing?" ”

Ah Chang smiled and didn't answer my question, only said, "I came today because Mr. Fan said that you refused to divorce." The old gentleman wants me to convince you, and the reason why I lied to you before that it was paranoia is because the old gentleman wants to let you get along first, and he thinks that the emotional belonging of the second personality can affect the main personality, but the main personality hates you very much now. That is, his case is a dual personality, and the one you like very much is the second personality. Although the second personality looks like a 'real' person, his memories and experiences are all made up by that personality himself, and falling in love with him is equivalent to falling in love with the protagonist of a fictional movie, which is no different from fishing for the moon in water. So give up, there is no cure for this disease. ”

I was stunned!

Dual personality?!

"And now it's starting to get worse." Ah Chang thought I didn't understand, and further explained: "In the past, the second personality would only appear when the main personality was very, very relaxed, and would only engage in relaxed leisure activities with the old gentleman, as long as there was a slight danger, the second personality would immediately escape and let the main personality solve it, but last time it was not." If this means that the second personality has discovered the master personality, then once the two personalities start to fight for the right to use the body, his body will not be able to get any rest, there are many enemies in this industry, and the second personality is very weak, and frequent occupation of the body will kill him. Even if we take a step back, the second personality does not actually discover him, and its will does increase. ”

"He did tell me that he was trying hard to keep himself from sleeping." I finally came to my senses: "But am I causing it?" ”

Ah Chang shook his head: "No one knows why." But the old gentleman thinks it's a little related, maybe the second personality wants to work hard to become strong because of you. ”

I couldn't help but be silent.

This is truly shocking, frightening and speechless news.

"So," said Ah Chang, "let's get a divorce." ”

But he ...... "I really couldn't accept it at all:" We said that we would be together regardless of illness or health! ”

"Miss Sue." Ah Chang became completely serious: "His fiancΓ©e died seven years ago, and the second personality appeared two months later. Previously, he was an emotional person, but since then he has become rational, cold, cruel, and mercenary, especially with women. Many doctors believe that he has split his emotions into a second personality as a way to escape the pain of the relationship. But there has never been a case of reintegration of split personality, which means that the main personality may not have feelings at all. ”

"But just because he didn't have it before doesn't mean he didn't!" I was probably crazy and wanted to insist, "Maybe he can be cured?" ”

"Miss Su!" Ah Chang almost collapsed: "This thing is really not fun at all!" People who don't have feelings don't talk about love! ”

"I know!" I was also anxious: "But he's my husband!" ”

"He's not!" Ah Chang's eyes narrowed: "He also paid for prostitution when he first saw you!" ”

"But his affection loves me!" Didn't he mean that just now?

"You are really too young, how can you think that this kind of thing can be solved with the power of love?" Ah Chang roared: "Do you remember when he almost strangled you? You don't think it's just an emotional runaway! He never gets out of control! That's because he's, wants, you, lives! ”

Before the words fell, a laugh suddenly came from the door: "You know me well." ”

Ah Chang froze for a moment.

I looked towards the door, and it was a traditional sound. He was still wearing the pullover hoodie with a yellow duck on his chest and a pink insulated box in his hand, apparently switching on the way back.

Fanyin came over and threw the thermos box on the bedside table, and glanced at me: "Drink, do you want me to feed you?" ”

I quickly shook my head.

He looked at Ah Chang, and his eyes showed the coldness and anger of the "master personality": "Who said I was going to kill her?" ”

Ah Chang stood up tremblingly, cold sweat streaming down his cheeks.

Fanyin turned his head with a smile: "What did he advise you?" Divorce? Because I'm mentally ill? ”

"Nope." I hurriedly waved my hand: "He said that you have paranoia, and sometimes you imagine yourself as Britney to escape the pressure of life." ”

Fanyin glanced at me coldly.

"It's not psychosis." I think he seems to accept this statement: "It's just a mental illness, as long as you hire a good psychiatrist, relax more, and rest more, it can be cured." ”

He crooked his mouth, pressed my head with his hand, and instructed Ah Chang: "Go to the Civil Aviation School and pick a few beautiful girls to send to my father, don't report to him all day long." ”

Ah Chang immediately breathed a sigh of relief, wiped his cold sweat, and whispered: "The old gentleman said that he didn't like little girls recently......"

Fanyin interrupted him rudely: "Send the little boy." ”

"That's not what it meant." Ah Chang said: "He said he missed you. ”

Fanyin's expression softened slightly: "I'll go see him next week." He suddenly straightened his face again, gritted his teeth and said, "You are not allowed to see my wife again." ”

Ah Chang wiped a cold sweat and went out.

Fanyin pulled over the chair and sat down, folded her legs, and asked expressionlessly, "Don't want to get a divorce?" ”

"Hmmm......"

He leaned over and stared at mine for a moment: "He didn't tell you the truth?" ”

"As long as you don't beat me, and don't bring people to the house to fool around." I don't dare to mention more, which is my last bottom line: "As for what he told me, I don't need to know what he said." ”

He stared at me for a long time, then suddenly curled the corners of his mouth. Then he pulled my hand to his lips and kissed it, and said softly, "In order to reward your loyalty, I will give you a small gift on the day you are discharged from the hospital." ”