071 I am so pathetic

"Nope. (Baidu search is the fastest and most stable update on Li.com) "I don't get into the trap: "If you were someone who could be pleased, Luo Yan would have married you a long time ago." ”

He wasn't angry, just nodded slightly: "Sure?" ”

"Sure."

He didn't say a word, turned and walked away.

Call......

I went to the bathroom to take a shower and then prepared to go to the bedroom to rest. But as soon as the door opened, he was stupid: Shibuyin was leaning back in the sofa chair, and a flight attendant knelt on the floor, doing what he wanted me to do for him.

He was half-tilting his neck, and I couldn't help but cover my mouth.

It must have been because I had just had a miscarriage and was more fragile than usual, and tears were overflowing in my eyes all at once.

When the door opened, the flight attendant stopped and looked at me loosely. Fanyin also turned his face sideways, not surprised: "Get out." ”

I wanted to go out, but I couldn't move at all. In fact, I was shocked by that video, and I was really hateful at the time when I watched it, but after a few days, I thought about it again, and I felt that he seemed to be very sad at that time. That's why, although he has been making fun of me lately, I feel that he seems to be a little nicer to me than before. When his dad told me that, I told myself not to believe it, but I couldn't help it.

I was still struggling just now, if he can stop bullying me, then I ......

I......

I'm still angry, I still hate him, but I'm ......

It's not like I'm completely unforgivable for him.

The flight attendant walked over and closed the door, and the lock fell with a click.

But I still couldn't leave, I still couldn't hold back my tears. Not only did I not dare to cry loudly, but I tried to press my mouth, not daring to make a sound, for fear that he would rush out and hit me.

My mind is full of scenes from the past.

How he grabbed me by the neck, how he took my joints apart, how he threw me into the hands of strange men, how he dragged me into the cage of wild beasts, how he kicked my children to death......

He poked a knife in my heart again and again, beating, humiliating, and torturing me like garbage......

He transformed me from such a happy person into the virtuous person I am today.

It has made my healthy body so bad, after many medical check-ups.

And how do I do it? I always thought he was sick, and I always thought that he had a second personality, but his mother was right at all, there was only one traditional sound.

It's never been anyone else who bullied me.

It's the one I love.

Really, I've never dared to face it:

I'm so pathetic......

I don't know how long I've been standing in front of this door, how long I've been crying, and how long I've been embarrassed.

I don't know if I should try my best to get revenge on him now, or run away with this injury.

I couldn't do anything but cry, crying so hard that I knelt on the ground, but I still wanted to cry. I cried so hard that my eyes were dark, and my breathing became difficult, but I still couldn't stop crying.

I don't know why, but it wasn't the heaviest thing he'd ever done to me, but it was the one that hurt me the most.

I suddenly lost consciousness and seemed to wake up shortly after a feeling of weightlessness.

When I opened my eyes, I found that I was a female doctor accompanying me on the plane. I tried to open my mouth, but I found that I had an oxygen mask on my mouth.

She turned her head and said happily, "Mr. Fan, she's awake!" ”

Only then did I see Fanyin, who leaned back on the sofa opposite him and asked expressionlessly, "Do you still need to go to the hospital?" ”

"It's still recommended." The doctor said, "She needs to go to the hospital for a full check-up. ”

"I'm asking her." Shibuyin looked at me.

I tried to lift my arms, and they were a little limp, but I was able to lift them. Hold the doctor's wrist and motionfor her to remove the oxygen mask.

She took it off.

I pushed her away and climbed up as hard as I could.

I know it's not a smart decision, but I can't make any smart decisions right now. I said, "No need to go to the hospital." ”

No answer was received, and the plane was still descending.

I looked up, looked him in the eye and said, "I don't have to go to the hospital." ”

He looked at me and didn't speak.

The plane landed in Mexico, and the English accent here was so strong that I didn't even understand what the doctor was saying.

After the check-up, the bodyguards took me to the hotel.

It's hot here, and my clothes are so thick that I'm covered in sweat. As a result, the air conditioning in the room was too much, and I only felt that the cracks in my bones were aching.

Lay on the ** for a while and couldn't sleep anyway.

Someone opened the door, and it was a complicated sound.

He put the box in his hand on the table: "Come and take medicine." ”

I sat up and didn't want to move.

He walked up to me and grabbed my arm, and I writhed and struggled. When the stalemate froze, he raised his hand and gave me a slap in the face: "Try again." ”

I didn't move anymore.

He turned around and walked towards the door, turned his back to me and tinkered for a while, poured a glass of water and brought it together, and put it on the ** head table.

"Eat." He commanded.

I took the medicine.

"Lie down." After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked in the direction of the bathroom, and when he reached the door, he suddenly turned his head: "Lie down and sleep!" ”

I sat from the time he went into the bathroom until he came out. He also ignored me and lay straight on the **.

I had to get down and sit down on the sofa chair.

He turned off the lights.

