Chapter 123: I'm Not a Buddha, I'm a Demon
When I opened my eyes, I thought I could see nameless, but all I could see was black. At this point, my breathing was so bad that I could even feel like my eyeballs were going to pop out.
Suddenly, all this painful feeling was gone. My head was groggy, as if I had fallen into a state of darkness.
When I woke up in a daze, I found myself standing at a junction, and there was a road in front of me, with golden light shining on the left and darkness on the right, and the road was very smooth and divided into golden light and dark halves.
This is...... Where?
"Anyone?" I asked in a daze.
At this time, in the air, a deep voice slowly sounded: "Jiang Cheng, you have comprehended Buddhism, it is you who have understanding." It's just that you want to enter my Buddha's door. I'm afraid I don't have that qualification yet. This is my place of judgment, and if you follow this path, I will give you a result. ”
"Who art thou in your place of judgment?" I asked.
"I am a Buddha."
"Which Buddha?"
"You don't have to ask too much, just move on."
The voice sounded cold, and it didn't seem to like me very much. In desperation, I followed this road, and I didn't know how long it was. Suddenly, a man appeared out of thin air in front of him. The man was dressed in white and looked at me with a blank face. I thought the man was familiar, but I couldn't remember who it was.
And at this time, the voice suddenly sounded: "Jiang Cheng, do you remember who this person is?" ”
"I don't remember." I shook my head.
"Hmph, this is the first person you killed......" the voice said coldly, "Do you remember the first time you killed someone?" ”
I naturally remember. At that time, I was still in the Yuanmen branch in Shanghai, and I was compassionate there. Because the other party wanted to kill us, Cao Da and I struck first and killed our enemy. No wonder I think this person is familiar, it turns out to be one of those people in the beginning. It's just that I don't even know his name.
And this cold voice said slowly: "He has never done anything evil in his life, and he can even be called a good person, but at that time, because his wife had cancer, he participated in that mission, but he was killed by you." Jiang Cheng, do you have any regrets? ”
I was stunned for a moment and wondered, "Why regret it?" ”
"Why don't you regret it?"
I sneered, "I call him a good man and an evil man, I only know that if I don't resist at that time, then I will be killed by him." He had a sick wife, and I also had filial parents at that time, and they were the ones who had the intention to kill first, so don't blame me for being the first to strike. ”
"Obsessed...... "Okay, then you move on." ”
I snorted coldly and strode forward, and when the man touched me, he immediately turned into a starlight and dissipated. At this time, the darkness suddenly increased, and the golden light also weakened a lot at the same time. When I walked a little further, another woman appeared in front of me. Like the man, dressed in white, with no expression on his face.
I frowned and said, "Who is this?" ”
"This is an ordinary girl, when you led your men in a scuffle in the Iron Mountain in the Sin Land, and killed her...... Buddha's voice became even colder, "She came to the Steel Mountain carefully, she never did anything to hurt anyone, joined a force and sold her body, just to live well." Jiang Cheng, you said that the person before wanted to kill you, don't blame you for striking first, but this girl has no grievances with you, but you killed her, do you have any remorse? ”
"No remorse......," I said indifferently, "the land of sin is such a place. Whether it's in Steel Mountain or Gentle Township, I've killed a lot of people. But I think that most of the people I killed were people who should have been killed, maybe one or two were wrong, but it didn't matter, I saved Steel Mountain and Gentle Township. Although I killed a few wrong people, I have saved hundreds of thousands of people, and even if I make up for it, I can already make up for an unknown number of reincarnations. ”
The Buddha's voice became very stern for a while: "Reversing right and wrong, killing is killing." ”
I asked rhetorically, "Then I ask you, what am I going to do in that kind of place?" ”
"You have to make sure that others are harmful to you, and even if they are harmful to you, and you kill them, then you and these people ...... What's the difference? The Buddha asked.
I whispered, "I'm not that great, I'm afraid of death, and as long as someone else shows the slightest thought to kill me, I'll do it immediately." I remember when I was a child, a classmate was surrounded by a gangster classmate with a knife, he was so afraid that he immediately did it, but in the end, the teacher scolded him, saying that he did it first. We wondered, do we have to wait for the knife to cut down before we can fight back? I am in charge of my own life, and it is not something you can control with a few words. I'm a bastard, I'm afraid of death, and the only way to do that is to kill those who might do something to me. ”
"You're already in a demonic obstacle...... "The Buddha's voice sounded full of disgust, "then you keep going." ”
Now I am completely shrouded in darkness, and the golden light has become very weak. I continued to walk forward, and the girl's body was slowly shattering into starry dots. At this time, a figure appeared in front of me again, but when I saw this figure, my eyes widened and my fists clenched uncontrollably.
The man in front of me is the black knife. That insulted my mother. One of the people who killed my parents.
"Jiang Cheng, do you remember him?" The voice asked again.
I gritted my teeth and said, "I will always remember him, he was killed by me, and his soul was indirectly lost because of me, and then what?" What do you want to say? ”
The voice asked, "What kind of hatred does he have with you?" ”
I clenched my fists. He said coldly: "He insulted my mother and killed my parents, which is an enmity against each other. ”
"You didn't hear my question clearly...... the voice said coldly, "I asked, what kind of hatred does he have with you?" ”
"The revenge of killing relatives."
"That's hatred with your parents, not you."
The voice had become very cold: "Amitabha, when is the time for retribution, although he insulted your mother, it is your mother's business. It's not your thing. He's killing your parents, but in the end? Your parents still entered Elysium and bathed in the light of the Buddha. Good is rewarded with good, evil is rewarded with evil, it is not that it is not not repaid, the time has not come. What he has done, it is natural for heaven to judge, and with his merits and sins, heaven will give him a result. Jiang Cheng, do you think you are the way of heaven? You deprive others of their lives at will. If you continue to magnify your hatred, you still think that it makes sense when you speak, even if you have now attained enlightenment, but I still have to say: You are not worthy of becoming a Buddha. ”
I looked at the black knife in front of me and muttered, "Don't talk about it......"
The voice was silent for a few seconds. Then he said, "Do you want to say that you have realized it?" It's useless, no matter how much you lie, I can still see through your true heart and won't let you enter the Buddha Gate easily. ”
"I'm not in."
I whispered a word that made the voice extremely stunned: "Not in? ”
"What the Buddha Gate of Rausch. I'm not interested in getting into you. I have the Buddha in my heart, and you are insulting the Buddha. You say that you are a Buddha, but you can't say a name, and the little people have some skills to make a big fuss. It's far inferior to Mr. Zhang Huaxu and Dongfang Xue...... "I summoned the Buddha and said softly, "I'll give you face, you are the Buddha; I don't give you face, you're nothing. ”
"Jiang Cheng!"
The voice roared. Listening to it, he was already trembling a little, "You obsessed guy is already rotten wood that can't be carved." ”
"Everyone has their own way of living, and I feel comfortable living like this. If you think I'm not worthy. That's okay, I didn't crave this in the first place. If I had to give an answer, it would be ......"
I raised my head, looked at the darkness in the sky, and muttered, "I'm not a Buddha, I'm a demon." And you ...... shit"
Suddenly, I lifted up and slashed forward. In an instant, with the golden light of the Buddha swaying, the darkness in front of me was split in two, and I saw a monk behind the darkness, he was floating in the air, his body exuding golden light, and his eyes were full of astonishment when he looked at me.
Looking at this monk, I smiled hideously: "You waste...... It doesn't matter if you are a god or a Buddha, if you talk nonsense, I will kill you. ”
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