766 The Power of Doctrine

Zhao Pojun didn't know what had happened in his body, he only knew that a voice that had been reacting in his head for twenty years was gradually changing.

In the beginning, this voice was dominant, it surpassed a qiē, beyond the love of his parents, beyond the feelings of the white rouge, beyond all the qiē in the world that could attract his attention.

When he hated his father's scolding with a rebellious mentality, the voice told him not to resist, so he obediently obeyed his father's arrangement and went to school well.

When he looked with great disgust at the teacher who had been so hard for him and taught him carefully, the voice told him that he should not object, and he could only listen carefully and strive to be the best student in the school.

When the relationship between him and Bai Rouge was frustrated, the voice told him that he was not allowed to betray, so he could only silently take Bai Rouge's hand and walk on the lonely street.

This qiē looked so warm and comfortable in the later Zhao Pojun, so that he also carried a kind of admiration and respect for this voice.

But as he grew up, the command from that voice suddenly changed, it made Zhao Pojun get up quietly in the middle of the night at the third watch, giving him a strange power, so that he quietly climbed down the seventh floor, secretly came to a villa outside the area, unbelievably evaded the surveillance of a security guard and monitor, secretly broke into a mansion, and killed an old man who was reading a book.

Although Zhao Pojun was reluctant to do this in his heart, the voice told him that if he didn't do it, then his father would die.

Zhao Pojun suddenly found that he was very scared, he was afraid of losing his father, losing the stern father who scolded him when he was a child.

So he gritted his teeth and killed the old man, and then according to the instructions of the voice, he quietly destroyed the evidence and the information that the old man was studying, and then quietly left, and became his good boy again.

Something similar continued to happen when he killed a young scholar with high glasses and looked wooden, swapping his mother's life from the threat of that voice.

He quietly killed a pedestrian who was hurrying through the night with a briefcase, in exchange for the life of White Rouge.

He started again and again, and saved his feelings again and again, but he brought great trouble to this world.

He gradually began to get tired of this life, and every time he washed up in the morning, he washed his hands vigorously, and every time he rubbed them red, as if he wanted to wash away all the sins that could not be seen.

But he had already sinned so much that if he could wash his hands clean, then he would rather soak those hands in hand sanitizer and never take them out.

Gradually, he began to try to communicate with that voice, he expressed his tiredness with his lifestyle, but that voice did not give him instructions as before, but coldly gave instructions one after another, instructing Zhao Pojun to continue to do these things that made him miserable.

Finally, Zhao Pojun couldn't bear it anymore, and he gradually tried to disobey the control of the voice, and he began to try to sabotage the mission in the process.

He's fighting hard against himself.

The strange thing is that every time Zhao Pojun creates loopholes and obstacles for himself, he will not cause much damage to himself, and the voice will command him again and again to deal with all kinds of difficult emergencies, and he will get out again and again.

This is a process that is difficult to understand, or very entangled, a killer constantly creates difficulties for himself, and then comes out of these difficulties again and again, which undoubtedly poses a big problem to those who have been prepared and are waiting to capture Zhao Pojun.

Zhao Pojun finally found that not only did he not destroy his mission, but once again brought more trouble to the society.

Zhao Pojun was lost.

He didn't know what he really thought in his heart, he didn't think about suicide, but the voice in his head didn't allow it, and he tried to do it, but every time he was about to plunge the dagger into his heart, the figures that kept flashing in his mind, such as White Rouge, his father, mother, etc., dispelled his thoughts of suicide again and again.

Zhao Pojun was completely desperate.

Zhao Pojun thought he was sick, did he have paranoia or schizophrenia or something?

Zhao Pojun thought so, and then he began to study the faith, the Pope.

I have to say that the doctrine is really a very mysterious thing, Zhao Pojun found that after studying the materials for a long time, another force appeared in his mind, it seemed to be a strange force, which could balance Zhao Pojun's other thoughts.

This terrifying force subverted all of Zhao Pojun's previous views, and even the opinions and voices that had been formed in his mind since childhood were affected by this power of the Pope.

Zhao Pojun thought that he had found a way to defeat that strange voice, and he began to try to suppress that voice with this power, and the power of this belief continued to penetrate Zhao Pojun's body and mind.

Zhao Pojun finally succeeded in sabotaging his own mission, but the price was that in addition to the target he wanted to kill, more than ten innocent people died.

And since this incident, Zhao Pojun found that his thinking had changed again, he found that his behavior was occupied by new forces, he almost no longer belonged to himself, but followed his thinking to the other extreme.

It was as if the power was fingering him, and to decipher the strange voice in the depths of his mind, he had to go to the mysterious place that could solve the mystery in his heart.

Zhao Pojun, who hesitated for a long time, finally went, for the sake of his parents, for the sake of Bai Rouge, and for the peaceful life he was looking forward to.

Zhao Pojun thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to tell Bai Rouge, he couldn't be sure if he could come back after this trip, his parents would always wait for him, and he couldn't let Bai Rouge waste time.

So he decided to break up with White Rouge!

Then he followed the prompts of that force, first went to North America, then to Europe, and came to this small country.

A qiē seems to be very natural, and it comes naturally.

But as a killer, Zhao Pojun, in addition to having this power in his mind, he also has the mysterious voice that has been with him for twenty years.

Although that force suppressed this mysterious voice, it couldn't suppress the subconscious habits that this mysterious voice had brought to Zhao Pojun for twenty years.

When Zhao Pojun was about to arrive at the place designated by the force, he hesitated again.

He didn't know that his hesitation had caused chaos in the entire Holy See. R1148