The room was plunged into darkness.

The curtains were not closed, and the window was full of starlight.

This hotel is the famous stargazing hotel - the waiter at the front desk.

It is also for this reason that it has a very nice terrace.

It's warm in Mexico right now, and I pushed open the door and went out, standing on the edge of the terrace.

The stars in the night sky are beautiful, big and bright.

The railing was quite easy to climb, and I climbed it in two clicks.

I don't remember how many floors I am, but I'm a plane pilot, and it seems to me that this height is not dizzy at all. And even though the night was dark, I could see the figures below.

When I was a child, whenever I was in a bad mood, I would climb on the roof and sit. At first, they were worried, but after a few times, they realized that I wouldn't fall off easily, so they didn't care about me anymore.

I used to sit on the rooftop, watching the occasional plane pass by in the sky, imagining the direction it was heading, and whether the people inside were leaving home or going home.

Everyone in this world has a place to come from, but I don't.

But everyone has a place to go, and everyone dies eventually.

Don't know if dying is really going to another world? Or reincarnation? Or dissipate?

I really wanted to try it, but I was afraid that I would regret it.

Just as he was hesitating, a pair of hands suddenly pressed on his waist.

Anyone would be startled, and I screamed and let go, but my waist was tightened and I was dragged off the railing.

When he threw it on the **, he saw it clearly, and it was actually a complicated sound.

He walked up to me with a dark face.

I quickly shrank back, but he had already climbed up and pressed me, ripped off my belt, pulled my wrist and tied it to the ** post.

That disgusting image appeared in my head again, and I wanted to vomit for a while. But he went down, pulled the quilt over me, stood on the side of the ** and said, "If you go crazy again, you will sawed your hands and feet and made a pillow." ”

After that, he lay back and turned off the lights.

I still can't sleep.

What do I call crazy?

I'm obviously too normal, I've forgiven him again and again, and it's crazy to have fantasies about him.

Supposedly, the belt wasn't tied too tightly, but I don't know how the knot was tied and I couldn't untie it.

was struggling, and a voice suddenly came: "Do you want to stay in Mexico or go to Las Vegas?" ”

"Go to Antarctica."

He was silent for a moment: "Las Vegas is your favorite type. ”

"Antarctica."

"I'll go when you're well." "Let's rest here for a few days, Mexican food tastes good," he said. ”

I looked at him.

He avoided my gaze, leaned over and hugged me, and said, "I won't tie you up when I fall asleep." ”

I closed my eyes, but he didn't let go, patting my back with his hand.

Since I was a child, I was afraid of being photographed, and I got sleepy when I took a shot, and I soon started to get sleepy. In the haze, I felt that the belt on my wrist was undone, and I wanted to turn over, but my wrist was held, and I wanted to pull it out, but I was too sleepy, so I had to sleep like this.

I woke up to be the only one in the room, and I had slept for fourteen hours.

Sleeping too much can also be uncomfortable, I stretched my waist, and my back still hurts.

The mood is still so bad.

After sitting on ** for a while, when I was thirsty and wanted to pour a glass of water, I found that ** had medicine and sticky notes on his head.

The characters of his two personalities are also different, and the second personality, whether it is writing Chinese characters or letters, is written stroke by stroke. The first personality is very fancy, but the pen is very heavy, and the force penetrates the back of the paper.

He wrote in German and read: Take your medicine or you will be strangled.

I didn't care what the medicine was, I took it anyway, and then continued to sit on the ** in a daze.

After tossing for the past two days, my little stomach is also a little uncomfortable. I didn't dare to think about it, but I couldn't help but think: Am I not going to have any more children?

After that, I was a little uncomfortable and I fell asleep again.

I didn't sleep so well this time that I heard someone open the door.

After a while, someone touched my forehead with a hand. I didn't want to open my eyes, and I couldn't wake up, I just felt as if he was sitting on the edge of the **, and his hand never moved. My consciousness grew clearer and clearer until I opened my eyes again.

It's a traditional sound.

His gaze was dark and deep, and there was no expression on his face: "Are you going to the hospital?" ”

I don't want to answer.

He rubbed his hand over my forehead repeatedly, and slowly touched my face and neck, and asked, "Are you hungry?"

"Not hungry."

"Get up and eat." He tugged at my ear.

I didn't move, he pulled again, and his demeanor became gentle: "Good, eat something and go to sleep." ”

"Cumbersome."

He was stunned for a moment, then frowned in displeasure.

"Do you do that to her?"

He didn't answer, probably not at all.

"That amelie, it's Xingxing's mother, right? Do you do the same to her? I couldn't help but ask, "Surely not?" You must have treated her well, at least her children stayed. But why did she die? How did she die? Was it an accident or was it strangled by you? ”

He let go, his face gloomy.

Forget it, I won't ask.

He stood up, his fingers trembling and clenching, his voice trembling, his face almost blue: "Don't ask me that kind of question again, get up and eat." ”

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