Chapter Seventy-Eight: The Human Heart

When I said this, I was dumbfounded.

Damn it.

What the am I talking about?!!

"You're a little out of your right."

The evil lama said suddenly, and turned his head slowly, looking at me with complicated eyes, as if he wanted to find the answer from my face, and looked at me very carefully.

"It seems that the influence of mountains and rivers on you is getting bigger and bigger"

"What do you mean?" I asked, frowning.

"You didn't have a physical body, but the dark side of your heart was still partially hooked out by the mountains and rivers."

Since the evil lama's face was tied with a strip of black cloth, and only a pair of eyes were exposed, I can't really say what kind of expression it had on its face at that time.

If you look at it from the eyes, you must be confused, right? Or surprised?

I can't tell.

"What's the dark side of my heart?" I didn't refute the evil lama's words, scratched my head, and said, "It should be so, I also think that what I said just now was a bit extreme." ”

Hearing me say this, the evil lama was silent for a moment, and then laughed without warning.

"How long have you been in the industry?"

The evil lama asked me, then slowly stood up and walked towards me.

It stopped about a meter away from me and sat cross-legged on the ground like me.

It's the first time I've been so close to an evil lama.

This injustice looks quite buried, but there is no smell on the body, no, to be precise, there is no smell at all.

But to be honest, I was still scared to sit so close to it.

There's no way, a mummy with strips of black cloth wrapped around his body is sitting next to you, staring at you, can you not be afraid?

"It hasn't been long since I got into the industry," I replied in a low voice.

"How many jobs have you had?" The evil lama asked me again, and listening to its voice, it seemed to be laughing.

"It's not much, but there's a lot of dirty work." I replied, and my expression froze visibly as I said the words "dirty work."

"It's weird."

The evil lama's words seem to have increased, or in other words, the topics I have talked to him about have touched on the things that interest him.

I saw it leaning forward, as if it was going to kiss me, looking at my eyes intently, and said: "Generally speaking, the more new gentlemen are, the more cynical they are, but the resentment in their hearts is limited, and it is not like you."

I didn't speak, I frowned and looked at it.

"Maybe what the old Taoist priest told me is true."

"What?"

The evil lama laughed twice, sat back, and said.

"The more people who are looking forward to this world, the more they will hate this world after being hit by reality."

The evil lama said, scratching the black strip of cloth on his face with his hand: "In the same way, the kinder the person, the easier it is to go down the radical path. ”

As soon as the words fell, the evil lama sighed.

"The wicked have fierce dogs in their hearts, and the good ones hide dragons in their hearts, this sentence is not a joke."

I didn't say anything, but put my hand in my pocket, fumbled for a while, pulled out a cigarette and lit it.

After taking a puff of my cigarette, I rubbed my eyes for a while, feeling a little clearer, and relieved a lot from the confused state just now.

"Let's just tell me what to do." I smiled and said, "Senior, it's useless to talk so much, just tell me the solution directly, and I will definitely do my best to cooperate." ”

"It's hard to get a cure." The evil lama said, "Even if I erase your resentment and murderous intent now, I will recover sooner or later, unless you come to me every once in a while."

"Can't be cured??" I was stunned and a little anxious: "Then what should I do?!" I can't come to you every ten days and a half months for treatment, right?! ”

"I said that it is difficult to cure it radically, but I didn't say that it really can't be cured." The evil lama was a little depressed, and said angrily, "Why are you in a hurry? ”

Hell, can I not be in a hurry? It's a life-saving matter!!

It would be too troublesome to have one course of treatment after another, as the evil lama said!

Although the distance from Guiyang to this side is not particularly far, I still have to climb the mountain, and I have to cross the mountains and mountains every once in a while to treat the disease, which is not an ordinary trouble.

When I heard the evil lama say that there is still a possibility of a cure for this problem, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"How to cure it, you can say it." I looked at the old monk cautiously, my eyes full of anticipation: "No matter how much it hurts, I can definitely bear it." ”

"I'm not in a hurry to talk about this yet, I still want to ask you a question." The evil lama waved his hand.

"Okay, you ask, I'll answer." I nodded.

The evil lama was silent, staring at me intently, and after a long moment he opened his mouth to ask me.

"If you were given a chance to kill all the people you hated, would you do it?"

"Hey, it's illegal to commit murder." I sneered and said, "I'm a good citizen." ”

Hearing my answer, the evil lama did not speak, but continued to stare at me, as if waiting for something.

I saw that it was still staring at me, and I instantly felt a little uncomfortable.

"What do you think I'm doing?"

I lowered my head when I said this, not daring to continue to look at it.

To put it bluntly, I'm just weak-hearted.

The evil lama's gaze is very clean, but at this time, I find it very uncomfortable, as if it has become two spatulas, trying to scrape my disguise clean.

I was silent, smoking puff after puff, and when I finished the cigarette, the evil lama still had no intention of speaking.

"Let's just hypothetical, just say it casually and be obscene." I snuffed out the cigarette butt and threw it on the ground, keeping my eyes on the cigarette butt, not daring to look at the evil lama: "If there really is that opportunity, maybe I will choose to do it." ”

"Ignoring the rules of the Dharma?" The evil lama asked me.

"Don't we care about lewdness! What kind of rules do you care about! I waved my hand: "Of course, if you let me do it in reality, then I will definitely not be able to do it, the rules of Master Zu are there, I don't dare to be blind." ”

The evil lama smiled, his gaze softened a lot, and whispered to me.

"Actually, everyone is not selfless, you know what I mean?"

I didn't squeak, I looked at the cigarette butt on the ground, and my expression was a little complicated.

"It's true that you save people, you think you're unconditionally following the rules and helping them, but in reality?" The evil lama sighed: "You have helped them and have requirements for them, but when they fail to meet your requirements, you will have resentment in your heart. ”

"What do you mean?" I was a little unhappy: "What do I want from them?" ”

"If you help a wicked person, and after you save him, he continues to do evil, will you regret helping him?" The evil lama asked me.

"Isn't that nonsense?" I replied angrily.

"After you save him, you have requirements for him, which is one thing, and after you save him, he does something bad, and you kill him, this is another thing." The evil lama laughed: "You belong to the former now, every time those people disappoint you, you will have more resentment in your heart, maybe you think they have wasted your efforts, or you may think that they are mud that can't support the wall, and it is a disaster to keep them."

"What the hell are you trying to say?!!" My eyes widened and I stared at it.

"What I want to say is very simple, just one sentence." The evil lama said, looking at me deeply: "Actually, you are not so selfless, if you don't have any requirements for those people, just take the work and do things, or simply do them to eliminate harm for the people, then the resentment in your heart will not accumulate so much." ”

I was silent for a moment and asked it.

"What do you want me to do?"

The evil lama smiled and said: "In the world, you can't hold back everything, when you break it, this is the right way, if you think less about something, you will live very freely." ”

"Didn't I say it, were you really a high-ranking monk when you were alive?" I looked at it suspiciously, perhaps because my mood was a little wrong, and I didn't speak so politely to it: "Why do I feel like you're a pyramid scheme?" You're really a monk, huh? ”

"It's a monk." The evil lama shook his head and said very simply: "I only remember that I was a monk when I was alive, but whether I was a monk or not, I don't know this." ”

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